hahahahah i got a preety new blog skin! its so balloon-ey.hahah today was SOOOOO productive. so i've decided to reward myself by going online! hahha since hansol the kick-ass smartie pants can watch BOF and study, i should cut myself a leetle bit of slack too.

hahahhaa YAY i'm watching fann and chris's concert tonight at 8pm! to be honest, i think for a wedding, its over-rated what with all the commercials and publicity. i mean for singapores golden couple, theyre like shooting every minute of their wedding! hahah but nosy-parkers like me dont really mind cuz hey i get to watch their wedding LIVE AT SHANGRI-LA just like i would for a concert!her $300,000 gown was stunning but it made her look flat:) lol shes damn pretty anyways except at some angles. i used to think she was super ugly, but i read 8 days today and her photoshott is like OHEMMMMGEEEEE.

oh gosh, i dont really like her. i see it. for some wierd reason she always stands in front of me in class, then during pirouettes, whatever way i end, she will do the same. like if i end with my head more proud-looking than the others she will automatically do the same.i've done it before as experiment and ITS SO TRUEEE. hahaha i dont like her but i dont wanna offend her cuz well i feel bad. i know what its like to be new cuz i've been new at SSCC before. the girls there will judge you like nobody's business. but youve got to come across as friendly and crazy to fit in. prim and proper isnt gonna cut it. maybe cuz of the age difference. poorthing. but i really dont like her.

oh gosh its like what 5 days to EOYS. feeling the pressure but gosh am i gonna be so glad when its all over.

mom wants to send me for math tuition next year. its somethingie at goldhill plaza. she wants me to go next year on sindays but i want it on weekdays.:( and I WANT HANSOL TO GO WITH ME










life is crap.srsly. i dunno whats wrong with me today. like just now in the bus on the way home with mom i was very chripy and happy. then once we came home and i started doing my lian xi, i got a bit flustered cuz it was quite hot and i was sticky and the pen didnt help me write nicely. and the worst part was that i had a very nice productive timetable started out for me. i planned to do ...
1. lian xi(1 hr)
2. physics(1.5hrs)
3. geog (1hr)
4. hist(1 hr)
5.chem(1 hr)

it was quite productive. but after doing the lian xi or rather halfway, i fell asleep cuz i was really damn tired.so when i woke up, i started on physics. but i just didnt know what to do to revise for physics cuz i did the WS's mrs yeo gave us god knows how many times alrdy. but at the same time, i felt super helpless cuz i know my physics is really bad.then i decided to go bathe. and now i'm out and attempting to do history. but like i said, i've done it SOMMANY TIMES i dont wanna do it again but i know i have to to retain the info. gosh,. i shall make tomoro super productive. heres what i'm doing tomoro:

29 SEPT 2009
1. math(2hr)
2. physics(1.5 hr)( that was the orginal, looks like i have to do 2 hours)
2. chem(1hr)
4.(geog(1hr)
5.hist(1hr)
6. bio(1hr)

that equals to about 8 hours plus of study, which is not that great considering the potential a day slash 24 hours has. but i wake up at 8 by 10 i need to leave the hoouse to go TM for my facial. havent gone for such a long time my blackheads are like OMG . then come home at 3 plus, study till like 6, have dinner then study from 7-10. and then on wednesday and thursday i have to study more to make up for sunday and either friday or thursday, cuz sunday is xiao yi's STEAMBOAT AT HER HOUSEEEEEEE and i have to go early to make the appetiser. then either on friday or thursday i have to go for my grandmas birthday dinner at great world city chinese restaurant.its quite stupid cuz the foods not very nice, but my auntie wants to go there just cuz she knows the people there and that they always says shes damn pretty and she looks so young but actually all they want her to do is order more food. so shes kinda like a cash cow for them.lol

oh gosh this PMS-y feeling is lie a stone at the bottom of my heart. have you ever felt when you really want to study and do well, but your mind and body just wont do it? like i really wanna study hist, chem and physics today but everytime i sit down to do it, i just cant concentrate and i think theres no point doing it if you cant concentrate, so i'm gonna try again after dinner. i have 3 hours from 7-10 to study so that makes out to about 1 hours per subject. i think i should have the mood.

i really cant wait for exams to be over. but the funnny thing is,ms choo hasnt returned me the victim and villian essay and its like 2 mths overdue. i guess shes got the sec 4s to worry about.

