Wednesday, August 12, 2009
We Still Got a Long way to go
♥ 5:12 AM
sigh, nows the time when EOYS seem so close yet so far, its freaky how it seemed like 2 months ago when sec 2 just started. and STREAMING IS SO NEAR!!!!!!!!! hahah i'm freaking out.
this feeling i'm getting is weird. its the post-pre-genee feeling and the pre-genee feeling.normally i am super scared before a performance, but that ngiht , the competition ngiht, i didnt feel fear or nervousness.it just felt normal. this ould only mena 2 things: 1. i wasnt serious enough. 2. I AM MATURED!!!!!!!!!!! my mind tells me I AM MATURED, but that would be deceiving. damn it. i dont know what i felt that night, and even if somehow i could descirbe it, i'm pretty sure i dont wanna tell anyone:) i cant wait for the actual comp., where the sc dancers are gonna watch the finals! i;m reall exctied bout seeing the world's best grouping together:)so exciting!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
oh there was a fir drill in school today.stupid really. once the first fire bell went off, we still had to stay in class so the ppl couold find out where the fire was, and then the teachers insisted that we use that particular staircase, and apparently, every other teacher insisted on the same thing; so there was HIGH RESISTANCE:)LOL then we took like 15 min to get to the track, then we were playing and talking. and to make it easier to recognise us, HTEY MADE US WEAR CLASS TEE. THE VERY HOT, HEAT-TRAPPING ONE.lol
i'm so happy:) i'm gonna buy chewy junior again tomoro@ bugis cuz my parents wanted to eat so yeah:) then mommys gonna help me buy bubble tea from the tampines library uncle whose pearls, are super chewy and sweet:) hahaha lol and i wanna borrow the book EMPIRE OF THE SUN. ms or rather MADAM kavita showed us the movie a while ago. and its really impactful and it rally shows like the desperate measures ppl take furing war. which reminds me, i also need to watch CINDERELLA MAN,the one with russell crowe.it completely summarises the situations during the great depression.
hahaha okay its like 9
30 i need to go sleep, super tired and i havent quite slept off the xhaustion fomr the comp.:)
&when will you take me away on a balloon?