dance-a-holic

2 DAYS LEFT!

2010-03-28T01:07:00.000-07:00

omg im just abouot done packing for barcelona! HAHAHA JUST UPLOADING PLANE MUSIC!@ HAHAHAH YAYAYAYA. im such a loser man. my total ipod music only ha like 14.7 hours of music!

omg omg omg leaving ion 2 days. tomoro and tuesday will be THE worst mans. i mean, on monday i wont be able to concentrate in school. on monday night, i wont be able to sleep cuz ill be like "OMG THIS TIME TOMORO,IM GONNA BE AT THE AIRPORT.. THIS TIME TOMORO.. IM GONNA BE ON THE PLANE EATING PLANE FOOD AND WATCHING MNET MUSIC AWARDS!" SO WTH. so yay me, im gonna go to school on tuesday looking like a panda due to my ovrhyperactiveness on mondaynight. nicee. then ill be dreaming in school on tuesday and watching the school clock. when 2.30 arrives, i will rush out of class with the dancers and be like "YES WTH SCHOOLS OVERRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR" and then we'll go out for lunch, during which we'll eat like 0.1grams of food cuz we'll be so excited! but im gonna go home early to like spend time with my parents before we leave. crap. im gonna miss them so much. yes i totally admit im a mommy and daddy's girl, but i really love my paretns and ive never been away from them for more than 3days2ngihts(sec 2 adventure camp) before.! 11days? im gonna cry mans. i think im gonna cry on tuesday night out of sadness and cry again when we come back due to relif that im back. i mean ill be smsing and calling them everyday, or ill try to but like itll be really hard cuz of the imte difference.

2010-03-09T05:14:00.000-08:00

see THAT? thats the land im going to in approximately 21 days. YIPEEEEE i just did a search and theres zara,mango, diesel,HnM and other kewl brands there! yipeeeeeee hahahhaa so exciting.

LIST OF STUF I NEED/WANT TO BUY!

1.rings.MANY rings

2. snaeakers

3.shades

4.cool watch

5.clothes

6.the whole h and m shop( hair accesories plus gloss plus toiletries plus scarves plus airbands plusEVERYTHING LAH)

7.souvenirs for people(sc plus family plus sscc)

poooooh me and lyn keep getting each other psyched up for the trip!yay lyn!!haha

2010-03-05T01:14:00.001-08:00

its so crazy. this whole week has been caught up in a whirlwind of tests, haha but it passed really quickly. and i was like just chatting when i realised that its like 25 more days to BARCELONA! OMGOMGOMGOMGOMG so excited, i think i mgith just burst and im rooming with shobbie wobbie! hahah yay! and some tan su yan pri school girl. but im sure it'll be okay:) yay shobHA can be my tutor cuz shes so super smart! hahaha im seriously considering asking ms lim to hold an emath tutorial there. and amath too actually. haha then mrs elaine lim can do english! ms serena said the first day we reach there is a free day but we cnat go shopping cuz our hotels kinda far from the city. sad but its ok!. i wonder who i'll be sitting with on the plane. def. gale, lyn will be near me. maybe ill sit next to lyn toh and tongs kinda near. hahah gale too!but she might be 1 PERSON away.lols its ok we'll have loadsa fun! I NEED TO START MAKING A PACKING LIST ASAP. i think im gonna be the numba 1 changi airport fan1 i go there like every week now! ahahhaha.its justcrzy. the school years passed by so soon. like for example, i rmb like on the first day of school, i was super quiet and i tried to cheat my height so i could sit next to bec, but hahaha i sat next to natasha instead. and i thought OMG SHES SO QUIET ILL NEVER SURVIVE! but now i wouldnt swap place with anyone else cuz shes damn funny and she has the same sense of self depreciating humour as me! ahaha

im sure once we come back from barcelona, itll be really soon before concert! then mugging time! hahah i think ill be super busy during the march hols. apparently, we have to ask teachers to teach us everything we're gonna miss in 9 days. cuz missing 1 day of school in sec 3 is killer. youll be totally lost. so i guess we'll study after dance? haha no break but its okay. i think im so wierd in thesense that im actually enjoying the hectc life of sec 3. previously, i had like spare time so i plated a lot. but now i have no spare time, so im forced to study and since i cant sleep late at night:) hahah

you piss me off so bad

2010-02-26T06:16:00.000-08:00

i think its very irritating. i mean people went to bos, and the non obs people all came for workshop on the first day then happily ponned the other days. irresponsible people.gosh.

and im very pissed with 2 people now. if i say their names, then i would be bitching and probably get onfronted. so no names.and im actually very insecure right now. wth.

welcome back to obs people. i cant be enthu cuz im PMS-y now, but really i missed you guys. love you DANCERS. i really realised what close friends the dancers are to me. theyre kinda like the few people i miss.

GOD,call yourself a friend? nice try but its not working. . what happened to PC guess it didnt fit into your brain.

2010-02-17T03:59:00.000-08:00

lol. school starts tomoro. AHHH.HAHAHA today was supposed to be rest day, but it wasnt really REST. but it was goooood.

woke up at 6.15. wth right?hahah then ate bread plus grapes, met foo and becky at tampines mrt at 7 plus. the mrt was like omg so fast today, we reached bugis in 15 minutes. haha stoped at macs for brekkie. SO SINFUL I ATE A HASHBROWNIHATEMYSELFNOWBUTITSOKVERSOIMOVERMYHATINGMYSELFTOO. HAHAHA but its okay, cuz i think i burnt off twice as uch during dance.

haha once we reached school, there was this giant worm of shobbie and then she screamed, flung it onto foos wrap skirt then foo squashed it in the end lolz. went into the dance studio and hahaha 2 AND A 1/2 HOURS OF MRS CHAN. haha then we did this warm up thingie we've done since sec 1 but i still cant rmb it, so i ended up copying a primary school kid.hahah but she was so cute! hahaha i dont know her name tho' lol.

we did violin twice. my face was like some freaking tomato after that lah. hahahahahh so red and i felt my heat aura. hahha. rested for a bit then we did swan. that was quite good! lol. i did it in my new pointe shoes and i only slipped, not fell, ONCE. i know right?hahhaha its like an almost spotless record. SO AHPPY,. but my pointe shoe changed colour from pink to G.R.E.Y HAHAHAHHA BLAME THE FLOOR MANS. lol

went for lunch with mom then went to starbucks to study. OMG I SAW THIS REALY CUTE KID. SHES MIXED AND OMGOGOGMOGMOGMOG SO CUTE I COULD KISS HER! but obviously i didnt hahahhaha wth.

tuition was soooo productive today i feel smart now

cant wait for tomoro. CHANCERY PARK RUN! BURN CALORIES GET SKINNY. p.s. OMG I LOVE THE COTTON ON AT VELOCITY THE CLOTHES THER ARE SO CUTEEEEEEEEEEE

The Chinese new year chronicles

2010-02-13T22:28:00.000-08:00

Happy new year y'all:) some stupid kid cousins pissing me off though boo him lah wth.

He's damn irritating. so what if he's in gifted education. Stupid bragged plus showoff I hate him mans he pisses me off all the time. Plus he's damn noisy and loud. Ok I admit he has nice eyes and when he was a kid I thought and predicted that when he grows up he would be really handsome and hot and all but now , I reckon that when he grows up he's gonna be the type of guy that girls would go on a first date with but never date a second time cuz he's so full of himself and all. So I guess he will marry somebody who's just like him : an asshe.lol

omg cny is so fun! haha stayed up reAlly late last night so my parents will liive really long lol hahahahaha painted my nAils dark purple.lol love that colour mans makes my fingers look skinny hahahahaha it's become so fat from all the cracking of my knuckles. I watched the Jackie chan and Louis koo show. The one with the cute Filipino baby. Now THAT kid will become hot ttm mans I sound so sperverted mans calling a baby hot hahHHHHAh. I think Louis koo is damn cool:) so happy with my nails hehehehe. surprisingly , I woke up this
morning at 8 even tho I slept at 12 the night before. This shows that I need exactly 8 hours of sleep. Yayme I am so high now. woke up sayer happy cny to my parents and got ang baos:) hHHHHHHahahaha went to. Grandmas house o
g so much nice food to eat but I was dieting so yeah I could only look on in sadness. It's okay the fruits of my labour will be seen in time to come. saw my cousins. hahaha my cousin just got admitted into NS and haha he looks quite normal with the shaved head and all and he's not tan at all! Lucky guy.

