i feel in the reflecting mood today. like i'm all solemn and everything.



i had a1 class yesterday omg i am currently aching like crazy. we did triples on demi pointe, doubles en pointe and ms ho tried to make me do a triple but i couldnt. i only did it once after that.:( and we did fouettes, chanes and posse turns. sigh. im going to die now, but i had a blast yesterday. and the freee exercise was so much fun! so i suffer now.. its okay:)

theres zhou yi tomoro. cant wait cuz like she finished choreo-ing the dance so its kinda nice now. i like the ending pose! hhahha we look like a lotus flower. was that the intention? i think the story behind it is quite cool. like its about the life of a dancer but it alludes to life in general like how we cant always be the best and there surely comes a time when we have to step down and like she also talks baout how we have to always pick ourselves up from the obstacles that make us fall down. okay i know its a bit cheesy but if you think bout it, the story s quite cool. and i think its quite a challenge to like let show the audience the story through dance:)







happy holidays!! sigh i was supposed to go watch 2012 today:) but was too lazy:Dhahahha theres no ballet for me tonight! im kinda sad because i really love ballet and all, but happy cuz at least my blisters from walking in those terrible cotton on slippers can heal for tomoro's pointe class:)





omg i rented my bloody valentine yesterday for fun. and O.M.G IT WAS D.A.M.N SCARY!!!! like there was a lot of blood and killing and VIOLENCE! like the killer actually cut out the heart of his victims and sent it to the sherrifs office! and i was so saddened. the killer was actually JENSEN ACKLES! the extremely awesome actor from supernatural!AKA DEAN WINCHESTER!@#$% i was soooooo shocked:( hes so not killer material!


sigh doing homework now. i have to finishe= my bio sec 1 notes plus a chinese paper. then i shall go down to the gym with mom later:) going to run 5km! BE FIT!!!!!!

hahha cant wait for sec 4 farewell:) its on 2nd dec and we havent booked a venue yet:) hahah but its okay:D

lol i'm addicted to a new batch of kpop songs. heres what i downloaded:
1. T-ara and SUpernova- TTL listen 2
2. jewellery- one more time
3. se7en- oh no
4. MBLAQ's cover of Rain;s bad guy:)

hahahhaha i know some of them are unknowns but i love theirnsongs!. i must have been a korean in my past life. MAYBE I WAS A KPOP SINGER IN MY PAST LIFE! HAHAHHAHAHAHHA thats nice:)i wish then i could meet and hang with the kpop singers! lol:) let me list me fav singers:D

snsd
suju
ss501
shinee
t-ara
supernova
b2st
mblaq
2pm
taegoon
bigbang
taeyang(bigbang)
rain(bi)
davichi
BEG
KARA
jewellery
park hyo shin
f(x)
2ne1

hahah so many right? hahah lol i must be crazy.

zhou yi finished the item today:) it was quite nice hahahha cant wait for the large scale item, the one for concert:)yay! hahah

tomoro theres HF from 12 to 1.30:) then i need to buy uniform:) at chinatown!!!!!!! hahahahahha i will def. burn lots of fat during HF, its so tiring these few days. but thats the funny thing. as tiring as HF is, i get a sense of satisfaction doinf his dance, and i dunno i just feel this desire to do the item really welll:) hhahahah and its nice!!!! i loveeeee serenade







ok thats it. its confirmed. i'm going to barcelona! hahha im really happy bout this:0 like super happy!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! mrs chan told me on.. urm mon i think? and i was so happy!!!!!!!!!! hahahahahhaahha yay me:)

anyway we played captains ball with the seniors today. and like omg amelia was SO FUNNY! she kept like blocking everybody with her extreme height and me being suepr short, was her target quite a number of times. i mean shes like so tall and i am only THAT tall. i completely gave up oce she blocked me! hahahha then we did a bit o fplanning for the sec 4 farewell. its on he 2nd of dec but we havent even figured out a venue:) hahahhahahaha its okay we'll figure it out somehow. amelia suggested a budget hotel!?@#$ its so SLEAZY! i think:) maybe im wrong. actually ita nlt a bad idea! we can book the whole floor so there wont be SLEAZY stuff happening! EH THATS A GOOD IDEA!!!!!!!!







