Monday, June 15, 2009
♥ 12:29 AM
oh god. if there was any way to describe how much dance is killing me, it would be... oki dont know, impossible?! hahahaha violin looked super easy when i saw the seniors and sarah and joy do it; it looked so.... effortless. and they looked like they were enjoying themselves dancing. now that i'm (finally) in the item(cuz' i've loved the item for so long), ITS SO SUPER DUPER HARD I COULD KILL MYSELF. and it doesnt help that the mirror is giving me a negative body image. the different mirrors in thes tudio make u look diff. some make u look, skinny, some make u look FAT, some well-proportioned and others... well, lets not go there, shall we? hahahah, and my pointe shoe makes my toes look compressed.lolsigh, my past few posts have always mentioned the same thing, and this is no exception: BOF! hahah love love love love hyun joong! hahahah ESPECIALLY THAT PART WHEN HE WAS HORSEBACK RIDING! when the sis made them compete. the sis is damn friggin pretty!hahahaah and he was so poorthing when he had that dream of his parents dead in the car, and the bloodied kid was sitting down, crying for his mom. SO SADDDDDD. hansol , if you;re reading this do NOT say a thing:) that applies for renee too!haha gonna study with hansol tomro. we gonna TRY to study hist. and geog. highly doubt we can really SRSLY study tho'. hahahah its rlly hard to study with such a crazy person around. nvrtheless, KIM HANSOL I LOVE YOU! along with other kims int... ASIA. ahem ahem.sigh, just received a pc of sad and aboslutely terrifying news. sigh, so what i've heard is true... friends must par at one time or another. except this one really is too early, too early to say goodbye. i know we all have to face this part of life sooner or later, but i'd rather later. this is saddening. i bet class would feel so empty without you, my dear. i'll never forget those times we went made doing stuff in class and laughing and making the teacher go crazy and mad just talking to us, cuz i would always talk back to her and make some spastic comment, and then she would compare u to me, and ask why i wasnt more like u, our little angel:) and then u were always so good with those exercises and then the teacher would always ask u to demo and then once u finished demo-ing, the whole class would be like and thinking"WTH, is that even possible?!" hahahahah then teach. would say she only accepts u as her student, then we would get so damn pissed with her :) ahhahaha well , to maintain privacy and respect the wishes of my dear friend, i cant say anything. damn it, life sucksor actually it rocks;)dance-a-holic loves you
&when will you take me away on a balloon?