Then I went to my grandads house haha ate half a bowl of fried rice and so
e drinks omg I feel fat fat fat :( cycle and lose weight ton ight hahaha then we plAyed blackjack with five cent coins:) jahahahahahahahH I am winning ! Yipee

Tomoro I will go watch a movie with my mom and dad love ttm! So fun and like I need to study and maybe go to the gym to work off sturated fats plus cny fats hahahahaha. study! cannot fail ok Dee work hard

ok here's amth serious . As you know I'm currently on a diet. And to everybody who's worried bout me, don't be ok? As in even though I may not eat or rather eat less carbs But I still love my food v. much! Haha as in I will eat carbs or rather more carbs on dance days ok ily guys very much so relax ok I know my limits you can tell me to stop when I am g erring like super skinny. That's not happening now sadly as I'm not skinny enough yet. So once again relAx k thanks for the concern but yeah:)

Once again happy cny everyobdy! Special shoutout to Karuna chua whose lovely birthday is today! Love you very very much kar! Thanks for being my awesome lovely and ily v v much ! You're anawesome friend thanks for always being there forme when I needed support dear ! May you get what your heart yearns for he most this year. Happy birthday my dear lovely!

its where the fun never stops

2010-02-11T05:24:00.000-08:00

oh gosh today was such a fun day! haha. ok so in the morning i woke up with really wierd hair that refused to comply with my wishes. so fine i went to school with screwed up hair. then my earbuds kept falling off in the bus. WTH right. bad daymans hahah then i went to class, put down my bag then went to the courtyard for practice for tomoro. we had assembly with the pri school kids. OMG THEY ARE SO CUTEEE I WANNA ADOPT ALL OF THEM. when the ceremony was in full swing, they sang so loudly! and like it was so high and they went perfect with the music. and yunru said they knew how to "pitch". okay. choir girls i expect you know what they mean hahaha. so yeah so cuteeeee! haha went back to class pretty normal day.

except bio. i mean i feel really bad for mrs cha. SOME people in class just don't give her the due respect she needs. i mean shes a teacher, and okay, you don't like her but shes a person too and people need respect. the way THOSE people treated her, i think she lost her dignity. i mean cant you give her respect, if not other teachers are gonna think shes incapable of handling students. okay, shes nice and she hardly shouts at us, but thats no reason to take advantage of her. and like i know right from the start, most of the people didnt have a good impression of her cuz they HEARD she was a bad teacher. so they took others opinions as their own and developed a prejudiced view of her even before the first class. personally, i heard it too, but after attending her class, shes a really good teacher! she cares about the fact that you have to UNDERSTAND the concept, not just copy. so i thank god for letting me sit in the front few rows :) haha i mean i know in her class, they always talk while shes teaching like shes not around. thats just damn disrespectful. and they make sarcastic comments. okay, maybe you say that to your friends but shes a teacher. give the respectlah. plus, okay,maybe you wanna fail or dont mind failing bio this year, and you dont mind getting retained next year. but I do. so if you don't mind, please keep your voices down. i mean its your own perrogative to fail, but don't put your burden on others. we sure don't wanna fail like you.

anyway, so yeah. i think 3dy's a potentially awesome class, just that the only problem is we don't give the teachers enough respect. so yeah. after school, went to the swimming pool at CCAB. hahah it wasso fun. i think im burnt now. we cheered and 3dy won 2out of 3 events! i didnt eatch the swimming relay, like the 6 x 25 one, but i heard mr naeff was good. thats nice to know. at least he can help our class. yay. omg the mr prata guy at the prata cafe was damn rude. stupid guyI AM NEVER GOING BACK THERE. I HOPE YOU CLOSE DOWN TOMORO,.

gosh i need tos tudy ok write anotehr time hahahaha

oh,oh,oh,oh opparul saranghae!

2010-01-30T23:33:00.000-08:00

gosh im so super addicted to oh! by snsd.LOVELOVELOVE IT. hahaha so addicted to it!

i got my own camera! yipeeeee!!! haha its really light. and okay maybe its not truely my own cuz when we go for family hols my parents will use it to.. cuz i mean they and i too, dont see any point in 3 people having 2 cameras. so we bought this one , we're gonna sell of the other one. i mean its so true. they dont really use the camera unless we go on holidays, so most of the time im using it!and i didnt bring out the last one cuz it was really heavy and old:) so yeah im not being spoilt and like "ooh i have an old camera to embarrassed to bring it out" but ts just that i was scared of losing it!

i have a bio test tomoro. i dont know if i should be worried or not. sigh. i think my lifes spiralling out of control already. gorget it im gonna study.

"oh,oh,oh,oh,opparul saranghae.."

i have a bio test tomoro sigh.

its been a long time coming, but we here now

2010-01-27T23:46:00.000-08:00

its been a long time, but hey im blogging to get the stress out again. this always happens. but i cant stay too long today cuz i need to study sec 3 is so important.

sigh i have a test tomoro, a bio test on monday, OMG I totally gotgot bout the emath test untill just. lets makea list

LIST OF STUFF TO DO TODAY:

1. emath assessment

2.bio assessment on movement of substances

3.bio WS cells

4. chem chemical equations WS

5.do chinese lian xi

6.read bio TB and AMNF

7. write out impt quotes for wed's lit test:)

yup. see i have so much to do! sigh the trauma and stress of sec 3 life. hahha and ianna still says i study like a trile science student in sec4. thats cuz im not smart so i need to study more. sigh i shall work damn damn damn damn like really hard. and i will try not to feel sleepy in class.

you aint got nothin' on me.

2010-01-21T03:15:00.000-08:00

i dont know if i should love today or hate today. i paid attention in class and i didnt mess up anything or get scolded by tecahers or anything. then when i got home, it kinda faltered. like the drive to study faltered.like i was super productive in school and when i go home? BAM. i turn into ms unproductive. like i kinda fell asleep studying. which sucked. cuz i lost everything once i fell asleep. i know im being melodramatic but its true. its times like these that make me hate myself. today, i only managed to finish: 1 chinese exercise, 1 comprehensiion, 1 chinese summary, 1 chinese compre and my bio theory stuff. my god what am i doing. its sec 3 year. I SHOULD BE ACCOMPLISHING SO MUCH MORE THAN THIS IF I EVEN WANNA GET PROMOTED TO SEC 4.

i guess a main reason why these few days have been unproductive is because ive been sleeping past my usual bedtime. ive been sleeping at 11? these few days. my normal bedtime is 10.30. i guess thats my mistake. i thought if i slept later, i would still be okay in the morning so hey win win situation right? SO WRONG. i felt so sleepy in class and couldnt really concentrate so yeah. i thin from now on, i should just sleep at the normal time but do QUALITY STUDY.

i need to learn the quality of time desperately.i dont understand how some people can like balance studies and they stilll go out and play. my mom told me time management and i was like YEAH RIGHT SURE. but i guess its true. and its all about doing stuff during short periods of time that seem so insignificant, but if u add it up its a lot of time. so i tried reading stuff on the bus today. and i think it works. mom told em to go home by myself from now on and i thin she makes sense. like if i take 67 then 23 i get home in 45 mins as opposed to the 1 and 1/2 hours taking mrt.