well today was quite nicee:)

i met becky at guardian at tampines MRT; then we met hansol at the interchange:) then we took 67, but there was a stupid jam so like we were gonna be late, so we got off at sim lim square and cabbed with this nice guy who sped for us! so we werent late. we werent.


hahha went in for HF. it was quite good! like he didnt scold me but it was super tiring today! we did some pointe barre exercises, then we did violin, which i think we are doing for YOG at sports school!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!he changed some steps and gave amelia and jen(dunno how to speel, sorry!) solos which was super nice and cool and impressive. hahah like at the beginning part, amelia does this really complicated looking series of steps, and like cuz shes super tall so she looks... well... intimidating! hahaha no offense, then hf was like "now u know how hard doing a solo is." seeing amelia sweat like that, yeah sure, imagine what sarah kang has to go through.:) hahha then after we were done and 3/4 dead, he was like "okay, lets so serenade!" then we were all like "OMG" hhhahahahha then me, renee and becky called the serenade people not in violin to go in and they all changed out alrdy and everyone was like OMGOMOGMOMOGMGOMGO. HAHAHAHAHAH serenade was cool. i like serenade, even though it ike very fast ,i still wanna try to perfect it cuz i think it'll look super nice once we do! hahahah then it was all over. i felt really good cuz i perspired A LOT.

then we went to cine to "celebrate". ate @ some korean BBQ chicken place at the basement. it was nice! they had korean tv! and they were showing dream concert! the one where kim heechul hosted it and there was snsd, jewellery, super junior and shinee!!!!!!! hahahaahha me and gale were glued to the tv:) then we watched gee on my ipod with the romanizations and we were singing and dancing to it. everyone in the food place was like "urmmmmm.. okayyy" me and kar looke dfor ncie movies to watch but they didnt have so we went to take neoprints;)))

i paid for the nice $12 one cuz well it IS my birthday after all, im being nice! hahahahhaha we had loads of fun, doing ANTM, super junior impersonations, theough they didnt really look like it.went to the nice shop next door and kar and steph bought bracelets. then we went to diva and then steph got me a hot pink hairband with a ribbon at the side for my birthday! THANKS STEPH! hansol got me a cute mug and keychain with the capital D on it, foo foo got me a body shop wild cherry bath set, and both got me a multi coloured charm fruit bracelet for my birthday! THNAKS GUYS:D hahahahha

then i had to go home for dinner! becky came along.we had abalone with spinach and braised mushrooms, fish maw and sea cucumber soup and tomato prawns!!!!!!it was nice:)))))) hahahahha we watched hte HK drama too! hahaha to grow with love i think the myolie wu one:) hahah and we went onto youtube and saw embark dream team starring 2pm's junho and shinee's minho! hahha the manager was so funny!!!!!!!! me and becky laughed till we cried. then we bathed after dinner and i played tap tap, idare and sally's spa on her itouch while she played supermodel empire on mine:)

then we had ballet, it was quite okay! like we kinda played a lot. okay resolution tomoro must wor hard to burn fat and better myself!







I.GOT.A.NEW.PHONE.!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!ITS AWESOME!!!!!!!!!!!AND ITS $0!!! HAHAH TIS THE SONY T707!HHHAHAHA I GOT HOT PINK! KARUNA AND CHAN WOULD APPROVE:) HAHAHAHAHAH ITS GOT A SENSOR SO I CNA MUTE INCOMING CALLS AND ITS GOT LIGHT DISPLAYS AND ALL AWESOMEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE I LOVE MY PHONE!! I WONT SPOIL IT LIKE MY LAST FEW PHONESSSS hahahha so darn happy

and tomoro will be HF! i kinda like HF now, cuz the dance os completed and i think its super nice. like i thalf looks like violin, half looks like swan:) wonder what we're gonna do it for! hahhahahaha i heard YOG is at sports schoo. wonder where we;re gonna dance. i suggsted a floating platform at their swimming pooL! hahhaha its not gonna happen tho' wishful thinking on my part.

