Monday, September 28, 2009
♥ 2:42 AM
life is crap.srsly. i dunno whats wrong with me today. like just now in the bus on the way home with mom i was very chripy and happy. then once we came home and i started doing my lian xi, i got a bit flustered cuz it was quite hot and i was sticky and the pen didnt help me write nicely. and the worst part was that i had a very nice productive timetable started out for me. i planned to do ...1. lian xi(1 hr)2. physics(1.5hrs)3. geog (1hr)4. hist(1 hr)5.chem(1 hr)it was quite productive. but after doing the lian xi or rather halfway, i fell asleep cuz i was really damn tired.so when i woke up, i started on physics. but i just didnt know what to do to revise for physics cuz i did the WS's mrs yeo gave us god knows how many times alrdy. but at the same time, i felt super helpless cuz i know my physics is really bad.then i decided to go bathe. and now i'm out and attempting to do history. but like i said, i've done it SOMMANY TIMES i dont wanna do it again but i know i have to to retain the info. gosh,. i shall make tomoro super productive. heres what i'm doing tomoro:29 SEPT 20091. math(2hr)2. physics(1.5 hr)( that was the orginal, looks like i have to do 2 hours)2. chem(1hr)4.(geog(1hr)5.hist(1hr)6. bio(1hr)that equals to about 8 hours plus of study, which is not that great considering the potential a day slash 24 hours has. but i wake up at 8 by 10 i need to leave the hoouse to go TM for my facial. havent gone for such a long time my blackheads are like OMG . then come home at 3 plus, study till like 6, have dinner then study from 7-10. and then on wednesday and thursday i have to study more to make up for sunday and either friday or thursday, cuz sunday is xiao yi's STEAMBOAT AT HER HOUSEEEEEEE and i have to go early to make the appetiser. then either on friday or thursday i have to go for my grandmas birthday dinner at great world city chinese restaurant.its quite stupid cuz the foods not very nice, but my auntie wants to go there just cuz she knows the people there and that they always says shes damn pretty and she looks so young but actually all they want her to do is order more food. so shes kinda like a cash cow for them.loloh gosh this PMS-y feeling is lie a stone at the bottom of my heart. have you ever felt when you really want to study and do well, but your mind and body just wont do it? like i really wanna study hist, chem and physics today but everytime i sit down to do it, i just cant concentrate and i think theres no point doing it if you cant concentrate, so i'm gonna try again after dinner. i have 3 hours from 7-10 to study so that makes out to about 1 hours per subject. i think i should have the mood.i really cant wait for exams to be over. but the funnny thing is,ms choo hasnt returned me the victim and villian essay and its like 2 mths overdue. i guess shes got the sec 4s to worry about.okay from tomoro onwards i am gonna go to the library to study. its really good for studying.i really absorbed my geog stuff today. so i'm very pleased with myself.sigh i really wanna slap myslef for not being able to concentrate this afternoon. nvm , i'll just take this as a hiatus before i study really focusedly tonight.ok i'll do just that.and for ms annomynous in my ballet class , if you happen to read this lemme tell you smth: STOP ACTING LIKE SUCH A TEACHERS PET CUZ I THINK YOURE A LEETLE TOO OLD AND "MATURED" TO BE ONE. i get that youre trying to learn but hey RELAX AND CHILLAX and stop curtseying everywhere you go in front of ms ho. thats SO uncool
&when will you take me away on a balloon?
