its sunday, 5.05 pm, and every minute seems to draw closer to that one dreaded word:SCHOOL.

now, i, for one, shouldnt be the one with going-to-school issues. i mean, i'm a self-confessed nerd in the sense that i love every aspect of school, even though i complain about it a lot. the friends, the feeling of smartness when i get something , be it a concept or a problem, right, recess. i mean, i love every subject, even math! and i guess schools just a really fun place to be, cuz like it or not, its where you spend 16 years of your life. its where bonds are made, sometimes broken, and friendships are forged. except maybe pri. school, where your life was full of" I DONT FRIEND YOU ANYMORE". but, secondary school, its where you really start to find your true friends , girlfriends that have the potential to last you your whole life. like CLG. i really hope we'll be the type of friends that go everywhere and meet up for lunch, even when we grow up, graduate, get jobs and have kids and a life most probably spent sitting behind a desk. so yeah, school's cool in that sense.

but this year, i guess its cuz dance has been like really exhausting. i've been dancing every mon, wed, fri and sat for ALL FOUR WEEKS, practicing for events that never seem to come. i havent really had time to rest. i think the govt. shouldnt call it holidays if schools still schedule CCA. if they really want us to rest, it should be like a law that no schools , be it independant or govt., should have CCA. but it certainly has made my techinique stronger. and i really had fun with the sc dancers, be it with renee, becky n hansol on those crazy MRT rides, or hearing stephs mad laughter everyday(almost). AND LUNCH! that was good.realgood


but i guess its because i cant remember how i felt when the dec/nov hols ended last year. maybe i felt a deep sense of regret, like how i want to accomplish more. i get the feeling fo urgency, that i wanna cram alot of stuff today b4 my school holidays are over. like the rush. its the same feeling i get before i go onstage for a performance.


pre-genee training is good. i mean, its been 2 lessons and i'm FINALLY nailing some of the steps. like the single, single , double and end in a lunge thing. MY DOUBLES ON POINTE ARE FINALLY CLEAN!:) but i'm really nervous. and i hate to say it, but i dont want to do mannequin. BECKY TAKE OVER MEEE.



omg, i went to T1 a long time ago, and it was great the fruit tarts were....... hahaha









the before pic of our $7.80 pear tart






the AFTER PICTURE

HAHA ITS A BIG CHANGE, BUT I H8 WHIPPEDCREAM, SO I DIDNT EAT IT. IT WAS NICE THO, I TASTED A BIT. IT WAS FRUIT FLAVOURED WHIPPED CREAM.

i'm currently dreading to hear the sound of the alarm clock tomoro morning. at least i can sleep in the bus and listen to the BOF sooundtrack. i've listened to it so many times, i've stopped counting my PLAYLIST COUNT.I GIVE UP. it must be like the 40th time i've heard the whole soundtrack. YES U HEARD IT RIGHT. THE WHOLE SOUNDTRACK IN CLUDING THE INSTRUMENTALS.

i hope theres no PE tomoro, i would hate getting all sweaty before the AYG performance, expecially in that gross costume and TIGHTS. GOSH. and i'm really scared for hist and geog test on tuesday. it shld be cancelled since so many people will be quarantined. and they should not have a test so fast! I OBJECT

i bet BOF has the ultimate potential to be the goeest, if not one fo the niggest obsessions of my life. i mean, BOF and SS501. they could be bigger than my gaspard ulliel phase. and my taiwanese drama stars phase. and my chinese songs phase.

okie APPARENTLY i need to sleep now, nights:)

dance-a-holic loves you, BOF, hyun joong and ss501

DEE TONG ABSOLUTELY LOVES LOVES LOVES SARAH KANG WEI LIN, FOR

BEING THE ONLY SINGAPOREAN TO ENTER FOR THE WORLD BALLET

COMPETITION 2009. WE LOVE YOU NO MATTER WHAT:)







oh gosh today;s dance was fun but tiring!!!!!! haha went for lunch with the girls at MOGU MOGU KITCHEN, we've been there tens of thousands of times adn the guy there alsways says the same thing. heres how a typical convo would go:


GUY WALKS NEAR US : "eh you girls from SCGS ah? OH SCGS DANCE AH! oh you know my wife was taught literature by mrs jean chan. you know her? and my daughter was delivered by dr. chan! shes about 19 now, just graduated!"



