YESSSSS. syf is like OVER. after practicing for like 6months every mon , tues and sat, i think it kinda paid off. today , everyone was smilin and dancing their hearts out like NEVER before. and the diagonal line was so nice , co-ordinated and straight.:D yyipeeeeeee

we left class at like 9.15:D then we went to call the others , during when hansol wrote me a lsuicide letter and created our STUPID BOOK. hahah i decoed it just now . lets just say it looks even stupider now;D haha. the makeup today was rlly rlly rlly nice! we had glitter on our cheeks.

Then we reached UCC. first thing that caught our eye? RIVER VALLEY'S COSTUME. AT FIRST LOOK IT WAS RLLY A BIT TOO BRITE BUT AFTER THAT IT LOOKED VERY NICE.like it was rlly feminine , their dance ,rlly nice. then we went on , smiled our asses of AND ROCKED THE HOUSE!except the part when i banged into the curtain on my exit. hahah my face turned a deep shade of scarlet. hahah but my fouettes were SPOT ON!!!!!!!!!!!!!!yesssssss:D

i hope we get good results. i mean we didnt work so hard for nothing you know! and i mean i rlly rlly rlly want it and i am sure the others do too:D







ah , so tomoro is marks the beginning of what could be the most stressful day of 2009. haha. BALLET EXAM! hah abi told me to eat bananas since i havent rlly eaten today. haha what if i go high and start like twirling in the exam room? haha better not lah:D but nat said that the examiner skipped majority of centre work. thats a relief:D , less time = less stress.

after tomoro i will be looking forward to SYF , cuz' after that i can CHOP my irritatingly long hair off. everytime i turn , my ponytail smacks into my face , leaving me with a red mark. its so painful! i will CHOP it off to a mere STUMP:D. going to my fave hairdresser william. he ALWAYS knows what i want.;D yay i just heard that parents and friends are allowed to watch SYF. yay! haha that means i dont have to go home alone. it MEANS that me and mom can cab to william's and CHOP OFF MY HAIR!!!!!!YAYAYAYAYAYAY!
haha


there was XJ today. tried following mrs. chan's advice to FLIRT WITH THE AUDIENCE; but it was a terribly unsuccessful attempt. haha so pathetic, flirting with the audience. need i mention that there will be NO audience on that day?

oh gosh , my skool results are terrible:d bleh. i mean other than hist and geog , the rest are completely under my expectations. BLEH X 2

i feel like a sinner. i ate island creamery the day b4 my ballet exam. i shared a tub with gale. then we saw claire , thenw e asked her in and then three of us finished the tub and licked it clean! haha its was so good. then dad picked me up there where i promptly fell asleep while we went home to fetch mom b4 going out for dinner:D haha
love
dance-a-holic







its funny. i've done so many ballet exams , even inter found which is supposedly a MAJOR exam.and i didnt even fell THAT scared for that one. but this is only grade 6 so why am i freaking out? i've been thinking and here are a few possible reasons:
1.theres wayyyy too much friendly competition around here
2.i've heard too much from my friends and so i am like getting too influenced by what they say.
3. i am just over presurizing(DAMN I FORGOT HOW TO SPELL HAHA) myself.

maybe its cuz , AIYOH I DUNNO. LAH. ok from now on till ballet exam , i will try(notice the use of words here) to get my mind off ballet exam. :D

anyways , HAPPY SUPER BELATED BIRTHDAY RACHEL GOH! haha i love you ,mans. the smart ass who sits beside me in humanities class;d


ok i am very hungry. i havent eaten brekkie yet and I EAT BREKKIE EVERYDAY..... i wanna eat...... dunno. OH I KNOW! PASTA MANIA'S CHICKEN CESEAR(CRAP DUNNO /FORGOT HOW TO SPELL AGAIN) SALAD!haha

went to T3 yesterday. ate..... oh dang i forgot. OH YEA SMOKEY'S BBQ:DTHEN MOM wanted to go buy something from that soybean stall. then out of my very sharp-bubble-tea-spotting eyez, I SPOTTED EACH-A-CUP!!!!! i screamed my head off cuz as you now i am ADDICTED TO BUBBLE TEA. then i realised i was in an airport ; and then everyone was looking at me. my face turned the same shade of red as my crimson bag. my dad and mom could NOT stop laughing. anyways i ordered a LYCHEE RED TEA DOUBLE PEARL. it was EXPENSIVE $2.10. haha but it was so satisfying.

went home and watched BRING IT ON :IN IT TO WIN IT. omg brooke and carson are so pretty! and i love brooke's voice . its like sandy and cute. penn dances damn well but looks funny. like his head is wayyyyyyy to small for his body!hahabut i love the show TTM. haha its like super coolz.