okay i think... i should go study:)

so now its official, cant back out

2010-01-17T02:31:00.000-08:00

okay so its official. IM NOT GOING OBS.

i was supposed to, like i totally wanted to go yesterday, and my mom agreed too. then i went to the docs this morning and he said with my sensitive skin and ezcema, i shouldnt go. so fine. iwas like can i go? he said i would strongly advise u not to. so there. ic ant go. boo. sorry gale. im like ahvign mixed feelings now. happy cuz i dont have to bathe in brown water. i have hot water and a comfy bed while the rest suffer.muahaaaaa haha. and i dont have to deal with mosquitoes. but im sad cuz i know its'll be really fun and i bet there will be a campfire and the trainers will probably be really fun and all. but whatever. i love my skin more than OBS..

sigh did a whole afternoon of A math. i need to eat fish or i will go brain dead. srsly. going to airport to eat! yay~!

im gotta fight till we see the sunlight

2010-01-16T05:49:00.000-08:00

my lifes passing by in a blur now. its like a whirlwind op tests,dance, homework,late nights and drama.

dance today was KILLER.we had HF at 11. he was in a bad mood, cuz the people at the glass window bar kept talking so he got really pissed. like he did super simple exercises,and didnt really correct us.i feel quite bad for him. then we did swan. becky got scolded quite a lot.me too. sigh, i danced so much my pointe shoe tore at the bottom. my toes have been dying since the start of this year. that pointe shoe? its been with me even before pre-genee. thats like 7 months? MY SHOES HAVE NEVER LASTED SO LONG. actually, theyre super broken. but i can just hold my ankle up cuz i have this thing for that particular shoe.im feeling so sentimental today. crap, im turning into a softie.

then we had ms ho. i felt like a total slacker today. like i felt like laughing like some crazy woman!!!!!!!!!!!!! hahah sigh hahah fun times:) went home, ate chng teng or whatever u spell it. so yummyyyyy! hahaha then.... i did history by watching tv. i watched this show for 2 hours on the french revolution and napoleon. he was sucha great man. so inspiring. love him! doesnt he look so cool?hahah but he grew old REEEALY ugly:) but whatever he was a cool guy.

then we went to pick up my grandma for dinner at copthorne kings. i am so proud of myself, I STUDIED CHEM IN THE CAR!:) yay me.ate dinner, pretty normal stuff.

and now im in a reflecting mood. i dont know why. like im stoning pretty often , and i dont know im not my usual crazy self. maybe its just some way of my heart telling my body to chillax. so mcuh stuff happened this week, and i have some self reflecting to do. maybe ive been to harsh to people, said too much stuff, hurt them too much. sorrry then. and then i feel a certain unbalance between my friends and schoolwork. like how do people manage to keep on top of their schoolwork, and still manage to top the friend thing.

i guess im facing a stage in my life, where im still young, and in this day and age, in this type of society, youths like me and very influenced my mass media. we shape our mindset and sometimes even force our minds to believe smth just cuz the media says so. and its not right, but we all do it anyway.and i just feel the need to gather inspiration from everywhere, be it pop culture, historical figures or people in my life; and use these sources of inspiration in my life to try and be like those people, even to the smallest extent.

2010-01-14T02:40:00.000-08:00

i dont know whats wrong with me. or the computer for that matter.

i mean whats with fb and blogger on this comp??? its giving me a weird format.

secondly,me. i mean ,maybe i think i have an addiction to the comp? i dunno, its just that i keep wanting to go online everyday. which is kinda pissing me off. my heart and body are facing a dilemma right now.like my heart tells me to study more cuz its sec 3 year so i really have to go full out and pump like crazy, so in school i plan all this stuff i need to do. then when i go home, by body drags me to the comp. then i mean of course i still finish everything i wanna do, but i feel the quality's just not there. like im producing quantitative amounts of work , not qualitative. which also pisses me off. i mean i want to do a really good job of life this year and not screw it up. but i know that if i keep up that pace, i WILL screw it up. my hearts determined to do well, but my bodys being lazy

2010-01-13T04:57:00.000-08:00

todays been a reasonably human day. i say human because it was good yet had its own fair share of bads, just like how life should be actually.

ok so it was a normal day, heard the marching band music, sang the naitonal anthem( or rather i just mouthed it to look like i was singing:)). went back to class. first period was history. and thats where the drama started and kinda ended. cuz the last presentation on communism, me and joy did everything. then mr naeff said it was out of focus. so then sarah anne and wei li said they would do it! so okay fine! then today, all they came up with was 2 paras of stuff.which got us into some deep shit. so naturally i got quite pissed im that type of person. i dont care whether its counted or not, but u have to do your best right? so yeah. then he spoke to us and said stuff so okay, then i got really pissed. but there was no point crying over spilt milk so whatever. so joy said she would do it, sned it to me, so now its finally done, sent to mr naeff and hes okay with it. well, almost.

ok then school went by normally. felt so sleepy during the science lecture thingie:) it ended at 3, then i was rushing to tuition at novena. hahhaha reached just in time but was super hungry! had tuition from 3.30 to 5.30, then by then it was like rush hour. met some ppl in the mrt who were BLASTING their music straight from their HP speakers. on the bad side, it was really inconsiderate of them. on the good side? THEY PLAYED GEE:0, went home, ate super little even tho i was hungry cuz of my massive ulcer. stupid durian:(

which made me realise, i need to go muji tomoro to buy pens , either for notes or schoolwork. and i need to buy the cheap and nice gummies from there too!!!!!!!!!! hhahahahahaha

ok i have to study(as usuaL:D)

2010-01-09T22:59:00.000-08:00

i am suffering butt,arm and thigh aches from HF plus a1. like i said on fb, its so painfully satisfying!hahaha proves i worked hard:)

oh gosh okay so yesterday went for hf, he started on swan, like teaching it to us. haha apparently hes bringing it to barcelona. i LOVE THE ITEM! its really nice:) haha but the starting position is so painful! and my bun gets so screwed after that!:) hahah beckys bun was dropping out so funny! haha then my daddy drove us to ballet and we were like 1/2 hour late? hahaha then we did normal class:) then it ended and the baby class came in OMG. I TELL U THEY ARE SO CUTEEEEE. plus i love their outfits. i saw babies in hot pink, apel pink and nice leotards with wrap skirts attached. HOW COME U DONT SEE SUCH CUTE STUFF FOR PEOPLE OUR AGE, OR LIKE ADULTS? hahhaha maybe its cuz y'know on those kiddies it would look so adorable! but on us? haha not so much.hahah sad really. then me and becky walked to the petrol kiosk to get "lunch" or rather,tea. i got fan choy which tasted quite terrible, and nata de coco in grape flavour which was yummilicious! plus lychee tea and 8days!hhaha omg i love sarah jessica parker@! shes like 44? but her legs are so skinny!! :( sigh and her clothes are cool! anyways, did HW, finished most of my chem WS and tried to memorise the stuff for the quiz tomoro:)hahha

i have stuff to do!