dan git was the lasalle master class so called today but i didnt go!! :( i was supposed to go my grandads house but then my mom cancelled saying she wanted me to study at home. i did one chinese paper, finished my chem revision and did my math tuition HW. oh and my SS HW too!

omg i hope hf goes well tomoro and all goes well cuz if not its not auspiscious. yees i am very old fashioned but i stick firmly to my beliefs!







today was quite a nice day.

met the other 3 dongs at the rt using our famous mrt pickup system! hansol made us all 10 mins late:) hahah:D then we mrted to bugis where we wanted to take 960. we were at the road waiting to cross outside the mrt station when we saw 960, then becky ran like god-knows-how-fast it was damn funny! like she was running like super duper fast with her crocs flip flops and her large ginormous kipling bag! nd then i was next desperately trying to catch up with her, and i think renee was behind me and hansol was last, with her hands flailing all ove rht place like some crazy woman! ahhhaha i still love you! at least it was a good workout, to warm up for class.

then it was ZHOUYIIIIIII. she did stuff today and i fell asleep:) lets just leave it there.lolthen it was HF. oh gosh where do i even begin? like he started the class by asking us to put on our pointe shoes NOW and start the item. then everyone was like "omg, what?!" hahah then he started serenade part 2, he seemed to be in a good mood:) so that was nice. i love serenade! its really nice to do, even tho its damn hard. then i think he got quite angry during the diagonal line and the circle aprt with kay ean, my sec 1 junior. it was so scary!!!!!! he was like all shouty:( then he started like being really angry and he told hansol her arms were wrong. i thought it was fine, but i dunno. anyway hansol BEHAPPYILOVEYOUTTMANDSODOTHEREST! hahahha and like he did the fast parts so many times i was gonna fall down! hahahahahhahahah like i was red and tomato-ish and like i had a heat aura!!!!!!!!!!! hahah

then i had to meet mommy in school to go get my uniforms:) it was really empty. then sat in the canteen to eat SUBWAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY hahhahaha but im still very hungry. didnt eat much. MY STOMACH GOT SOUND!!!!!!!!lol

then i went home with mom took 66 then 23. bought the newest issue of 8 days with RAIN on the cover! hahah it was like a kpop/korean thing:) hurriedly bought the last one! hhahah read it in the bus, till i got a headache:)

did a chinese test paper and a math eoy paper and my section c of the SS 2010 HW. so productive! :) hahahaha

1/2 hour to dinner, cant wait~!







by right i should be happy, that im finally getting to dance again after 1 week? i am i really am. just that like i feel i've suddenly become so serious. maybe its the desensitization from my close friends and all after 1 week. and like maybe its the total determination to do really well, not just to burn fat but to also like better myself in any way.:) sigh or maybe its just PMS i cant tell.

i bought all my 2010 school books already!!!!!hhhhaa so happy. and on wed, im going with mom to go buy uniform. this week is so packed! mon: dance till 7 plus lunch with hansol. tues: facial at TM jeanyip plus library plus shopping? wed: dance till 1.30 then go buy unifrom. thurs: going to grandads house to pig out:) fri: dance till 1.30, then going out with the dancers to celebrate my b'day on sat!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! hahhaha and SAT?MY BIRTHDAYYYYY. so excited!!!!!!! i've already told my parents not to get me anythng cuz i spent so much in HK i feel so bad, sp yeah. anyway i originally wanted a book voucher of $100 like every year but mom says my bookshelf is gonna collapse from the over load weight of books.srsly.notjoking!!!!!!!! hhahahha which reminds me i need to break in my other new pair of pointe shoes, must sew ribbon too! and crochet.


damn it i still feel so down like im so unproductive. shit.







hey guys! i am BACK!!!!! and OMG i loved the trip!

hahah it was awesome. i did loads of shopping. ITHINK THEY SHOULD HAVE H AND M IN S'PORE.the stuff there are so cuteeee! lets make a summary first.

list of stuff i bought

1. H and M bag
2. esprit sweater
3. H and M winter jacket
4. moccasins
5.perfume for friends
6. gloss for foo foo
7.magazines
8.hair ties from H and M
9.panda hairband from ocean park.