going out with uncles and cousins l8er. jeremy's going to NS on monday. i'm gonna miss him. when he goes to army , whos gonna lend me his phone to play all the cool HP games? and whos gonna wrestle with me! and whos gonna do all the funs tuff and crazy embarrass-yourself-in-publis-stuff with me? damn i'm gonna miss him. damn it, nvm we already planned that once he finishes NS , we are going genting to celebrate and have a PARTAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! hahaha. so today is like tha last time i'm gonna see him in a long time. its just ties in with the payin respects to my grandma at mandai thing.i'm gonna pray for him . its so scary. i havent seen any of my family go to army b4. its like so unreal.i sincerely hope he becomes like buff , tanned and all after army. not that he isnt already buff enuf. and the buff part will tie in with the TALL PART. hes like what 18 plus hitting 19 plus? thanks gawd he stopped growing alrady , or my tiny little 157 self would have to make myslef use a ladder to climb and talk to him haha
gtg
niw
dance-a-holic







HI I THANK EVERYONE WHO SO KINDLY ENCOURAGED ME DURING THE WHOLE BEOFRE-PART OF WHAT SEEMS TO BE THE MOST STRESSFUL EXAM I HAVE EVER TAKEN. I HAVE NO IDEA WHY IT IS SO SCARY TOO. MAYBE ITS THE COMPETITION? OR MAYBE TIS THE PRESSURE FROM THE TEACHERS OR IT COULD BE THE PERSONAL PRESUURE I AM PUTTING ON MYSELF. WHAT EVER IT IS I AM GONNA DO MY BEST
SPECIAL THANKS:D
1. nicole ng
2.abi
3.jayne
4.kiki
5.becky
6natasha T







i am like rlly rlly rlly scared for ballet exam. its like next tuesday and all i'm doing in my free time is practice but i'm rlly afraid it wont make the difference. and i am like rlly trying to like get my steps rite , but ms.ho is like prejuduced towards me and bias to yuki. i dont hate yuki , shes rlly good but ms ho is being terribly unprofessional.i keep telling myself :" SHES STRESSED, THATS WHY SHE SCOLDS US". but like , i've realised that as a teacher , professionalism is a must. venting out your anger on us just cuz you're stressed is NOT professional. this is like a real-life thing of Animal Farm. i feel like one of the sheep , blindly following and deluding my true thoughts and actions in order to adhere to the rules of ms. ho.



i cant accept it. i mean , i ballet is like a passion , a recreation for me , giving me and outlet to express my feelings or just let loose ,have fun and enjoy what i loved since i was 4.but if i have to put up and force myslef to come up with reasons i now find completely absurd just to fit in with my teachers"commands", i see no point in continuing with Ms. ho. she takes all the fun out of ballet when shes angry. sure; some may argue thats shes rlly fun to be around with when shes in a good mood , but if i only get to have fun when my teacher is in a good mood , whats the point?



okay enuf about the negative things , lets talk about the HAPPY STUFF! well , i'm rlly excited cuz' SYF rehearsal is tomoro. hansol says we should go hang out. but UCC is like right smack in the middle of the (almost) wilderness. except for the yummilicious subway there. so we decided to cab to the nearest plc. its not confirmed yet.hahaha CANT WAIT.

gtg
dance-a-holic







haha i just came back from ISLAND CREAMERY. we ordered 2 tubs: cokies and cream and horlicks. obviously , c and c was more popular.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY RENEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

then and again , there are like 7 days left to ballet exam. i am FREAKING MY ASS OFF. what if i fail? or do really badly? HUH?HUH?

damn i am rlly freaking out.but i am rlly xcited too.....like i dunno lah..... UNEXPLANINABLE FEELING ..

haha i am super duper happy for geog and hist CA 1;D never gotten so high b4 . :D haha

ok i think i dont feel so scared for exam anymore. oh wait , the feelings coming back. dang it .

lang arts test today, i've never felt so prepared b4 . maybe it was cuz' we did get to prepare and like copy down all the important quotes on the exam question paper:D nevertheless ,i finished writing like 2 sheets of paper. and i never repeat. stupid xuan , she wrote more than me:D ahaha ......

i want to drink WATERMELON JUICE FROM THE GRUMPY AUNTIE.shes so grumpy but she sells such nice juice. and my mom refuses to buy a juicer and watermelons cuz" U WONT FINISH IT ANYWAY. TIS JUST A PHASE."

ok shall gos tudy
dance-a-holic







I AM GONNA FAIL BALLET EXAM , GET KICKED OUTTA SSCC , THEN SC , THEN I'M GONNA MOVE TO THE US WITH BECKY WHERE WE'LL GO UNIVERSAL STUDIOS ALL DAY







haha omh my goodness i havent written for so long....... my blog was practicaly SCREAMING at me:D

anyway concert is over , and the concert pics are outside 1Co classroom. its super unglam. theres 1 pic of me at the last pose of oriental reviere, looking like a blur block. dang , i hate those "ballet-in-motion" pics ; ALWAYS SO FRIGGIN UNGLAM!