DEES STUFF TO DO:
1.DRESS MANFRED UP:)
2.REVISE CHEM(LIKE MEMORISE STUFF)
3.REVISE MATH
4.READ LIT BOOKS

haha plus i have tuition on

2010-01-09T05:13:00.000-08:00

hahaha SCHOOL:) i have a total love-hate relationship with that word:) hahahahah.

i have a new obsession! as in its a side project of obsessions so to speak:) hahahahhahah YOURE BEAUTIFUL! okay okay i know im so behind in the korean drama aspect of kpop. ahahha im always watching it after everyone finishes watching but its okay cuz i love it.:) hahha i love all the anjell mebers! i love: 1. tae kyung: cuz hes super cool and he can look cute 1 sec, cool 1 sec:) hahahahha 2. jeremy: OMG HES SO CUTE AND FUNNY! AND I LOVE JOLIE OMG I THINK HES MY FAVE CHAC IN TERMS OF THE FUNNY FACTOR. 3. Shin woo: hes so cool in a guy-ish way, hhahha hes really nice to go mi nam which is so sweet and cute.hahahah . i super dislike uee in the show she is so mean to tae kyung:D

hahahahha

2010-01-07T01:20:00.000-08:00

school!!!!!!! hahah that word! its been with me for 4 days:) hahahha and sec3 life is okay i guess:0

hahha there are def. good and bad points about achool this year. ms lim's my form teacher and me naeff(not too sure bout the spelling) is my co -form:0 hahaha cant list out all the teachers teaching me but mr tee's teaching me math again! A math this time tho':0 hahah its only the 4th day of school but already we have homework plus mini projects. sec3's no honeymoon year for sure. WHICH TOOT TOLD ME SEC 3 WAS "RELAX YEAR"? HAHAH LOADA CRAP!lol renee sits behind me hahha and her EXTRA LONG legs keep tapping on my chair! haha im sitting next to a girl i dont know. natasha harris:) shes really nice! but i guess shes the quiet type? hahha cuz we dont really talk. but its fine thats good, then i wont talk in class and pay more attention in class! hahhaso really i should thank her. THANKS NATASHA!:) hahhaah i guess my class is mid-level enthu? like we have the potential to be enthu but its just that we dont know each other. i hope theres not hate or anything in this class, cu we'll be together for 2 years and its just so impt to make these 2 years the best ever. and i mean you dont want to bear grudges against someone for 2 years right? even though like you may forgive and forget , but the scar of hate is kinda always there, like you'll always rmb that time u were pissed with each other. hope we can be happy classmates!:D hahahha and like cuz we are super banded so i keep moving everywhere for different classes. i go to lang/lit room for a math, room 99 for e math, LT for lit... hhahah so technically, now, class is just someplace i go in the morning and where i leave my bag the whole day:) and my teachers are good. if theyre not THAT good, then theyre nice:) so i like sec 3! i've made up my mind, to really pay attention in class and be on top of my school work and not like drown in it.

so that was the good stuff. the bad stuff. mainly? SCHOOL RULES. now its like 2 demerit points for everything. plus you get 2 pts if u talk during assembly:( and 3 bookings equals detention. i swear the school should just schedule mass detention. and they dont renew the system for the whole year! I ALWAYS WEAR WRONG UNIFORM SO I GUESS DETENTION WILL BE LIKE A COMMON THING FOR ME!. plus, theres the prefect tunnel again. wth. AND AND AND. OMG THIS IS SO STUPID. WE CANT USE OUR HP IN THE CANTEEN CUZ THEY ARE SCARED THAT WE "MISS OUT ON IMPT ANNOUNCEMENTS". WTH RIGHT. no.1 its not like any of us listen in the first place. hahaha

NEW YEARS RESOLUTIONS

1. stop rubbing my eyes. i swear i'll go blind if i keep it up.
2. try and balance out my life. that means balancing school dance and social life. HARDDD
3. quit talking in class.
4. try not to sleep in class
5. pay special attention in math and science class
6. do ALL HOMEWORK. ALL. SERIOUSLY. i mean i always do all but this year im scared i get lazy
7. SPEND LESS TIME ON THE COMP. S.T.U.D.Y.I.S.M.O.R.E.I.M.P.O.R.T.A.N.T

OMG since its like not much schoolwork time, im watching youre beautiful! hahha omg i like jeremy. hes dman funny! hahahha hes so against go mi nam!hahah and i love jolie, shes so cuteeee. hahah okay i think i kinda get why ianna likes shin woo, as in hes cute cool in a man way i guess? dont know how to describe. like if you consider him handsome, then yeah? but tae kyungs handsome too, like his features are very girly and all so ppl like him too! hhha i dont know who i like. both are super cool!hahahalove the show!!!!!!!!!! hahahahah.

2010-01-02T22:55:00.000-08:00

my lappies VERY SLOWWWW AND LAGGY. anyways, omg schools starting tomoro! yay! hahah i just think i wont be able to wake up:)

went out for half of yesterday:) hahaha took 518 and i was at orchard like 15 min early so i kinda waoted at ion rubi like an idiot till claudine came:)hahahha and she was so tall in her platform slippers! coolman!hahahah. then ianna came from taka after buying school supplies:) then gale then jolyn:) hahahahhahahah then me and caudine went to diva to look at rings cuz thats been my new obsession lately:) i was eyeing this cute ring with a medium sized flower made out of shells:) pink no surprise:0 or a black plastic rose ring:) hhaah couldnt decide so we went to cine to eat first. we ate korean bbq chicken and they were playing dream concert:) YAY! hahah then we went to the diva there to see rings, and gale,ianna and jo went to leftfoot to see sneakers . NICEEEE. then we split up. me and claudine went back to buy rings at ion, while the rest went to orchard central:) haha i bought the hot pink flower.:) then i tried it on but then IT WAS TOO BIG:) HAHAH the paper packaging made a diff! and its was on sale, so no xchange was allowed. boo:( hahahah then we walked around and wewnt to like the adidas store. WE SAW THE TRIPLE TONGUE SNEAKERS OMGOMGOMGOMG SO NICEEEEE. $300 BUCKS! hahah so ex right? then ianna gale and jo were desperate to buy smth so they went to every shop to buy like accesories:D lol then we walked to far east, where we went to this super cool sneaker shop selling super cool shoes but the owners looked kinda scary so we went out really quickly. they had leftfoot there too but there were a lot of people so no:)then we walked to chameleon where they had cute rings. i bought a butterfly silver ring for $8.90! so pleased with myselF!hhahha

school starts tomoro! yayayayayyayayaya

the secrets out and i feel relieeved.

2009-12-30T03:26:00.000-08:00

ohmygosh my secrets OUT. sigh i've been holding it in for quite a long time. and it feels so great to talk to someone and just release it all out. thanks to that super nice friend who listened to me!

okay today was a nice day. went with mom to the market, bought like prawns, tofu:),and roast duckyyyy:) hahah then we had brunch cuz mom decided she didnt feel like cooking lunch. so i had beef noodle!:) yummyyy then i had champagne grape red tea WITHOUT PEARL. omg you have no diea how difficult it was for me to say "bu yao pearl!" hahah so proud of me!sigh

walked hoome, saw nice packets of pretty fruit vinegars at the nice uncle's stall. there was pineapple,peach,apple, plum and whatnot. so tempted to buy but i was worried it would taste terrible. sighhhhhhh an then i saw 8 days, wanted to buy it but bleh its so boring!!! nothing kpop:0

and then i did some of moms hw and helped prepare for the party tomoro! PRESENTSSSSSS . i love both the giving and the receiving. as much as i heart gloss i hope no one got me glood for xmas/new year because i already have 28 tubes. but only 1 mouth dear:)hahahahah a tee would be nice:) or heels cuz im so short. but thats all impossible:(

2009-12-28T21:17:00.000-08:00

this year has been a year of 60% despair and 40% joy. i mean i kinda looked forward to christmas this year. but theres been no christmas spirit whatsoever. i mean okay, orchard road decs are reasonably cool but hey NO COLOUR. NO BRIGHT COLOURS! ok i know its a tough job and yeah sure kudos to them for deco-ing such a long stretch of road. if you gave me the chance to do it? no surprises orchard road would be HOT PPINK AND GLOSSY!

woke up at 8.00 this morning. gosh, one the rare times after childaid that i've woken up so early. my average? 11am:D i know im a little piggy but I HEART MY SLEEP:) then i followed mom to the market to buy stuff for new year's party:) hahah almost broke my arms carrying the stuff. she bought: clams, drinks,pineapples to marinate, veggie and loads of other stuff oh eyah POTATOES. OHMYGOD i cannot even begin to explain how super heavy potatoes are!!!!!!its crazy i tell you. but its okay. every heavy bag i carry is one small step closer to toned arms! one small step for denise ,one GIANT step for TONED ARMS!:) hahaha killed my arms walking back home sigh. my fingers suffered so baddddd.