okay from tomoro onwards i am gonna go to the library to study. its really good for studying.i really absorbed my geog stuff today. so i'm very pleased with myself.

sigh i really wanna slap myslef for not being able to concentrate this afternoon. nvm , i'll just take this as a hiatus before i study really focusedly tonight.

ok i'll do just that.

and for ms annomynous in my ballet class , if you happen to read this lemme tell you smth: STOP ACTING LIKE SUCH A TEACHERS PET CUZ I THINK YOURE A LEETLE TOO OLD AND "MATURED" TO BE ONE. i get that youre trying to learn but hey RELAX AND CHILLAX and stop curtseying everywhere you go in front of ms ho. thats SO uncool







i feel terrible, blogging like a few days before exam:( but i need to get my emotions out and anyway, i CAN FOCUS!srsly, i've been in a studyn' mood recently. like i'm REALLY INTO IT. i think. tho' i always see people more hardworking than me, i get so freaked out.

sigh, otday was emo dayyy in skool. i was stoning halfways, but thanks to becky, i go thru it. THANK BUCKY!!!!!!!!!!!







srsly, theyre my friends but how i can have such a love-hate relationship with them is beyond me. i mean sometimes they can be real nice and really fun but SOMETIMES they like keep so quiet, talk AROUND ME, and say stuff lah. especially _______. i mean shes so close to me and she can be a really awesome friend when i need help but sometimes shes just too insensitive. i think b____'s still the best. i'm not pointing out anybody, cuz i dont wanna spoil our relationship. sorry guys, lets just say you guys are DAMN CLOSE TO ME. go figure outwhat youve done.

anyways its 11 days to EOYS and boy am i scared.i feel so like slack-ish, like i havetn been studying enough. shit it. i am so freaking scared. oh my GODDDDDDDDDDD.







oh god, its 11 days to EOYS and i think i could just about die now,anyway no one will miss me so wth. i cant even type properly now. i feel like y drive is faltering, so badly that i might as well just go into the exam room and sleep. i havent been studying enough. like i think i'm slacking DAMN A LOT.gosh i feel like a few subjects are SO OUTTA MY RANGE. like math( the polygons, mensuration.) urm, lang arts, i feel like my AF is so rustyyyyy. yeah AND GEOG. i prepared a few weeks ago, but i ran thru, trying to revise today and i couldnt think of the answersss. maybe i'm not concentrating but whatevs

I AM SUCH A BAD SCREWED STUDENT







hahhahaha the HAWT topic on fb is beckays AWESOME GENEE DRESSSSSSSSSSSSSS.



OH GOD there must be smth wrong with me:) i am in a sstudying mood. now there, NO ONE has ever caught me in a studying mood before. for goodness sake, i am so slack i houldnt even be in sc! i'm like doinf AF notes and i have to brush up on my comprehension skills. i only realised how terrible i was at compre last week when ms choo gave us a practice passage and me and hansol were like?????hahahhaha we spent like 3/4 of the time annotating.

i must must must get a new leotard. right now, i have 4 black, 1 red unitard and 1 denim-ish blue. I WANT ANOTHER ONE. i was thinking dark green or another black. both must be simple, low back with the ribbon thingie in front. cuz if the back design too complicated THEN ITS TOO HAWTTTTTTTTTT


sigh,i think the pre-EOYS waiting feeling is terrible. its like waiting for a sailing regatta to start, or waiting to go onstage before pre-genee. gosh, just get it over and done with. last minute studying is SO IN







OH GOD I DO NOT WANNA TALK ABOUT STUPID HOME OC. it made my appetite for the whole day go like.bleh. the fruit salad and french toast was delish but the eg custard. oh god it was so terrible. IT WAS LIKE EATING RAW EGGS WITH GULA MELAKA. gosh. urghhhh



BECKY PONNED SCHOOL TODAY,. OMG and now shes made me her messenger/book carrier. thanks a lot becky really:)



i cant believe it. this week has been so productive its unbelievable. like i finished geog revision, did history today, and i did MOV too!:) hahahaha. i'm finally getting into the serious mode. i dont know why every year i have to wait for exams to be so near before getting into this mode. cant i get it like 3 months before EOYS?



gosh i dont get it. everybodys stalking the new teacher from USA that came to our school. qn 1. why would ANYONE in their right mind come to singapore from US? and secondly, mr ang is getting very JEALOUS!!! HES BEING OSTRICISED!!!!!!!!!!!!!LOLOL. ______ was stalking him yesterday! YOU SO WEIRD!!!!!!!! hahahahah and yes okay, hes handsome but def. not hot! i mean no offense , i respect teachers and all that they do but A TACHER IS SUCH A GAY JOB. LIKE BEING A NUSE. imagine marrying a ets say NURSE, then at some family dinner, someone asks"oh whats your husband working as?" u say"NURSE". can u imagine their faces???? dang anywaysssssssssss.....

