its been a long time, but hey im blogging to get the stress out again. this always happens. but i cant stay too long today cuz i need to study sec 3 is so important.



sigh i have a test tomoro, a bio test on monday, OMG I totally gotgot bout the emath test untill just. lets makea list



LIST OF STUFF TO DO TODAY:

1. emath assessment

2.bio assessment on movement of substances

3.bio WS cells

4. chem chemical equations WS

5.do chinese lian xi

6.read bio TB and AMNF

7. write out impt quotes for wed's lit test:)



yup. see i have so much to do! sigh the trauma and stress of sec 3 life. hahha and ianna still says i study like a trile science student in sec4. thats cuz im not smart so i need to study more. sigh i shall work damn damn damn damn like really hard. and i will try not to feel sleepy in class.







i dont know if i should love today or hate today. i paid attention in class and i didnt mess up anything or get scolded by tecahers or anything. then when i got home, it kinda faltered. like the drive to study faltered.like i was super productive in school and when i go home? BAM. i turn into ms unproductive. like i kinda fell asleep studying. which sucked. cuz i lost everything once i fell asleep. i know im being melodramatic but its true. its times like these that make me hate myself. today, i only managed to finish: 1 chinese exercise, 1 comprehensiion, 1 chinese summary, 1 chinese compre and my bio theory stuff. my god what am i doing. its sec 3 year. I SHOULD BE ACCOMPLISHING SO MUCH MORE THAN THIS IF I EVEN WANNA GET PROMOTED TO SEC 4.

i guess a main reason why these few days have been unproductive is because ive been sleeping past my usual bedtime. ive been sleeping at 11? these few days. my normal bedtime is 10.30. i guess thats my mistake. i thought if i slept later, i would still be okay in the morning so hey win win situation right? SO WRONG. i felt so sleepy in class and couldnt really concentrate so yeah. i thin from now on, i should just sleep at the normal time but do QUALITY STUDY.

i need to learn the quality of time desperately.i dont understand how some people can like balance studies and they stilll go out and play. my mom told me time management and i was like YEAH RIGHT SURE. but i guess its true. and its all about doing stuff during short periods of time that seem so insignificant, but if u add it up its a lot of time. so i tried reading stuff on the bus today. and i think it works. mom told em to go home by myself from now on and i thin she makes sense. like if i take 67 then 23 i get home in 45 mins as opposed to the 1 and 1/2 hours taking mrt.

okay i think... i should go study:)







okay so its official. IM NOT GOING OBS.

i was supposed to, like i totally wanted to go yesterday, and my mom agreed too. then i went to the docs this morning and he said with my sensitive skin and ezcema, i shouldnt go. so fine. iwas like can i go? he said i would strongly advise u not to. so there. ic ant go. boo. sorry gale. im like ahvign mixed feelings now. happy cuz i dont have to bathe in brown water. i have hot water and a comfy bed while the rest suffer.muahaaaaa haha. and i dont have to deal with mosquitoes. but im sad cuz i know its'll be really fun and i bet there will be a campfire and the trainers will probably be really fun and all. but whatever. i love my skin more than OBS..

sigh did a whole afternoon of A math. i need to eat fish or i will go brain dead. srsly. going to airport to eat! yay~!




















i dont know whats wrong with me. or the computer for that matter.

i mean whats with fb and blogger on this comp??? its giving me a weird format.

secondly,me. i mean ,maybe i think i have an addiction to the comp? i dunno, its just that i keep wanting to go online everyday. which is kinda pissing me off. my heart and body are facing a dilemma right now.like my heart tells me to study more cuz its sec 3 year so i really have to go full out and pump like crazy, so in school i plan all this stuff i need to do. then when i go home, by body drags me to the comp. then i mean of course i still finish everything i wanna do, but i feel the quality's just not there. like im producing quantitative amounts of work , not qualitative. which also pisses me off. i mean i want to do a really good job of life this year and not screw it up. but i know that if i keep up that pace, i WILL screw it up. my hearts determined to do well, but my bodys being lazy







todays been a reasonably human day. i say human because it was good yet had its own fair share of bads, just like how life should be actually.