i really like the perfume!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! hahahah i got l'eau par kenzo fo myself, burberry for becky, D and G for clarberr, moschino for hansol and polo club for sonia and chelsea. i got foo foo H and M lip gloss!!!!!!! hahah

i think the trip ws really great although the air there was terrible but like it was cool. i walked a lot! like 5km everyday! YAYAYAYAYYAYAYAYAAYAYYAY







THISISIT! great i sound like im advertising for MJs new movie. thats nice:)

well its sat and this means IAMLEAVINGTOMOROFORHK!!!!!!!!!. hahahahha its so exciting i just hope that like in the course of 1 week, when i'm not in singapore, which translats to me not going for dance, HF doesnt kick me out of the item.:( boo me. cuz like on monday theres ZHOUYI, which is quite fun. like nowadays, all the dance classes are all really important. like last time, im not dissing XJ, but like last year, when like a went overseas, i would just be like"lao shi, xia ge xing qi wo bu eng lai ying wei wo yao chu guo lu xing." then he would just grumble a bit and be okay. and i could be quite sure my spot in the item wouldnt be in danger of getting taken away.but now its like my spot in any item, is dangling precousciously on the LINE! i think mainly, this year has been quite a bad year for me. like i dunno, i just feel that like this year, i'm not as ficused on dancing as i was last year. like i wasnt as enthu. and its not like i dont wanna be enthu, its just that i dotn feel it. and i need to feel it to BE it.dang. maybe its because this year is streaming year, so like i've kinda neglected my dance. and focused more on my studies. never mind, i shall regain my position next year! i've never exactly been the best at juggling two or more very impt. things. so yeah, this is kinda hard for me. cuz last year, like dance was more impt. cuz well, studies werent that tough. but this year, its the other way round. sp yeah, i next year i have no idea, but whatever.

anywa, im soexcited!!!!!!!!!!! must sleep early tonight:D cuz i need to wake up at 5 tomoro so i can be at the airport early! i love the airport!! LOVELOVELOVELOVELOVELOVE IT:* hhahahahaha

okay once i come back from HK , i will be refreshed! this means that since like theres no or hardly any studying to be done, i can focus 200% on dance.

but i cant really get HF's serenade part 2. like the last part. damn it, i coudltn concentrate that day cuz i had tummy ache!:( boooooooooo okay i reeally want it. mrs chan's always talking bout how we must want it to be in the item right? WELL I WANT IT NOW. im not dissing her, i think like shes right. one needs to be pushed to the limit. OKIWANTWANTWANTWANTWANTIT SO DAMN BADLY IF I WANTED IT ANY MORE I WOULD EXPLODE. okay i feel so psyched now:) thats nice

oooh i worked really hard a tballet class this week! and i ran 4km yesterday!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! haha becky youre my best workout partner. maybe its the pressure cuz shes so fit and all and im made of fat like everywhere, so yeah:) THANKSBECKYILY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! haha isweated during fri. class and i almost never sweat onf ridays!!!! hahahhahahahahaha okay for the sake of burning fat, i will work damn like 400% hard every dance lesson, i wont foll around so much. GOTTOGROWUP. okay okay okay i feel so psychedddddd


dang i really feel like dancing en pointe now!







oh gosh my feet hurt quite bad:(

today was niceee:) hahaha woke up at 9 plus, then i did my math tuition homework for 1 hour, then me and mom took the 11.30 518 bus to far east. i intro-ed mom to eat mogu mogu kitchen! hahahah then we went to this fashion where mom bought a nice shawl. i mean i hate to say this, but if you look hard enough at the right time, you can actually find some cute clothes at this fashion! hahahahahahahahahaha oh gosh i cant believe im saying this!

then we walked to ion for a while; went to the new shop RUBI, where they had cute pouchs/sling bags that were ony $10!!!! hahah but mom was like "go buy it in HK!!" so OKAYYYYY.then we went to TAKA!!!!! i saw loads of korean food!hahah mom wasa looking everywhere for YAMIYOGHURT!

then we walked to john little, where i saw this really cute pair of boots, like low ankle boots! hahah it was $33 but it was so nice! i also saw this pair of like strappy sandals they had it in black and red! both types of shoes were stilettos, that were like 4 inches:) and it was so nice!!!

