Saturday, January 10, 2009
confused and ... blank.
♥ 10:36 PM
okay.. today is sunday ,i havent posted in forever , and think some ppl are pissed with me. i mean i myself dunno what is up with me these few days, unintentionally , i keep getting pissed at load of ppl (for short , not prolonged periods of time). and i get pissed with myself loadss too. i mean , skoolwork is sucky for me; like i dunno i dun feel secure about the grade thing. like i have this feeling i am gonna fail my first test and i cant shake it off.
and like i havent written in soooo long. and like i dunno , theres like a distance between me and my friends. i feel.... downtrodden. duuno lah , tried to shake it off , but its not working. the only people i feel close to are like CLG and renee. the rest are like...... oh some of them are okay and my class is great , but its a feeling thats undescribable.
anyway , theres XJ and HF and GYM/DANCE tomoro. yay! and hansol's going for HF , then my dad can pick us up. :) smiles.... its not that i'm spoilt but like it'll take me really long to get home and i need to study and its on the way! yeah..
gtg
bb
dance-a-holic
&when will you take me away on a balloon?