ok so it was a normal day, heard the marching band music, sang the naitonal anthem( or rather i just mouthed it to look like i was singing:)). went back to class. first period was history. and thats where the drama started and kinda ended. cuz the last presentation on communism, me and joy did everything. then mr naeff said it was out of focus. so then sarah anne and wei li said they would do it! so okay fine! then today, all they came up with was 2 paras of stuff.which got us into some deep shit. so naturally i got quite pissed im that type of person. i dont care whether its counted or not, but u have to do your best right? so yeah. then he spoke to us and said stuff so okay, then i got really pissed. but there was no point crying over spilt milk so whatever. so joy said she would do it, sned it to me, so now its finally done, sent to mr naeff and hes okay with it. well, almost.

ok then school went by normally. felt so sleepy during the science lecture thingie:) it ended at 3, then i was rushing to tuition at novena. hahhaha reached just in time but was super hungry! had tuition from 3.30 to 5.30, then by then it was like rush hour. met some ppl in the mrt who were BLASTING their music straight from their HP speakers. on the bad side, it was really inconsiderate of them. on the good side? THEY PLAYED GEE:0, went home, ate super little even tho i was hungry cuz of my massive ulcer. stupid durian:(

which made me realise, i need to go muji tomoro to buy pens , either for notes or schoolwork. and i need to buy the cheap and nice gummies from there too!!!!!!!!!! hhahahahahaha

ok i have to study(as usuaL:D)







i am suffering butt,arm and thigh aches from HF plus a1. like i said on fb, its so painfully satisfying!hahaha proves i worked hard:)

oh gosh okay so yesterday went for hf, he started on swan, like teaching it to us. haha apparently hes bringing it to barcelona. i LOVE THE ITEM! its really nice:) haha but the starting position is so painful! and my bun gets so screwed after that!:) hahah beckys bun was dropping out so funny! haha then my daddy drove us to ballet and we were like 1/2 hour late? hahaha then we did normal class:) then it ended and the baby class came in OMG. I TELL U THEY ARE SO CUTEEEEE. plus i love their outfits. i saw babies in hot pink, apel pink and nice leotards with wrap skirts attached. HOW COME U DONT SEE SUCH CUTE STUFF FOR PEOPLE OUR AGE, OR LIKE ADULTS? hahhaha maybe its cuz y'know on those kiddies it would look so adorable! but on us? haha not so much.hahah sad really. then me and becky walked to the petrol kiosk to get "lunch" or rather,tea. i got fan choy which tasted quite terrible, and nata de coco in grape flavour which was yummilicious! plus lychee tea and 8days!hhaha omg i love sarah jessica parker@! shes like 44? but her legs are so skinny!! :( sigh and her clothes are cool! anyways, did HW, finished most of my chem WS and tried to memorise the stuff for the quiz tomoro:)hahha

i have stuff to do!

DEES STUFF TO DO:
1.DRESS MANFRED UP:)
2.REVISE CHEM(LIKE MEMORISE STUFF)
3.REVISE MATH
4.READ LIT BOOKS

haha plus i have tuition on







hahaha SCHOOL:) i have a total love-hate relationship with that word:) hahahahah.

i have a new obsession! as in its a side project of obsessions so to speak:) hahahahhahah YOURE BEAUTIFUL! okay okay i know im so behind in the korean drama aspect of kpop. ahahha im always watching it after everyone finishes watching but its okay cuz i love it.:) hahha i love all the anjell mebers! i love: 1. tae kyung: cuz hes super cool and he can look cute 1 sec, cool 1 sec:) hahahahha 2. jeremy: OMG HES SO CUTE AND FUNNY! AND I LOVE JOLIE OMG I THINK HES MY FAVE CHAC IN TERMS OF THE FUNNY FACTOR. 3. Shin woo: hes so cool in a guy-ish way, hhahha hes really nice to go mi nam which is so sweet and cute.hahahah . i super dislike uee in the show she is so mean to tae kyung:D

hahahahha







school!!!!!!! hahah that word! its been with me for 4 days:) hahahha and sec3 life is okay i guess:0