GUY SAYS:" aiyah, you see how far back your school goes? sigh..."

hahah that damn funny lah. iwas so full today. i drank like 2 cups of miso soup. the miso soup there rocks ttm:) lol hahah then we dropped by chameleon to buy bun stuff, bobby pins and clips. then steph saw the most AH-DORABLE elastics that are really small and cute. and she had this fab idea of wearing them as rings. so we all decided to buy it and share lah. it was quite cheap. 1 bumdle, 10 elastics, 5 colours, for $0.50. we bot 2, one metallic and one solid rainbow.steph took the solid hot pink and metallic glittery gold. becky took solid blue and shiny silver. renee took solid yellow and shiny blue. i took shiny pink and solid green. gui took solid purple and glittery purple.lol hahah then we realised we spent so much tinme picking out those cute elastics we were late for dance. so me, renee and becky cabbed and then steph , gui and kar took bus:) we did XJ's grass today, then he taught us some new fan dance with these cute, fluffy hot pink fans with sequins on it. love the dance! then it was zhou yi. my knees are 100% bruised. its jeans and more jeans for me these few weeks.

dance-a-holic loves you, BOF, hyun joong and HANSOL







omg, i just realised why kim ki bum looks so much like like kim hyung jun. THEY'RE BROTHERS. OMG HANSOL, YOU WERE RIGHT. NO WONDER THEY LOOK SO ALIKE.

oh wth, my mom keeps telling me to get off the comp. i mean wthwthwth and she wants to take away my freaking ipod after school hols. damn u lah____. last word i wont say, but figure it out yourself since you're so "smart". and i mean, i think i did pretty well during the school hols. i didnt rlly go out with my friends i studied and stuff and i didnt listen to it while studying. i think i bloody deserve to get it back as long as i dont use it during studying. i mean USE WHATEVER'S LEFT OF YOUR BRAIN TO THINK. I DIDNT DO ANYTHING WRONG. I DID GOOD DURING THIS HOLIDAY.i think i deserve the ipod unless i prove otherwise. wth is all i can say. if not i would risk contaminating mt blog. STOP BEING SO OVERPROTECTIVE AND PISS OFF. I CAN CONTROL MYSELF OKAY NOW THANK YOU VERY MUCH. I JUST WANNA SLAP YOU NOW BUT I CANT OUTTA WHATEVER RESPECT I HAVE LEFT FOR YOU.get the point? if you didnt, youre really damn stupid.


haaaaaaaaaaa school hols is ending so fasttttt.......... damn it. i've got so much frustration in me right now, i just wanna let it out. i was pissed with ms. ho on sat, pissed with that PERSON in my house right now and pissed with the whole world. oh wth, ss501, and BOF always cheers me up. :) smileyzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz

ok i have to go for dinner alrdy. btw, TAMPINES 1 IS FAB.
dance-a-holic loves you, bof, ss501, hansol
hates that freak/ person in my house, that over controlling







oh sigh, i cant vbelieve i am waking up at 8.22 am on a SAT to do the proposal. HANSOL AND SONIA, YOU BETTER MAKE A PRETTY STORYBOARD:)lol jkjk lah.

sorry, ic ant help but rant on about what an ass jun pyo was being in macau. HE BROKE JANDI'S HEART. omg and ji hoo was so sweet thru it all! i cried during the part where monkey and jun pyo were on the singapore flyer like thing and then she was marvelling at the sights but all HE could see was the "jandi and jun pyo- first night together" marker note thing he made. I CRIED EVEN THO' HE DIDNT! and that part when pun pyo and monkey walked into the same restaurant as jandi and jihoo. ji hoo's face was like... POOF! angry like... POOF! lol

haha and the way yi jung faced up to his dad was so cool! and btw, THE SOUNDTRACK ROCKSSSS.hahaha thanks to sonia i have (almost) every song and EVERY nice song. lololol

dance-a-holic loves you, hyun joong, hansol(my BOF mate), and korea







well, to sum it all up, lets say life's been pretty tough on me. or rather, i've not been managing it very well. BUT I'M TRYING!