I HAVE BALLET TONIGHT!!!!!!!!!!! i really wanna burn my FAT. no wait, blubber should be more precise. dang it. oh well. i was just thinking , genee;s PAUL RUSSELL was hotly good, so why is patrick like....urm..... not as good? sigh, i think the girls are better than him; me and becky jump higher than him, beckys legs extensions are higher, i spin more than him, my 4 spins to his 1 isnt boy potential!sigh, nvm GO PATRICK! CHERMAINE JIE JIE WILL BE CHEERING YOU ON!!!!!!!!!!! HAHAHAHAHbut on a positive note, patrick foo is damn FLEXXXXXXX WHAT IS HIS PROBLEM!!!!!!!!!!!

I HAVE A DREAM(sound familiar?), I WANNA LOSE WEIGHT BEFORE THE HONG KONG TRIP! SO I CAN BUY TONS AND TONS OF MIGHT-BE-RUBBISH-BUT-DAMN-CUTE CLOTHES! and eat a lot!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!







sigh, todays such a cold, relatively boring and slack day. :( boo. theres geog later and i sincerely hope that JOHN TEO MARKED MY LAND RECLAMATION ESSAY!> hahahhaha

ahhhhh this CS comp is SCREWED/ gosh. like the videos load super fast BUT GOT NO SOUND AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.hahahah i was watching super gilr by super junior-M. the china super junior.lol. the one where SNSD's jessica is in it. HAHAH shuper girl, shuper man.


HELLO DEE. I THIS IS RAE. HOW COME I NEVER KNEW YOU HAD A BLOG? AND HOW COME I DONT HAVE YOUR LINK. AND HOW COME YOU NEVER TAG MY BLOG? HOW COME? YOU SUCK DEE. YOU SUCK. YOU SHHHUCK.
HELLO I THINK RAE ROCKS. SHE'S SO COOOOL. COOLER THAN ME. I LOVE HER.

HAHAH i had NO IDEA will pan AKA pan shuai filmed an advert with HYORI LEE! THEY LOOK SO CUTE TOGETHER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! hahahahhaha SHES SO PREETTTYYYYYYY/ and i dont mean to sound pervertic but her body is damn hot:)


oh, next week during common recess, theres this grp of scools coming to like have a "fair" for us to join them hopefull. theres NAFA, hwa chong, SOME AUSSIE AND US school, and lots of othere! i wanna see NFA, hwa chong and temasek poly just for fun! hahhahahah

omg overyls like studying now i cant study in front of a computer. YES HELLO PPL WHY R U READING??!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!hahahhahha lol

I AM SO BORED, HUNGRY AND HIGHH, i sound like so obred underpriveledged kid.









OHMYGOD IS ALL I CAN SAY RIGHT NOW. i 'm currently till in shock after the EOY orals.hahah the chinese was relatively easy cuz i mean DUH its chinese, the topic will obviously be easier! but ENGLISH. oh damn maybe my expectations of myself are too high but i think i did quite badly. the pre-oral feelings were really bad too! hahaha like during the math presentation, my tummy suddenly went all funny and crazy and i was like 'OMG STOMACH, STOP IT!" hahaha . originally, me and joyce wanted to like go grab a bit or smth, but chickened out at the last minute cuz like OMG WE WERE SO FRIKKIN NERVOUS HOW TO EAT!?*&^%$#@. hahah so we went to the hall early, and waited, and aerin lim was completely making me feel like OMG OMGOMG! hahaha then it started. adn the chinese oral! the teacher was... i dunno her name but shes damn short and damn cute and i like her a lot i hope she teaches me HMT next year.:D

anyway, the passage was about some guy whose mother always asked him to bring the fruits back for his family, then his wife and kids said they sucked and then he reprimanded them and it ended with some moral thingie. and hahahaha i had so much time to read and re-read the passage!!!!!! hahah then the teacher signlaed me to start and OK I WENT.

