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Monday, December 21, 2009

its all over, its only now that i cherish what i used to have ♥ 7:32 PM

yesterday was the last day of chidaid.

we were supposed to be in school at 3.30. but protec met earlier at 11:) for lunch at ion. we went to eat hokkaido ramen, and then we bought each-a-cup bubble tea. i tried champagne grape and omg it was super nice! then we went to the cocoa trees or whatever that choc shop's called and bought presents for performers, plus teachers plus chaperones plus many many people!hahah we bought toblerone for mini jayson and the chaperones, belgian truffles in different flavours for the rest of the performers, it looked os nice but i couldnt eat it! then ianna and i went to royce to buy jason, our choreographer nama chocolate. we wanted the nutty bar chocolate but was wondering what if hes allergic to nuts? hahah so we bought nama chocolate in champagne flavour.:) yums:) hahah then we walked to taka, amelia and ianna went to nbc to buy cute paper to write the notes, hahah they had the car type and the girly type:)lol then we wrote nnotes in the middle of taka:) then we went to the better toy store, bought a cute kiddy-ishly cute notebook for izyan, then we saw tatiri rings. you know the italian label that sells super cute stuff!yeah anyway we bought fishhy rings, 4 purple, 4 blue:) i got purple! hahah then we bussed to school:)

went to school took our album cover for protec:) and took some otehr pics too. then ianna started practicing baby freeze:) hahah then i started to try it. ohmygosh its really difficult! like i cant get my weight on my hands. but i've become fairly successful with the cool step G.O. of MBLAQ does, go watch it, its really cool:) i guess my core muscles not as strong:) then steph, lyn and shob came in, all wearing hairbands, so like obviously they were trying to spite us for starting protec. but whatever. we had our rings anyways. so it was really tense lah. then like even when we got on the bus, there was a clear line of separation.

then once we reached there it was super awkwardly tense. then we did makeup, then protec went to take pics and all. then the guy told us to go backstage to get ready. then like i think it was super tense, then we were sitting down stretching. then marcus lye, the awesomely nosy protec member came over and asked me oh what happened why so quiet. then like i told him i would tell him later cuz everyone was there. then lyn, steph and shob left. so i told him everything. and how it was so screwed up cuz the last day of childaid wasnt supposed to be like that. then like the mood and all was gone lah.

and i dont mean to be a bitch, and i dont wanna point out names, but you know who you are. girl, you were TOO mean to G. i mean she was nice enough to give you a present even though she knew you were pissed at her and us for the protec thing. she stayed up till 4am writing letters and preparing YOU KNOW. and when she gives you your present and she gives protec smth a lil' more, should you really be so petty to be like "oh , the how come the protec people have like bigger presents?' seriously, could you be any more mentally challenged to compare presents? at your age? seriously, didnt anyone ever mention anything bbout being grateful for what you have? and you made her cry. come on, i dont mean to sound like some crappy gangsta but NO ONE MAKES MY FRIENDS CRY. and puh-leaze, youre all from sc dance, still need to make relationships sour? we're spending another 2 years together dear. wake up. i'm not saying youre a shitty friend. sure, youre funny and a blast to be with, but sometimes, you just piss me off. i mean i'm the first to admit, i am extremely childish and cannot grow up type. and i also totally admit that i have super a lot of bad points. srsly, its a wonder the other sc dancers are my friends:) and so are you. thats why we have so much fun together. cuz crazy people click. but then as childish as i am, i dont get pissed off with people just cuz we accidentally hit a chair and the file fell off the chair and hit your finger. yeah i know what happened that day. and i dont get pissed when people buy other people bigger presents then they do for me. and dont you dare start going on about how yu only get pissed for a while what, so ? you think we're like your punching bags? you get pissed whnever you want and go mad at anyobdy you like, create havoc like some crazy ass, and what ? we're supposed to just sit there and take it all from you. nuh-uh. not happening no more.you have GOT to stop being like that. youre gonna lose friends. the only reason why you still have friends in sc dance is because like we're nice enough to take it from you and not scre4am our heads off at you. and you better be grateful for that. seriously. when you row up and like i dont know go to work or smth, trust you ,you stay like that, you'll be all alone, no big surprise. you've made me pissed damn a lot of times, but i dont scream at you because i dont wanna spoil our relationship. srsly. sometimes i totally feel like slapping you. you push me off the edge so many times, i lost track. but whatever, its your life, i am in no position to tell you how to live life. fine do it your way. but please try to change.

anywa, then we wee quite okay with lyna dn shob, but i think steph was stilla little pissive. so we kinda didnt talk to her. then the after dinner, before the show, we went round giving presents and taking pictures. not all are on facebook yet.:) hhhahahah so for memory sake i officially have pictures!!!!!!!!!!!!! anyway then it was concert. omg concert was so much fun!!!!!!!!!!!! we screamed and basically had a blast:) LOVE YOU CHILDAID GUYS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ILY TTM SRSLY!! hahah then like after the finale, we were all partying backstage. and everybody hugged everybody. i seriously thought i was going to cry. i mean it was only then that i kinda realised i was probably never going to see the childaid singers again.boo. OMG LETS ALL DO CHILDAID NEXT YEAR!!!!!!!!!!!

then i went home bathed and then went on fb,. talked to ianna, gale and amelia. OMG WE'RE GONNA HAVE A CHILDAID PARTY:) hahahhaha but we're also gonna have a protec party on 2nd jan 2010. we're gonna eat ion ramen, drink bubble tea(2 cups each) , then buy presents for each other, then go jo's house to film our mv plus teasers, take pics, bbq maybe? and sleepover if possible!!!!!!!!!!!!hahahahahhaha. cant wait. i have so many parties to plan!!!!!!!!!!!!

PARTIES TO PLAN
1. christmas party!
2. new years party
3. outing with foo foo, hnsl plus becky(results day one)
4. childaid party
5. protec party.

ok i dont know whether childaid party is feasible because, we might have drifted apart already, plus thres such a big group! never mind , if we drift apart, just play DOUBLE WHACKO! CONFIRM CAN BOND ONE. LOOK AT SC DANCE NOW:) hahahahaha

ok gtg plan, plus eat, plus go for h1n1 jab:)

&when will you take me away on a balloon?