then i went on my lappie, charged my ipod, downloaded jojo's old songs and "CRAZY" by B2st. and then the internet went all funny on me so no im using the home computer:) hahahha with the crunchy keys!!! and im doing extra notes for fahrenheit 451 and midsummer nights. sigh. I DESPERATELY NEED NOTESSSSS

i actually cant wait for school to start next year! nerdy me. but its cuz i wanna see my class, see who my teachers are, see who my classmates are and SEE CLG!!! i havent seen them for so long!!!!!!! we still havent had a proper CLG outing and its all my fault sorry guys:) and PROTEC! yeah i mean i cant wait for like dance training to start:) so fun! TONEED MEEE HERE I COMEEE. and i cant wait to start actual lessons:) love history plus SS plus lit! scared of math and science. i dont want to wear those chinese new year stuff next year. i mean seriously, i dont likeeeeyyyy its hot!!!!! and i get all sweaty. N.O.T.C.O.O.L

HAHAHA at least i dont have to climb to the 3rd floor next year cuz i think my class is on the 2nd floor:) yay!hahaha

great im writing rubbish again. I NEED TO GO OUT HAHAHHA but theres no chance for me to do so until like school reopnes, but then my mom wont let me go out. sigh, the sad life i am forced to lead.

oh gosh i studied so much this holidays it was 100% burnt
i really shouldnt have. since like next year is no holiday year, with remedials and everything. ok resolution! I SHALL STUDY DAMN HARD AND GET DAMN GOOD RESULTS, SO LIKE MAYBE I CAN GO FOR LESS REMEDIAL? must study chem and all cuz theres a test

2009-12-23T17:22:00.000-08:00

omg its such a rainy day, and on christmas eve too:( nvm MERRY XMAS EVE Y'ALL!its such a rainy day:( we should have umbrellas like these on the street! then even a rainy day would look happy:) hahha being so random now but whatevs.

i was looking through my pictures and i've realised smth: DANCERS(or rather my dancer friends) ARE ALL LITTLE PIGGYS. every outing we have, when we take pictures, its alwaysof us, sittin round a table full of food, smiling and grinning like idiots:) sigh, and we're supposed to fit the stereotype of those who like consume like 200 calories a day, and pick at their salad, but work out like crap! hahah we're so the opposite. haahah or rather i speak for myself. because some people like RENEE FOO and GALE TAN and JOELLE NG eat super a lot but manage to stay STICK THIN. how their body works is way beyond me.AND THEY DONT EVEN WORK OUT LIKE SHIT! i mean isnt it like common sense?you eat a lot, your body uses up what it needs, and the excess becomes fat? SO WHERE DOES THEIR FAT GO? THEIR BRAIN? cuz i cant see it anyway else. ok i souond like some perv now. niceee:) hahah gosh im such a failure dancer. i eat like crap! hahaha and i grow fat like nobodys business. this is such a body bashing post. OK DEE STOP .....NOW!

ok im so over the fat thing already:) eeeeessshh cant wait for tonight!!!!! i'm going to some new place to eat. apparently the food's very nice:) yipee yay yay. I WANNA MAKE A LIST!

LIST OF THINGS THAT DEE IS EXCITED FOR

1. Christmas /New years party on 31 dec 2009! I WANNA COUNTDOWN AND DRINK CHAMPAGNE!

2. protec party on 2nd jan 2010:) my first party of the year! yay! haha so exciting:)

3. giving presents on christmas party day! I LVOE GIVING PRESENTS!!!!!!!!

4.RECEIVING PRESENTS!!!!!!!!!!!!!

hahah yeah that was a short list:)lol

omg i took my H1N1 jab that day, so painful! i cant lift up my hand now:( boo hahah and the doctor said i might get a fever, MUST DRINK MORE WATER! NEED TO BE FIT FOR PARTYYYYYYY

i kinda have mixed feelings about the first day of school. like i'm happy cuz i'll get to see all my crazy friends again and it will be so much fun having recess with clg again EVERYDAY!!! hahah. and like as nerdy as it may sound, i actually cant wait to start sec 3 work. i mean i got my first choice combi, so thats quite a dream come true. and i just need to know whos in my class next year for my other half of my dream to come true. PLEASE LET ME AND FOO FOO BE IN THE SAME CLASS PLEAZEEEEE. lol i know i just sounded like a complete nerd by saying that, but hey im a self-professed nerd. i mean i study EVERYDAY! and i actually feel funny when i dont study for too long. i hate the feeling of getting detached from my books. i actually felt teary eyed when i threw away my geog TB this year. i mean i love geog and the tb was so well used!

hahah watching gokusen 1 now. must rmb to watch youre beautiful if not amelia and ianna will kill me.:) hahahhaITS STILL RAINING AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH. i feel so sleepy now!!!!

haha clare just tagged me in a post on FB. A CHILDAID REUNION? SRSLY? ARE YOU FREAKING SERIOUS ? OMG OMGOMG YEAH DUH OF OCURSE I WANT A REUNION! SO FUN! srsly childaid has been one of the most fun events i've participated in:) sigh thats why i wanna do childaid 2010. before i reach sec4, or maybe i'll do it in sec 4 too!

2009-12-22T22:41:00.000-08:00

ohmygosh today's been passing by in AH BLURRRRR!!!!!!!!! sigh. i slept at 12-ish yesterday cuz i was trying to learn 2pm's heartbeat choreography. hhhahaha EPIC FAILURE I TELL YOU. wanted to watch CSI with mom but she chased me out of the tv room, saying it was too violent.:) i must agree:)

yesterday was fun! talked to gale, ianna , amelia and claudine on msn yesterday. we ended up talking bout sneakers, all thanks to SNEAKER GURU!!! hahha thanks marcus. really im not being sarcastic. I WANT SNEAKERRRRSSS. anyway saw this gorgeous pair of poison ivy sneakers. DMAN NICE I TELL YOU. omgomgomgo im going crazy over sneakers and heels now. omg i think its gonna be a long obsession i tell you:0 sighhh my dreamy dreamy shoes. ianna wanted to buy but it cost $80 for shipping . how retarded. RIPOFFF:) sighhhh im gonna create a photo album on fb for sneakers:0 SNEAKER LOVEEE

ohmygosh i've been looking through the sneaker catalogue. and i have realised one thing.

SNEAKER MAKERS/DESIGNERS/WHOEVER'S INVOLVED IN IT ARE S.E.X.I.S.T.

ok i was being random there:)like i was looking throught and like 80% of the sneakers are guy sneakers. like ok i could wear them if i really wanted to but IT WASNT DESIGNED FOR ME. or taher my gender:) ahaha i guess its cuz girls can wear guys shoes but guys cant wear girls shoes, i mean you could imagine a girl wearing this:

but you just cant imagine a guy wearing this:

omg love those sneakerssss gosh but as much as i love it I CANT BUY IT@!

or rather i want to buy it but i wont. because, i know myself and as much as i love those sneakers, #1. i cant possibly buy like 30 over pairs of sneakers! #2. i most probably wont wear it. im a more pumps kinda girl, not sneakers, ok maybe i'll buy like 2 pairs next year? but that can only happen once i buy new stuff in my wardrobe to go with those sneakers.and like once i buy new stuff in my wardrobe to go with my sneakers i need new necklaces, rings, bracelets and all to match so you see? it never edns? ok so next year i shall buy at least 1 pair of cool sneakers, but not change my wardrobe. i'll TRY TO LET IT WORK OUT. IF IT DOESNT? I'LL make IT WORK. sigh, im in such a dilemma now. i blame: myself, ianna for telling me about the cute world of sneaker shopping, amelia for having those adorable nike cherry sneakers, gale for showing me the wonder woman sneakers, and marcus for wearing them !hahahah.