then we walked to OG, where i saw this pair of moccasins for like $19.90:) hahah it was brown and really cute!!!!!!! dang but i wanna go HK and see. must save money so i can go HK and buy more stuff!!!!! lol hahaha

LIST OF STUFF TO BUY WHEN I GO HK
1. hoodie
2.moccasins
3.cute stationery
4. hair stuff??

hahaha then we spent the rest of the time at plaza singapura. i followed mom around spotlight:) saw this really cute cup cake tea towel! hahah then we went to daiso, where i bought the cute socks again, another cute pouch and beads for me to DIY my own bracelet:) yay me!!1 then we went past the music shop sembawang, there was like a music sale. so since its like universally well known that sembawang is the place for k-pop, j-pop and chinese pop, so i went to look for my k-pop CDs:) sadly i only found a lot of j-pop CDs:) hahahahha like ayumi hamasaki. so yeah. but i bought the whole swan lake soundtrack for only $2.50. and like mom bought VCDs for 72 cents! WTH RIGHT?!@$%^&*.

then we went to secret recipe to eat. i ate meatball spaghetti and mom ate chicken kebabs:D hahahha then we went home. left plaza sing just in time to see 518b pulling into the bus stop:) haha so we ran like damn fast!!!!! fell asleep in the bus:) reached home adn am watching the 72 cent vcd now:) its dman funny







sigh today was an achey-day:)



woke up at 7.30! a great acheivement of the day! i've never woken up so early before. at least not on a holiday day.:D hahah then i surfed the net for a bit. then at 11 i went to change to get ready to GO OUT with my mom. hha it was smth i made a promise with my mom months ago, which was why i couldnt go out with clg.AND also partly cuz i am BROKE.trying very hard to save $$$:)



took 518 to novena with my mom, ate novena fish head beehoon and pokka fuji apple sparkling juice:Dthen when it was like 1(?), i went for my first tuition class at novena. the teacher was nice! yeah and we did graphs which lo and behold! is my worst topic hahaha so like yeah. and it was really nice! i really like my first tuition class!!!!!!!hahahhaha

then after that mo and i mrted to st.andrews cathdreal there to cut hair:) uncle william was like our butler, waiting for us at the escalator:D hahahahah i fell asleep while mom cut her hair:) hahahaha

then we went to raffles city to eat dinner. we ate hokkaido ramen!! t was so nice. i ate vege shin ramen and mom ate vege miso ramen:) haha then i had bubble tea, and we went to buy plasters and look around for yami yoghurt since mom had the urge to eat it:Dlol hahah tehn we went homeee! fell asleep in the bus on the way home. mom says i almost fell off the seat:) lol guess i was tired. utilised loadsa brain cells today and burned leg fat cells:D

hahaha watching full house now. rain looks like junho when he :)s:D hahahahhahah and like song hye gyo is super pretty@!$%@#&*

hahah









today was ,well, average. quite normal-ish?


i woke up at 9 to 10-ish???? hahah the start of the day was bad.. i was supposed to go to the gym but woke up too late and felt to lazy. okay tomoro MUSTGO! MUSTGOEVERYDAY.:) hahahahahha then met hansol at TM, where i was 7 minutes late.SORRYHANSOL!!!!!!!!!! then we ate at yoshi!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i ate beef with veg and she ate terriyaki chcken:) hahahha so yummy then we dawdled around, she bought HOT! mag, and i bought my beloved e-pop;which had lots of kpop gossip!!!! loved it:) suju was on the cover!


then we met becks at simei mrt and from there we went to school. where we were supah early!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! then like dance started and HF was okay, except he was in a kind a bad mood and cuz like the steps were super fast. or amybe i just wasnt paying close enough attention.:( okay will try harder tomoro. PROMISE! so i got 1/2 scolded? sigh my sec 2 life is such a tradegy. wtv

then it was zhou yi. which passed by super fast. and it was fun! hahahahhaha

tomoro i am gonna go bowling with the dancers at RTC. i shall not bowl cuz :1.i am broke. 2: dont feel like it? its okay shall sit there and pig out! lol

watching korean drama:)

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