after i read, she was like" TANG NING , FANG QING SONG, NI ZUO DE HEN HAO:)" hahah then it was CONVERSATION! the first question was about like a lot of students now study at like fast food places and all what did i think about it. i said quite a lot and i think it went quite well except i forgot how to say groupwork in chinese:( hahahha

then it came to english.OHMYGOD my whole world just spiralled down after that0 lol. 1st question? describe a time when you had to prepare for a trip overseas alone. i was like OMGOMGOMG AHHHHHH
i was quite stuck:( boo

then the second question was: a lot of singaporeans complain about not having enough places to visit. what do you think about it?

i said that NO. because there were places like the zoo and the night safari and sentosa. and there was the IR and casino being built so it was okay. then i didnt know how to elaborate my mouth was like some big fat gaping hole damnit.

okay i shall go home, eat an oatmeal raisin cookie and a cup of bubble tea








hahahah ITS MONDAY AGAIN! and although i made a (kinda) resolution to not go on the comp until after EOYS, but, its not on the home comp so it doesnt count right? HAHAHA. everyones so obsessed with watching 90210, so i decided i'd try watching it too !

oh goodness, actually during the holidays i felt so productive that i did all my revision for like EVERY SUBJECT. and now, the teachers are SO freaking me out with all the "ITS HAPPENING IN 20 DAYS!" thing. really, thanks a lot mr LAU! hahah theres dance later and on tuesday then after that, NO MORE DANCE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i'm happy cuz like i have more time to like concentrate on my studies, but sad cuz i CANT LOSE WEIGHT. yes hi lisa tan, i kow youre reading this:) or were, so to speak.

anyway, on saturday WAS GENEE COMP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!. had dance as usual, my toes almost died, then went home to go bathe. then renee came over to my house to dress up and stuff, then my parents dropped us off at raffles city. since the others werent there yet, we went to party city to shop for cute stuff. foo foo bought a twizzler lip gloss and twizzler sweets, i bought some gumball like thingie. IT WAS SO FUN! then we wanted to go to roxy, but saw some cute shop along the way, its oike MORE THAN WORDS, but cuter. like the stationary there were so super duper cute , so we went there, renee bought some cute colour pencil; then we met becky and megan AND BECKY WORE A DRESS AND HEELS and we went to billabong to go get a present for her church friend.she bought some green wallet. then we went to go get some dinner at THAI EXPRESS! THE STUFF THERE ARE DAMN YUMMY! hahah i ate beef noodle and some orange-pineapple milkshake thing! so niceeeeee. then we had to rush to UCC for the comp!YES HELLO LISA TAN.LOL the merchandise wasnt very nice. like the bag and shirt wasnt very nice, but i bought the greeting cards. 8 for $15 hahahhahaha.

then the show started and OHMYGODTHEYWERESODAMNBLOODYGOOD. claudia dean, amelia baxter and Paul Russell WERE SO DAMN GOOD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! hahahah claudia dean won! and paul russell won for the guys! hahah his last item WAS SO HOT! like he had this cute-ish tie like thing as part of his costume. HES ONLY 18 AND HE WON!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!








hahahahha the comp just shut down on me so i'm rewriting my post:Doh gosh oh gosh i swear its this stinking weather thats making me so pms-y. gosh i couldnt do math until the afternoon dunno . but today was quite productive too! i finished test paper 7 of my math assesment, did my histpry revision, and urm watched KOREAN TV!!!!! hahahhahahhah .tomoro is language day! jiang lao shi says i have to do the chinese mock paper like sit there for 2 hours straight! then after that i have to revise MOV:) so its quite a slack day but i really have to pull up my socks.

oh my godddd 2 more days to genee I REALLY HOPE MIN YI GETS IN. lol i think the internet is so dead. i mean theres nothing to do on facebook! i expect once school reopens and especially after genee, we'll see loads of pics surface online:)

hahha must go watch king kong now:) lol







oh osh this piece of news is really saddening! jaebeom left for US on sept 8 and by the reports on allkpop, it seems hes really permanantly leaving 2pm? WTHWTHWTHWTH!!!!!!! no this so cannot happen!i mean its so unfair for the general anti-fans of jaebeom to just like ruin his awesome career just like that!stupid anti-fans i mean wth, jaebeom is an exceptional singer and dancer i mean hes just like a talent! wth hahah and i just read that the netizen responsible for jaebeom leaving 2pm apparently DIDNT POST THE FULL TEXT THAT COWARD JUST PICK AND CHOSE WHAT TO PUT IN TO SABO JAE!!!!!!!!! wth, so why cant jaebeom come back now???

