Sunday, October 12, 2008
OMG , I AM SO FRIGGIN PISSED
♥ 2:15 AM
ok , this post is for me to ventt out my anger and frustration! ok , ____ is not doing ms. ho's concert , but nutcracker instead. i mean , when she told me she got in , I WAS HAPPY FOR HER. I CONGRATULATED HER. when we were waiting outside before going in for ballet , i genuinely was interested in listening to her talk about how exciting it was and what a new experience it was. then when ms. ho started giving out roles and when she gave me a solo , she acted all sour about it. and then when she heard that CHERMAINE GOT A ROLE IN THE INTERMEDIATE DANCE , i congratulated her(her as in chermaine) , but _____ didnt say anything. i tot maybe she was tired and didnt feel like toking ( i mean , we all have those days , i'm sure)
then she wrote on her blog that she didnt know whether to be angry with me; or happy for me. okok , i noe she used "HER" , but hey , i dun fail LIT ok! i can actually interpret ; not as stupid as u think i am mans. and i mean , be angry with me?? its ok to be sore on the inside , but dun post it for everyone to see; i mean1 its BASIC SPORTSMANSHIP. and u claim to be a dancer. i tot ballerinas were gracious about losing. like if a certain SDT dancer doesnt get the lead role in ; say , giselle , I AM SURE SHE WOULD JUST GO UP TO THAT PERSON WHO GOT THE ROLE AND CONGRATULATE HER. it so obvious rite!
and then bfore that , in a previous pst , she wondered if she should have given up nutcracker and done ms. ho's concert; maybe coz' she would get more "lead" roles..
kk , some of u readers out there , u mite be wondering " WELL , IF U R DOING THIS , THEN ARENT U UNPROFESSIONAL?" yeah , but u see , i never claimed or kinda boasted about how pro i was becoming and i do not wanna do ballet or dance as my career. i can afford to spend my working life , gossiping about some worker who doesnt do her job or somethin.i will not and do not want to spend my life , dancing as a prima ballerina
okie , i think i siad and vented out all i need to
bb
dance-a-holic
&when will you take me away on a balloon?