hahha there are def. good and bad points about achool this year. ms lim's my form teacher and me naeff(not too sure bout the spelling) is my co -form:0 hahaha cant list out all the teachers teaching me but mr tee's teaching me math again! A math this time tho':0 hahah its only the 4th day of school but already we have homework plus mini projects. sec3's no honeymoon year for sure. WHICH TOOT TOLD ME SEC 3 WAS "RELAX YEAR"? HAHAH LOADA CRAP!lol renee sits behind me hahha and her EXTRA LONG legs keep tapping on my chair! haha im sitting next to a girl i dont know. natasha harris:) shes really nice! but i guess shes the quiet type? hahha cuz we dont really talk. but its fine thats good, then i wont talk in class and pay more attention in class! hahhaso really i should thank her. THANKS NATASHA!:) hahhaah i guess my class is mid-level enthu? like we have the potential to be enthu but its just that we dont know each other. i hope theres not hate or anything in this class, cu we'll be together for 2 years and its just so impt to make these 2 years the best ever. and i mean you dont want to bear grudges against someone for 2 years right? even though like you may forgive and forget , but the scar of hate is kinda always there, like you'll always rmb that time u were pissed with each other. hope we can be happy classmates!:D hahahha and like cuz we are super banded so i keep moving everywhere for different classes. i go to lang/lit room for a math, room 99 for e math, LT for lit... hhahah so technically, now, class is just someplace i go in the morning and where i leave my bag the whole day:) and my teachers are good. if theyre not THAT good, then theyre nice:) so i like sec 3! i've made up my mind, to really pay attention in class and be on top of my school work and not like drown in it.

so that was the good stuff. the bad stuff. mainly? SCHOOL RULES. now its like 2 demerit points for everything. plus you get 2 pts if u talk during assembly:( and 3 bookings equals detention. i swear the school should just schedule mass detention. and they dont renew the system for the whole year! I ALWAYS WEAR WRONG UNIFORM SO I GUESS DETENTION WILL BE LIKE A COMMON THING FOR ME!. plus, theres the prefect tunnel again. wth. AND AND AND. OMG THIS IS SO STUPID. WE CANT USE OUR HP IN THE CANTEEN CUZ THEY ARE SCARED THAT WE "MISS OUT ON IMPT ANNOUNCEMENTS". WTH RIGHT. no.1 its not like any of us listen in the first place. hahaha

NEW YEARS RESOLUTIONS

1. stop rubbing my eyes. i swear i'll go blind if i keep it up.
2. try and balance out my life. that means balancing school dance and social life. HARDDD
3. quit talking in class.
4. try not to sleep in class
5. pay special attention in math and science class
6. do ALL HOMEWORK. ALL. SERIOUSLY. i mean i always do all but this year im scared i get lazy
7. SPEND LESS TIME ON THE COMP. S.T.U.D.Y.I.S.M.O.R.E.I.M.P.O.R.T.A.N.T


OMG since its like not much schoolwork time, im watching youre beautiful! hahha omg i like jeremy. hes dman funny! hahahha hes so against go mi nam!hahah and i love jolie, shes so cuteeee. hahah okay i think i kinda get why ianna likes shin woo, as in hes cute cool in a man way i guess? dont know how to describe. like if you consider him handsome, then yeah? but tae kyungs handsome too, like his features are very girly and all so ppl like him too! hhha i dont know who i like. both are super cool!hahahalove the show!!!!!!!!!! hahahahah.









my lappies VERY SLOWWWW AND LAGGY. anyways, omg schools starting tomoro! yay! hahah i just think i wont be able to wake up:)


went out for half of yesterday:) hahaha took 518 and i was at orchard like 15 min early so i kinda waoted at ion rubi like an idiot till claudine came:)hahahha and she was so tall in her platform slippers! coolman!hahahah. then ianna came from taka after buying school supplies:) then gale then jolyn:) hahahahhahahah then me and caudine went to diva to look at rings cuz thats been my new obsession lately:) i was eyeing this cute ring with a medium sized flower made out of shells:) pink no surprise:0 or a black plastic rose ring:) hhaah couldnt decide so we went to cine to eat first. we ate korean bbq chicken and they were playing dream concert:) YAY! hahah then we went to the diva there to see rings, and gale,ianna and jo went to leftfoot to see sneakers . NICEEEE. then we split up. me and claudine went back to buy rings at ion, while the rest went to orchard central:) haha i bought the hot pink flower.:) then i tried it on but then IT WAS TOO BIG:) HAHAH the paper packaging made a diff! and its was on sale, so no xchange was allowed. boo:( hahahah then we walked around and wewnt to like the adidas store. WE SAW THE TRIPLE TONGUE SNEAKERS OMGOMGOMGOMG SO NICEEEEE. $300 BUCKS! hahah so ex right? then ianna gale and jo were desperate to buy smth so they went to every shop to buy like accesories:D lol then we walked to far east, where we went to this super cool sneaker shop selling super cool shoes but the owners looked kinda scary so we went out really quickly. they had leftfoot there too but there were a lot of people so no:)then we walked to chameleon where they had cute rings. i bought a butterfly silver ring for $8.90! so pleased with myselF!hhahha

school starts tomoro! yayayayayyayayaya

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