believe it or not , i am getting sick and tired of FB. never thought i would say that. ms. choo FINALLY returned my lang arts notebook to me:D

i love the next lang arts test!you can like go home and prepare and write out notes , then brign it into the exam room and LIKE PRACTICALLY COPY OUT QUOTES SO YOU DONT HAVE TO MEMORIZE! i could KISS the teachers. eh i said COULD , but i wont:D that would be wierd.

must remember to lend rae my tang yu zhe CD. MUST MUST MUST MUST!

oh , i must revise AF today. the gym girls were at their comp ,so i sat with Joyce with Aparna directly behind me , laughing at me when i said i have no idea what Bof E is. i mean , who can tell it means BEAST of ENGLAND?Aparna Jaggi i h8 u!!!!!!hahah

got my sec skool ez-link/ smart card today. hahaha i LOOOK LIKE A BOYYYYYYYY. my new nickname till pre-U is like gonna be AH BOY!i look like i am gonna burst into peals of laughter anytime soon, and i have like side swept fringe. IT WAS P6 AFTER PE , what was i supposed to do? and like the camera made me look like i have a super shiny T-Zone. damn it.. and the pic is like faded. AND i'm stuck with it till like pre-U. :p this sucks.

haha but nvm lah , i wanted to keep my old card but u have to pay $23 dollars and i was broke at that time so.... yea had to give it up:p


ah the new 9o'clock chinese show is damn nice! the ping pong one. joshua Ang is like some emo crappy person there and DYT looks short!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! hahahaahha

anyway , SSCC dance is killing me. ms. ho doesnt make class fun anymore , cuz like exam is in like 2 weeks and i am friggin out. WHAT IF I FAIL??? ms ho is so going to disown me cuz' i'll be the first student of hers that failed. and becky will laugh at me:p and then ms. ho will disown me and i will be like some ballet outcast . then mrs chan will kick me outta dance cuz i failed and she made this wierd rule that DSA-ers cannot fail. then i will cry as i get kicked outta SCGS , then i will be home skooled and move to USA where i'll be like one of those citizens who can speak EL but cant write. then i'll die A SINGLE . ok i am like letting my imagination run tooo far away.grab it back

Bball girls had a match against some gay-sounding mixed skool called MAYFLOWER SEC. i mean , if i were a guy , i would NOT wanna go to that skool. no offense:D

ok urm. well i am due to change my phone in nov. i dont want an iphone cuz i'll probably drop it in the bathtub anyway ,. then its gonna spoil and my parents will skin me alive.i want a nokia 6600 flip. its kinda old , like 6 mths old , but the functions are rlly good and it come in METALLIC PINK. and its super nice , but its $468 with plan. and my mom wants me to buy my own phone to learn THE VALUE OF MONEY. and i dont have the $$$. so i have to save it.

my skool results like suck. my best is 86% , worst subject?52% hahahah that was for math. i canNOT do math. think optimistic , I PASSED EVERYTHING! but its only like CA 1 , got loads of time to catch up. my goal was like a tleast a 65 in everything , even math. ohkay , so that "DREAM" didnt turn out so great WORK HARDER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

ah , on 10 april , me and my friends going to go celebrate RG's bdae with Confessions of a Shop-a-holic at Cathay , WITH BUBBLE TEA. yesssssssss, dunno if my mom will allow leh , i mean its like streaming year and like i've been out fairly often in my mom's records or acutally not really. many intentions... but none fulfilled. so she should allow me rite? RITE???

i have a resolution: STOP LOSING STUFF !!!!!!!!!!!!! I lost my pencil , tags and like misplaced (means i found it l8er) tons of WS's. i have got to stop this habit. oh i lost my eraser too. shit lah ,i have to stop or i will waste tons of $$$$

and oh dang , han kee juan is COMING TO SC @ YEAR END TO HOST A CLASS. crap. that means i'm probably not going to go , then mrs chan is going to persuade me to go , then i'll say no , then she'll take me aside and say" DENISE , I KNOW YOU HAVE FINANCIAL PROBLEMS , BUT U DONT HAVE TO GO FOR ALL 5 DAYS".... OH. MY GOD teach! i do NOThave a financial problem ! i just love my old , rlly rlly worn out with no elastic tights a lot cuz' the older it is , the softer and more comfy! gosh! and i see no point in wasting $$$ when u can save it. i do not have a financial problem! i just feel A RLLY BIG TINGE IN MY HEART WHEN I SEE $$$ BEING WASTED UNNECESSARILY. she doesnt get it and just jumped to conclusions:pand btw , i dont like han kee juan. he looks shady! i like hf's classes:D

HAHA OUR BAND WON GOLD FOR SYF! GO BAND! so awesome. we beat RGS:D

ok gtg finsh lang arts
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dance-a-holic

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