so yesterday i was thinking bout heels too. i mean i'm only like 156cm. heels for me are perfectly resonable! so i was looking for heels online yesterday. hahah I DISCOVERED A WORLD OF GORGEOUS HEELS.

i mean look at that! so nice right? and its pink! thats no.1. #2? ITS SO HIGH I WILL TOTALLY BE LIKE 160 CM IN THOSE.hahahha the wonder of heels:) haha then i showed amela and she was like "if i wear that i will hit the wall!' hahha yes amelia you would hit the ceiling too! shoes can so make me go jelly. but there and agian so can gloss:) ok im overreacting if i turned to jelly everytime i saw a cute pair of shoes or gloss, I WOULD HAVE DISAPPEARED BY NOW.

i've written this much and i realise im just talking rubbish. like im randomizing with myself. this is not good!sigh i need more friends so badly, before i turn into an old woman sitting by herself, knitting. OHNOOOOOOOO. i just had that vision: me with super white hair and glasses , like really thick ones, sitting in a dim house, on a rocking chair by a fire place, knitting sweaters for my grandkids.OHMYGOSH NOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!! the only thing good i see in that visiion is that I AM DAMN SKINNY AND MY LEGS ARE DAMN SKINNY TOO! ok im talking rubbish again. thats nice:)

OHNO! i just reached the end of my online catalogue. great. now i can find another catalogue to browse through:)

sigh, my face feels so...new now:) last few days, because of childaid and all the supah thick makeup, the gunk of dirt has jus like been collecting on my face like some rubbish dump. so tday i went for my facial to go clear out everything. auntie annie, my beautician said that my face condition has gotten worse. then i was like "oh its cuz of childaid:)" hahah but it felt so nice, when she cleared all the rubbish off my face:) i dont know why but the mask that jean yip puts just smells like Japan. like whenever i smell it on my face, i think of like japan, like when i went to hokkaido and the nice smell thre. im so weird right? i know:) like last time at yog, i said the grape juice tasted like the smell in the toilet. hahha srsly man, lemme try and eplain myself one more time. like you know wehn u go into a toilet, and theres the smell of like detergent and.... what not? yeah well the grape juice tasted like the smell! SRSLY!!!!!!!!!!lol hahahaa im such a weird person. but whatever. IM PROUD OF IT YEAH!!!!!!!!! HAHAHA so high now:)

ohmygosh ianna!!!!!! i fouond the nice wheaty cereal i ate at your house! its called HONEY SMACKS! AHAHAHAHAHAHAAH

its all over, its only now that i cherish what i used to have

2009-12-21T19:32:00.000-08:00

yesterday was the last day of chidaid.

we were supposed to be in school at 3.30. but protec met earlier at 11:) for lunch at ion. we went to eat hokkaido ramen, and then we bought each-a-cup bubble tea. i tried champagne grape and omg it was super nice! then we went to the cocoa trees or whatever that choc shop's called and bought presents for performers, plus teachers plus chaperones plus many many people!hahah we bought toblerone for mini jayson and the chaperones, belgian truffles in different flavours for the rest of the performers, it looked os nice but i couldnt eat it! then ianna and i went to royce to buy jason, our choreographer nama chocolate. we wanted the nutty bar chocolate but was wondering what if hes allergic to nuts? hahah so we bought nama chocolate in champagne flavour.:) yums:) hahah then we walked to taka, amelia and ianna went to nbc to buy cute paper to write the notes, hahah they had the car type and the girly type:)lol then we wrote nnotes in the middle of taka:) then we went to the better toy store, bought a cute kiddy-ishly cute notebook for izyan, then we saw tatiri rings. you know the italian label that sells super cute stuff!yeah anyway we bought fishhy rings, 4 purple, 4 blue:) i got purple! hahah then we bussed to school:)

went to school took our album cover for protec:) and took some otehr pics too. then ianna started practicing baby freeze:) hahah then i started to try it. ohmygosh its really difficult! like i cant get my weight on my hands. but i've become fairly successful with the cool step G.O. of MBLAQ does, go watch it, its really cool:) i guess my core muscles not as strong:) then steph, lyn and shob came in, all wearing hairbands, so like obviously they were trying to spite us for starting protec. but whatever. we had our rings anyways. so it was really tense lah. then like even when we got on the bus, there was a clear line of separation.

then once we reached there it was super awkwardly tense. then we did makeup, then protec went to take pics and all. then the guy told us to go backstage to get ready. then like i think it was super tense, then we were sitting down stretching. then marcus lye, the awesomely nosy protec member came over and asked me oh what happened why so quiet. then like i told him i would tell him later cuz everyone was there. then lyn, steph and shob left. so i told him everything. and how it was so screwed up cuz the last day of childaid wasnt supposed to be like that. then like the mood and all was gone lah.

and i dont mean to be a bitch, and i dont wanna point out names, but you know who you are. girl, you were TOO mean to G. i mean she was nice enough to give you a present even though she knew you were pissed at her and us for the protec thing. she stayed up till 4am writing letters and preparing YOU KNOW. and when she gives you your present and she gives protec smth a lil' more, should you really be so petty to be like "oh , the how come the protec people have like bigger presents?' seriously, could you be any more mentally challenged to compare presents? at your age? seriously, didnt anyone ever mention anything bbout being grateful for what you have? and you made her cry. come on, i dont mean to sound like some crappy gangsta but NO ONE MAKES MY FRIENDS CRY. and puh-leaze, youre all from sc dance, still need to make relationships sour? we're spending another 2 years together dear. wake up. i'm not saying youre a shitty friend. sure, youre funny and a blast to be with, but sometimes, you just piss me off. i mean i'm the first to admit, i am extremely childish and cannot grow up type. and i also totally admit that i have super a lot of bad points. srsly, its a wonder the other sc dancers are my friends:) and so are you. thats why we have so much fun together. cuz crazy people click. but then as childish as i am, i dont get pissed off with people just cuz we accidentally hit a chair and the file fell off the chair and hit your finger. yeah i know what happened that day. and i dont get pissed when people buy other people bigger presents then they do for me. and dont you dare start going on about how yu only get pissed for a while what, so ? you think we're like your punching bags? you get pissed whnever you want and go mad at anyobdy you like, create havoc like some crazy ass, and what ? we're supposed to just sit there and take it all from you. nuh-uh. not happening no more.you have GOT to stop being like that. youre gonna lose friends. the only reason why you still have friends in sc dance is because like we're nice enough to take it from you and not scre4am our heads off at you. and you better be grateful for that. seriously. when you row up and like i dont know go to work or smth, trust you ,you stay like that, you'll be all alone, no big surprise. you've made me pissed damn a lot of times, but i dont scream at you because i dont wanna spoil our relationship. srsly. sometimes i totally feel like slapping you. you push me off the edge so many times, i lost track. but whatever, its your life, i am in no position to tell you how to live life. fine do it your way. but please try to change.

anywa, then we wee quite okay with lyna dn shob, but i think steph was stilla little pissive. so we kinda didnt talk to her. then the after dinner, before the show, we went round giving presents and taking pictures. not all are on facebook yet.:) hhhahahah so for memory sake i officially have pictures!!!!!!!!!!!!! anyway then it was concert. omg concert was so much fun!!!!!!!!!!!! we screamed and basically had a blast:) LOVE YOU CHILDAID GUYS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ILY TTM SRSLY!! hahah then like after the finale, we were all partying backstage. and everybody hugged everybody. i seriously thought i was going to cry. i mean it was only then that i kinda realised i was probably never going to see the childaid singers again.boo. OMG LETS ALL DO CHILDAID NEXT YEAR!!!!!!!!!!!

then i went home bathed and then went on fb,. talked to ianna, gale and amelia. OMG WE'RE GONNA HAVE A CHILDAID PARTY:) hahahhaha but we're also gonna have a protec party on 2nd jan 2010. we're gonna eat ion ramen, drink bubble tea(2 cups each) , then buy presents for each other, then go jo's house to film our mv plus teasers, take pics, bbq maybe? and sleepover if possible!!!!!!!!!!!!hahahahahhaha. cant wait. i have so many parties to plan!!!!!!!!!!!!