well, yesterday, we(me and hansol) went to sonia's house. we reached at like 10.30 but SHE WASS TILL SLEEPING! hahahah then we emailed ms. choo asking about some of the stuff for the docu and guess what? she said our was too one sided and that she would mark us down. i was quite pissed. however, my mom forced me to delete the previous post about this issue cuz i might get "disciplinary" action. lol

but on a brighter side, BOF is really nice! hansol decided to get all obsessed with kim bum and she forced her bro. to go to comic connection to buy the $4.80 set of poker cards. she then very generously gave me the ones with hyun joong on it:)i know i;m really slow! i'm only at ep 13 cuz i keep rewatching nice episodes like ep 4 part 3/4(HINT HINT HANSOL!) I think jandi's really lucky to have met f4. power and fame, they've got it all!!!!! hahaha like kim bum and kim joon, they are supposed to be very attractive in BOF(kim bum? yes kim joon? errr... no comment there.lol), they help jandi sell porridge to earn $$$ to go visit jun pyo! thats damn sweet, if nothing else. and ga-eul is so pretty! and hansol says shes 100% natural! that damn pretty perfect! hahaha h8 her lol.

hansol's decided(FINALLY!)to learn korean, something she should have done like eons ago. oh well, its NEVER too late to start! KIM HANSOL, WILL YOU PLS PLS PLSPLS TEACH MEEEE

dance-a-holic loves you, hyun joong, hansol(for being my BOF companion) and BOF









oh god. if there was any way to describe how much dance is killing me, it would be... oki dont know, impossible?! hahahaha

violin looked super easy when i saw the seniors and sarah and joy do it; it looked so.... effortless. and they looked like they were enjoying themselves dancing. now that i'm (finally) in the item(cuz' i've loved the item for so long), ITS SO SUPER DUPER HARD I COULD KILL MYSELF. and it doesnt help that the mirror is giving me a negative body image. the different mirrors in thes tudio make u look diff. some make u look, skinny, some make u look FAT, some well-proportioned and others... well, lets not go there, shall we? hahahah, and my pointe shoe makes my toes look compressed.lol

sigh, my past few posts have always mentioned the same thing, and this is no exception: BOF! hahah love love love love hyun joong! hahahah ESPECIALLY THAT PART WHEN HE WAS HORSEBACK RIDING! when the sis made them compete. the sis is damn friggin pretty!hahahaah and he was so poorthing when he had that dream of his parents dead in the car, and the bloodied kid was sitting down, crying for his mom. SO SADDDDDD. hansol , if you;re reading this do NOT say a thing:) that applies for renee too!


haha gonna study with hansol tomro. we gonna TRY to study hist. and geog. highly doubt we can really SRSLY study tho'. hahahah its rlly hard to study with such a crazy person around. nvrtheless, KIM HANSOL I LOVE YOU! along with other kims int... ASIA. ahem ahem.

sigh, just received a pc of sad and aboslutely terrifying news. sigh, so what i've heard is true... friends must par at one time or another. except this one really is too early, too early to say goodbye. i know we all have to face this part of life sooner or later, but i'd rather later. this is saddening. i bet class would feel so empty without you, my dear. i'll never forget those times we went made doing stuff in class and laughing and making the teacher go crazy and mad just talking to us, cuz i would always talk back to her and make some spastic comment, and then she would compare u to me, and ask why i wasnt more like u, our little angel:) and then u were always so good with those exercises and then the teacher would always ask u to demo and then once u finished demo-ing, the whole class would be like and thinking"WTH, is that even possible?!" hahahahah then teach. would say she only accepts u as her student, then we would get so damn pissed with her :) ahhahaha well , to maintain privacy and respect the wishes of my dear friend, i cant say anything.

damn it, life sucks
or actually it rocks;)
dance-a-holic loves you







oh goodness, i cant believe today is friday. it means that 1 week of my june hols is almost over!:( and that means i got ballet tonight . sigh, my legs really cant take me to spin anymore. too tired.

today was MRS CHAN'S CLASS. she made us do turns AND turns AND turns. i got so dizzy i crashed into hansol a leetle TOO MANY TIMES. hahaha SORRY. then mrs chan JUST had to do grass. omg, we were sweating like A LOT alrdy. then since we are dancing @ the foyer, we have no wings so we cant rest. we have to pose like well, what else, grass! and its rlly tiring! i canNOT imagine fouetting at the foyer! with 3 pppl posing on either side of me! hahah i'm gonna kick gale or fall or smth, knowing me. hahaha....

