Thursday, January 21, 2010
you aint got nothin' on me.
♥ 3:15 AM
i dont know if i should love today or hate today. i paid attention in class and i didnt mess up anything or get scolded by tecahers or anything. then when i got home, it kinda faltered. like the drive to study faltered.like i was super productive in school and when i go home? BAM. i turn into ms unproductive. like i kinda fell asleep studying. which sucked. cuz i lost everything once i fell asleep. i know im being melodramatic but its true. its times like these that make me hate myself. today, i only managed to finish: 1 chinese exercise, 1 comprehensiion, 1 chinese summary, 1 chinese compre and my bio theory stuff. my god what am i doing. its sec 3 year. I SHOULD BE ACCOMPLISHING SO MUCH MORE THAN THIS IF I EVEN WANNA GET PROMOTED TO SEC 4.
i guess a main reason why these few days have been unproductive is because ive been sleeping past my usual bedtime. ive been sleeping at 11? these few days. my normal bedtime is 10.30. i guess thats my mistake. i thought if i slept later, i would still be okay in the morning so hey win win situation right? SO WRONG. i felt so sleepy in class and couldnt really concentrate so yeah. i thin from now on, i should just sleep at the normal time but do QUALITY STUDY.
i need to learn the quality of time desperately.i dont understand how some people can like balance studies and they stilll go out and play. my mom told me time management and i was like YEAH RIGHT SURE. but i guess its true. and its all about doing stuff during short periods of time that seem so insignificant, but if u add it up its a lot of time. so i tried reading stuff on the bus today. and i think it works. mom told em to go home by myself from now on and i thin she makes sense. like if i take 67 then 23 i get home in 45 mins as opposed to the 1 and 1/2 hours taking mrt.
okay i think... i should go study:)
&when will you take me away on a balloon?