PARTIES TO PLAN
1. christmas party!
2. new years party
3. outing with foo foo, hnsl plus becky(results day one)
4. childaid party
5. protec party.

ok i dont know whether childaid party is feasible because, we might have drifted apart already, plus thres such a big group! never mind , if we drift apart, just play DOUBLE WHACKO! CONFIRM CAN BOND ONE. LOOK AT SC DANCE NOW:) hahahahaha

ok gtg plan, plus eat, plus go for h1n1 jab:)

CHILDAIDISTOMORO

2009-12-17T16:34:00.000-08:00

its does make me quite sad really, to think that childaid is ending next monday.like its only just that we've become the least bit friendly to the singers and then we've got to like say bye? thats real sad:( sigh. nvm:)

yesterday was first rehearsal at sentosa. i swear it was so funny! like we took the coach from school. then along the wya, gale was being all tour-guidy and was like "and to your right.. and to your left..?" then no one was listening to her:) she was tour guiding herself:) then once we reached sentosa , like at the bridge I SAW RESORTS WORLD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! omg the roller coasters are so super cool and the rides, and SHREK'S CASTLE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! AND ALL THE SUPER NICE RIDES!!!!!!!!! YAYAYAYYAYAYAYYA CANT WAIT FOR IT TO OPEN NEXT YEAR, SC DANCERS WE R SO HAVING SEC 4 FAREWELL THERE!

anyways, we reached and saw that there was lunch! but mrs chan already bought us sandwiches, so hhhahaha so we shared! then we saw our dressing rooms. ohmygosh they were so big!!!!!!!!! hahahah so nice:) then we studied for a bit. then mrs chan said to warm up, so we went to the corridor and look like freaks because dear AMELIA CHONG put herself in charge:0 lol. hahahahahahhahahaha

ok write later, they changed the rehearsal to earlier!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

we're reaching the end, please don't let me go

2009-12-14T19:09:00.000-08:00

childaid is like this week and i am super psyched!!!!!thanks to all the singers , theyre really nice and like okay i know we arent like super close. but at least it isnt SO awkward anymore:) yay singers!

yesterday was a really long day! it was from 10 to 6! lol:) reached there, saw amelia, walked and saw shob plus mrs chan:) waited for everyone then we did finale. then cuz mrs chan said we were too like expressionless when we sang. she asked us to sit in front and watch the singers sing. :) hahah they really had loads of expression so cooL!:) hahahha then she asked us to go outside and sing in a line. like urm.. a choir:) then i think at the beginning of our singing so to speak, then marcus the waterpolo guy came out and he gave the "oh am i intruding face?" then walked back into the room! lol then after that when we were preparing to start HSM, cuz he starts in front, then lea then me.then he was like " oh were you actually SINGING outside just now?" then lea was like "oh yeah:)"then he laughed. sigh i have a really bad singing voice! and when we were supposed to like sing to a fake audience outside, i was singing to the toilet door. i was like OMG AHHAHAHA lol-ing inside but singing to touchingly outside:) then when we went back inside the guy(dunno his name) with the cool shoes turned around to the singers and was like "smile:)" then that kinda lightened the mood a lil' bit? ahahah dunoo lah

then after lunch, we had a full run through. i saw the singers sing their like solos, OMG I LOVE FAME. ITS SO COOL! I heart heart heart heart fame! the girls had such strong voices!!!!!!!love them:) the opening item was cool:) i nailed my double!. HSM was cool too:) hahhaha starting to enjoy myself more yay me:)

todays a rest day for me! was supposed to go watch new moon with shobby but then she was tired plus i had to redo my lit HW cuz the stupid me THREW MY HOMEWORK AWAY AFTER I DID IT. SO TOOT RIGHT I KNOW.

okay i gtg finish it now:)

2009-12-11T19:05:00.000-08:00

i am sooooo sick:( boo me. i have a runny nose!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

yesterday was nicely tiring:) like in the morning, went to beckys house. her parents fetched us to school for han kee juan:) yay! thanks auntie:) had han kee juan. so little people came! plus, like all the dancers had to warm up in the weights room cuz i think the small studio was being used for the primary school kids! hahahhaha the SMEELLLLYYYY BELLYY ROOM! the class was super tiring but so useful. then like only 18 people stayed for pointe work:)lol hahahahhaha then the guy did his turns again. yesterday was so much turning i got dizzayyyyy! hahhahahaha but it was fun. then we rushed off to childaid. i had to share lunch with lyn cuz there wasnt enough. THANKS LYN! ILY TTM SRSLY! reached there early!

went to the 3rd floor and just lazed around. only me, amelia and gale were wearing jeackets cuz we were sick:( hahha then the singers came in. there were a LOT of singers. lolthen jason started to choreo the hsm item. and like me, lea, claudine and ianna were the people to start with the singers:l
we were supposed to look like we're partying and like chilling and stuff. but i was so awkward! lol i was never good at that kinda stuff. but i survived anyhow:) yay me!

then dad picked me up. went for dinner with mom at suntec. ate korean bbq! hahahha then there was this booth that sold kpop posters1 like big bang, snsd, suju, 2ne1. amelia would be so proud. hers the add. www.popkartsg.blogspot.com. hahahah then went for ballet. fell asleep in the car, so my parents being the nice, sweet people they are. parked somewhere to let me sleep. and they bought h20 for me!!!!!!!!!!!! went for ballet. super sleepy and sick.

then during class, i put what i learnt in HKJ into ms hos class and OMG IT WORKS. I LOVE THE CLASSS. i tried his method of pirouettes and i did a super clean triple on right, and a slightly wobbly triple on left!!!!!!!1 YAY ME! hhahhahahha

theres YOG later. wanna see the hip hop performance! LOVE THE GUY IN THE RED CAP AND THE FLIPPY GUY. THEYRE SO DAMN GOOD AT HIP HOP IT MAKES ME A NON-HIP HOPPERRR JEALOUS.

killing me softly with his smileeeee

2009-12-09T04:31:00.000-08:00

today plus yesterday was killer!

yesterday was the first han kee juan class. hes so funny! he kept asking us to "wrap our springroll". lol get it? hahahhaha i still cant get over it. and i learn so much more from him and hf than i do with my other teachers:) lol. hahha and like the guys were damn good, theyre from SOTA i think. pretty sure. they turn damn well. I WANNA DO TOO! dang. i must've been a boy in my past life, always wanting to do the boy dances:)lol. hahahhaha and his class passed by so super duper fast! then i had childaid. did the oping item, scraped my knee plus elbow:) yay me! jason is so super duper funny! went home and realised my muscles were aching. watched shaolin soccer, so funny!went to sleep at 11 plus? super late according to me, but i cant just imagine renee being like "11? NOOOOOO SO NOT LATE!"

