Sunday, August 9, 2009
Pre-Genee And Im Going Mad
♥ 6:16 PM
its quite official. my fate is 100% sealed in. i have pre genee todayyy! hahaha i'm not that scared for the group items cuz well. ITS A GROUP ITEM DUH. but for my last item for the night, its my solo competition! and you know since i'm the only one on stage, theres no one else to distract the people!!!!! but the funny thing is , i thought when ppl are nervous, they normally cant sleep the night before. but i slept so well! so there must be smth wrong with me! hahahah must be the piggy factor of my character. anyways, i think blogging really helps me to like externalise the fear and the scariness of it all! i heard theres a competitor in my age group whos a guy and apparently hes damn good acording to abi. or was it someone else? i think its abi anyways. WTH?! IS IT EVEN POSSIBLE FOR A GUY TO COMPETE WITH GIRLS! I MEAN EHS OBVIOUSLY GONNA WIN CUZ LIKE HES SMTH FRESH THAT THE JUDGES HAVENT SEEN YET! hahahahaha the fears not externalising yet ... must write somemore
and like i'm competing with sarah as in sarah kang and EVERYONE knows shes DAMN DAMN DAMN GOOD. so yeah and i hate the fact that mrs chan is gonna be there. its just ups the pressureeeeee! and the sc and sscc seniors will be there too! and that like pressure too!! and what if i cant nail my spins??????
&when will you take me away on a balloon?