anyways, i'm halfway through my holidays! it been fairly productive so far, so o officially finished revising geog and chem and i finished both mock papers:) damn it. i just realised i forgot to bring home my compre to do.... boo. damn it . so i have like today and tomoro to actually actually study cuz on friday i have dance with the rest, then after dance i'm going to beckys house to go study before going for ballet again! AND ON SATURDAY IS GENEEEEEEE YAYAYAYYAYAYAYA. hahaha yay! all the dancers are gonna be wearing dresses!!!!!!!!!!!!! hahahahhaha i am like so praying for min yi, as in kwok min yi, to get into finals so that i can watch her since i'm not going to semifinals!







oh my goodness i was just reading allkpop and i read that 2pm is suffering bad press cuz of jabeom's "mistake". and i am getting freaking pissed. just cuz like he made one immature comment 4 years ago, when he was like 18, now the korean journalists have to go dig it up? i mean wth is all i can say WTH.

ok so he said smth about hating korea, but you gotta understand it from his point of view. i mean hes a korean, who grew up in US,Seattle. so now he comes to korea, is not used to the food and culture and language and all and besides isnt an 18 year old gonna feel scared and lonely when hes alone WITHOUT HIS PARENTS? and besides, his mother didnt really want him to be a b-boy, so for him to have the independance to even go to korea alone to chase his drream is a really big feat already! and the lnaguage he uses is like so typical 18 year old american kid. mean its teenage angst, can u blame him. and it was 4 YEARS AGO. hes matured a lot since then and has grown to be like an awesome singer, and dancer with a smokin hot bod! hahah/ and srsly what nosy parker business is it of those terrible paparazzi? i mean its his PRIVATE LIFE and i know that youre trying to make a living too but you gotta draw the line between doing your job and being trashy and low! what the hell lah i love 2pm and now cuz of this thing, 2pm activities liek concerts and fan meetings are CANCELLED? i mean just cuz of what a few people thing they have to cancel it? i mean no offense but i love 2pm WAY MORE THAN I LOVE THE WONDERGIRLS.hahahahahhahahha i mean it sno fair that JYP brought the wondergirls to USA ealier then he did for 2pm. i really hope that 2pm doesnt go to US. hansol said that wondergirls arent doing very well over there , so 2pm wont really be well received.

speaking of trashy i wathced the youtube video of like ms singapore world 2009 ris low. SHES DAMN FUNNY. like "leopard preeeent and zebraaaa preeeent with khaki green and neutral colours... is allright!":) hahahahahahahha but i feel so bad shes being like publicily dissed on youtube. maybe its either her teeth or she has a short tongue. dont be so mean to her lah







well evidently words cant descirbe how freaking pissed i am right now. i mean like who hacked into my account???? like what is wrong with those people. is it really so fun to go hack into peoples account? i bet its like an sc girl. no prizes for guessing who. YOU STUPID ASSHOLE WHY NOT YOU JUST DO THE WHOLE WORLD A FAVOUR AND GO KILL YOURSELF OR SMTH. BELIEVE ME I WILL BE THE FIRST TO REJOICE. so please, end this world of misery and just go shoot yourself or smth. so take that and stop like being such a bitch bout it. freak.

ANYWAYS, i was so PMS-y today. i felt like a complete asshole to all my friends. SORRY GUYS I REALLY DO LOVE YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! hahahai cant wait for honours day tomoro!!!!!!!!!!!!!! where like it starts at 3.3 so, CLG's going to go eat @ our fave place MOGU MOGU KITCHEN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!hahaha and guys i need to go diva either tomoro or next sat before genee comp, to go buy the cute elastic bangles in neon colours from diva, renee. gale and i are sharing. anymore ppl want it?:) we can buy a fewsets and split!hahah getting so excited over such a trivial matter:)

and oh god, i do sincerely believe i am half screwed for EOYS. i feel inadequately prepared for it. like what if i cant finish revision in time for eoys. then its just as good as not finishing the paper isnt it? oh wth, sec 2 is so scarily stressful/

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