Saturday, November 7, 2009
the day before everything comes together
♥ 2:56 AM
THISISIT! great i sound like im advertising for MJs new movie. thats nice:)well its sat and this means IAMLEAVINGTOMOROFORHK!!!!!!!!!. hahahahha its so exciting i just hope that like in the course of 1 week, when i'm not in singapore, which translats to me not going for dance, HF doesnt kick me out of the item.:( boo me. cuz like on monday theres ZHOUYI, which is quite fun. like nowadays, all the dance classes are all really important. like last time, im not dissing XJ, but like last year, when like a went overseas, i would just be like"lao shi, xia ge xing qi wo bu eng lai ying wei wo yao chu guo lu xing." then he would just grumble a bit and be okay. and i could be quite sure my spot in the item wouldnt be in danger of getting taken away.but now its like my spot in any item, is dangling precousciously on the LINE! i think mainly, this year has been quite a bad year for me. like i dunno, i just feel that like this year, i'm not as ficused on dancing as i was last year. like i wasnt as enthu. and its not like i dont wanna be enthu, its just that i dotn feel it. and i need to feel it to BE it.dang. maybe its because this year is streaming year, so like i've kinda neglected my dance. and focused more on my studies. never mind, i shall regain my position next year! i've never exactly been the best at juggling two or more very impt. things. so yeah, this is kinda hard for me. cuz last year, like dance was more impt. cuz well, studies werent that tough. but this year, its the other way round. sp yeah, i next year i have no idea, but whatever.anywa, im soexcited!!!!!!!!!!! must sleep early tonight:D cuz i need to wake up at 5 tomoro so i can be at the airport early! i love the airport!! LOVELOVELOVELOVELOVELOVE IT:* hhahahahahaokay once i come back from HK , i will be refreshed! this means that since like theres no or hardly any studying to be done, i can focus 200% on dance. but i cant really get HF's serenade part 2. like the last part. damn it, i coudltn concentrate that day cuz i had tummy ache!:( boooooooooo okay i reeally want it. mrs chan's always talking bout how we must want it to be in the item right? WELL I WANT IT NOW. im not dissing her, i think like shes right. one needs to be pushed to the limit. OKIWANTWANTWANTWANTWANTIT SO DAMN BADLY IF I WANTED IT ANY MORE I WOULD EXPLODE. okay i feel so psyched now:) thats niceoooh i worked really hard a tballet class this week! and i ran 4km yesterday!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! haha becky youre my best workout partner. maybe its the pressure cuz shes so fit and all and im made of fat like everywhere, so yeah:) THANKSBECKYILY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! haha isweated during fri. class and i almost never sweat onf ridays!!!! hahahhahahahahaha okay for the sake of burning fat, i will work damn like 400% hard every dance lesson, i wont foll around so much. GOTTOGROWUP. okay okay okay i feel so psychedddddddang i really feel like dancing en pointe now!
&when will you take me away on a balloon?