and then on the way home, we stopped by 7-11 to get a nice cold drink. then renee bought a cheese sausage. and she was eating it just outside 7-11, cuz u cant bring food into the mrt station at newton. then she took her first bite, and some cheese squirted out. then we all wondered where it went. and while all of us were looking on the floor, i looked up and i saw the cheese ON BECKYS EYEBROW. LOLOLOLOL. me, renee and shobha and hansol laughed like shit lah wth. sigh, good times last FOREVER IN YOUR MIND.

hahahaha so excited about tomoro.... CATHAY! or is it cine? aiyah , all i know is i am gonna watch the HANNAH MONTANA MOVIEEEEEEEE:) yayayayaya hahahahah i wanna watch dance!Subaru too , but i've decided to watch that with my mom:) then she can buyme buckets and buckets of popcorn. and becky , ir you're reading this , DONT GIMME THAT OH-MY-GOD-DEE-YOU-WOULDNT-DAREEEE FACE. slap u ah!

i really love boys over flowers. ahahahha i've decided to piss estelle off . I LIKE KIM BUM! HAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHHAHAHA TAKE THAT ESTELLE. lol no lah i like hyun joong ,:0 more emo. but i think the girl is actually quite irritating. i means shes soooooooo shouty! like shes always so angry with Jun Pyo. i mean , cant u sense that hes making a genuine effort to be nice to you? i mean r u like stupid or what? CANT U SEE THAT HE LIKES U? and come AWN , hes not THAT hateful. i just dont like his curly hair. lol i think he looks like Dao Ming Si from the taiwanese version. hahah dunno why blondie likes her. damn! hahahha


oh god, theres SSCC dance l8er. i dont really feel like going i like the inter class but i dont wanna leave my grade 7 classmates. they r soo much fun! but i'm gonna miss grade 7 tomoro. cuz of the outing but i'll go for inter. and i promise to go for class religiously from now on! but somehow, i dont feel like doing the pre-genee comp. thing . i mean i dont want my june hols to clutter up with dance . that would suck. and i just dont think i wanna do it anymore. the only reason why i;m left doing it, i think, is for the good look it would give my college resume. any other reasons for me? like love for dance? and all that crap? srsly? NO. NONONO. i mean i love dance. but like i said, i dont want dacne to be my career. i mean just cuz' i havr the passion and i love ballet class doesnt mean that i want it to be my major. I AM A NERD. I ACTUALLY LIKE SCHOOL. I LIKE STUDYING. i just reat dance as a competitive arena for me to just let loose have fun and get some friendly competition from my VERY VERY GOOD CLASSMATES. damn just get the point, TEACHER. I DONT WANT DANCE TO DOMINATE MY LIFE. GEDDIT?


SIGH , i think that was just mindless complaining. i'm sorry. i just feel really tired when i dance cuz i havent recovered all my energy from my 5 day fever spree. i mean i ATE PORRIDGE FOR 5 DAYS. PLAIN! U THINK I GOT ENERGY? i'm just trying to find any small thing that upsets me and blow it up to vent my anger on. sorry:9 boo.

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haha i wanna write in a diff. colour today. life's sucked for me so far. i've been SOOOOOOOOO hungry but i cant eat cuz my throat hurts too much to eat.. which sucks

KONG RUI TING, U WILL BE SO HAPPY TO HEAR THAT I'M WATCHING THAT KOREAN F4 THINGIE YOU TOLD ME TO WATCH.

doc. said i'm getting better. but..... ITS SO PAINFUL I CANT DRINK BUBBLE TEA. atho' its better now , i might try drinking it tonight.:) hint hintttt. EACH A CUPPPPPP.

lol i must be using up a lotta energy. i get hungry very easily.boo. and i thinki can only the join the others for dinner this Sat. , not for the afternoon stuff, cuz i got ballet till 2.30 then i gotta go home , bathe and do stuff before meeting them for gales concert. RENEE FOO WHEN IS YOUR CONCERT I WANNA GOO.....

frankly speaking, i'm quite surprised at the amt. of holiday homework they give us for this hol. last year there was TONS of project work , and TONS X 2 of individual HW. but this month , its less. theres still TONS of project work , but less , indivudua work.

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