woke up this morning to down by jay sean at 7. then fell asleep. woke up at 7.30 to wedding dress by taeyang:) sigh so dreamy, taeyangs waking me up! lol random moment! hahahha lazed in bed, then went to change.met foo foo at 9.15 with the MRT PICKUP! hahahha. bought pepperridge farm goldfish thingies for brekkie. yummmyyyy!;) then bused to school. prepared for han kee juan. went in and we rushed to where we stood yesterday:) had the same good ol' class. then during centre, han kee juan was like " you look intelligent. what does port de bras mean?" so i was like "urm carriage of the arms" super softly, like if my normal voice vol. is10, this was a 5! hahhahahah suddenly so scared/shy. then today he did turns en pointe. like doubles:) yay me! then the guys did the nice turnyyy thing they did yesterday. lol han kee juan has this thing for nicknames. he calls this guy called ivan "prince ivan" for god knows what reason, he called the other thaddeus person "prince robot" and he calls this girl in class " ms. confidence". lol hes always talking bout being aristocratic, and thats cool with me, just dunno how to express it:) then we had childaid . ate qi ji nasi lemak. goodyyyyyyy:) hahah then the bus driver jam braked on the way ther so my shin hit the chair and theres this big fat bruise there. super painful! reached, waited in the orchestra room, i fell asleep listening to fire by 2ne1 and keep smiling by daesung! woke up, took a lift to the 3rd floor, started practice with the singers. omg their voices are just so lovely! hhah did the opening jazz item, totally plastered a smile to my face! then we did hsm we're all in this together. lol:) so fun! sweated like CRAZAYYYYYYYY:) hahahahh

then i met mom , took 23 home, ate KFC for dinner. i ate the chicken salad plus cheese fries:) then came back, did a chinese test paper and some chinese ex.:) yay me!

then tomoro i have tuition after han kee juan. boo me.:(

2009-12-06T16:59:00.000-08:00

omg i went to allkpop and i realised how much goss i have missed! hahahahhahahah sigh but if i go online too much then i cant study:(

going for childaid later. actually i am quite confused. like on thursday or smth, mrs chan asked em to take over amanda . then on friday amanda called me and was like i actually can do it. so i was like ok then i dont need to do it! then on sat amanda called mrs chan and mrs chan said okay but i still have to come. so today i dont know whether i am going to dance or what.lol:) hahahhaha

and theres han kee juan for the rest of the week. its so ex $250 for 5 days. and they say his class is really hard. sigh okay okay TRY and next sat, theres han kee juan, yog and cheng ballet concert. i dunno how leh. ask mrs chan later.

sec 4 farewell was DA BOMB

2009-12-03T00:26:00.000-08:00

ohmygoshohmygosh where do i start? the sec 4 party was fun!!!!!!!!!!!!

ok so yesterday, after an extremely tiring HF class, i went back with hansol and foo foo to go bathe. then i met foo foo to go to jolyns house:) hahah

it started off pretty awkward, cuz like the sec 3 seniors were mingling very well with the sec 4 seniors by the pool, then the sec 2s were clumping like mascara together at some corner:) then we went up to put our bags, played with nike(jo's dog), then went down. then we decided not to make things difficult for the sec 3s who planned it so well, so we joined in, smiled a bit and just warmed up and all! ate pizza, joelle, shob and renee kept giving me the crust! hahahah i like it but i will still get sick of it! hahahahhah then we played double whacko! i paired with renee:) she was good until like the middle of the game, where she got a bit blur and i got smacked:) so i weny crazy:) hahahahhaha then when i was sitting in front again, amelia and cheryl decided it was fun to sabo me and keep calling my name whenever the person in front of them was called. so i was like WTH?!@#$^&* HAHAHHHAH whatever it was fun ttm. then it was sabo gale time, then sabo joelle time! lolol then it was everybody seperate to talk:)

then some really really smart ass said" lets go for bubble tea at shaw!" then everyone was KAYKAYKAYKAY so we went all together. then someone was like " will the police arrest us for loitering in large grps?" so we split up into grps of 6. quite reasonable. imagine youre a policeman and u patrol orchard road. then u see like 20 girls with tousled hair and sleepy faces carry bags that look like suuitcases and sleeping bags. whats the first thing that comes to your mind? REFUGEEESS:) then our grp went to taka macs where we bought 6 mcflurrys from the stingy guy . foo foo bought shaker fries and i bought just fries. then we met at orchard mrt, and went in together . we took mrt to yio choo kang and realised the other grp didnt take the same train as us. then ocne everyone was there we cabbed to her house. gale. me, shob and mei shaan cabbed and like we got lost. so once we reached there the first thing i saw was amelia waving like crazy hahahahha. i slept in the living room on the couch:) and like renee stayed up so late browsing thru gen's ipod so i was awakedn periodically by a sharp ray of light. amelia and gale slept super early. while i had insomia.dang

woke up this morning to NIGA IBUM WEDDING DRESSS NAEGA ANI JANAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA. lol i was blur like what, until i saw breakfast:)))) then we lazed around talkked crap, then the childaid ppl had to go for dance so we all went together, iannas mom sent us, and we tried taking our time but like we reached and took the same bus as gale, amelia and the childaid gang:) lol so me gen, kar and cheryl hid at the vending machines to eat brekkie. then we went back to just listen and chill to music and share music. it was cool. then gale came in and was like "eh mrs chans doing violin!" so me and gen rusheddddddd inside. then after that, when we were getting ready for zhou yi, mrs chan scolded amanda and talked to us bott honouring out appointments. then it was quite scary. plus she scolded jo and kar but i dunno what happended. then mrs chan called me out. i thought she was gonna take away my form i was lik e oh pls noo. then she asked me if i wanted to do childaid, so i said i was check if i could. SO YES I AM DOING CHILDAID CANT WAIT!!!!!:)

2009-12-01T03:16:00.000-08:00

hee hee today was niceee. i woke up at 7, lazed around in bed till 7.30, then realised i was late, so irushed around the house and managed to reach the mrt station in time to meet renee. the mrt was so super duper crowded with working people. hahah then when it came to bugis station, renee was like " EXCUSE ME" in a super loud and shrill voice. then immediately the "ocean" just parted! hahahah i was laughing like crap. got onto a really broken down 170:) bussed to school.

then we did childaid. or rather the people doing childaid did childaid and me and gen just followed behind hopelessly. sigh the sad fate of me. :) my knees got a little bit bruised. then we did violin:) hahahahha my toes were dying because my shoes were like wayyyyy too soft. but im too lazy to break in the new one:( we were sweaty, then mrs chan asked us to wear the costume and dance. then we did violin 4 times through without stopping. mrs chan says it helps to build up stamina. and i guess its true. and i felt so good after that, like i was so accomplished.:) hee hee. so after doing it 4 times through, i couldnt feel my legs AND AND AND AND i officially made my costume sweaty. eww.

hahhahahahha then there was zhou yi it was quite cool. the dancers gathered in a circle, and at first all we talked about was the party tomoro, then it moved to what games, then it moved to grocery shopping and it ended with my fave topic: KPOP. it was like who would u choose shinee or ss501. so duh shinee! ss501 has nice songs, but theyre a bit old. its okay i love them lots too! then it was a rlly tough one 2NE1 or SNSD. i cant say! snsd is really pretty and they have nice legs!(not sounding pervertic) and like genie and gee are nice! but 2NE1 is really cool, like CL's rapping is awesome and shes quite funny!. minzy is a really good dancer, dara is damn cute, and park bom is pretty plus she has a ncie voice!hahhahahahahhahahahahhaha then zhou yi asked us to dance, so i think my knees got bashed real bad.:(

then after zhou yi i rushed like crazy to go to cine to book tickets we had 35 min to do so:) lol and we sneaked BK in to eat:) hahahhahahahaha i felt so bad:) we watched my girlfriend is an agent. OMGOMGOMOGMGOMGO IT WAS SO DAMN FUNNYYYY hahhaha i wont even talk about it cuz the whole movie is so funny!!1 then we went to take sticky pixxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx hahahhahah

its been a long time coming

2009-11-28T18:23:00.000-08:00

i feel in the reflecting mood today. like i'm all solemn and everything.

i had a1 class yesterday omg i am currently aching like crazy. we did triples on demi pointe, doubles en pointe and ms ho tried to make me do a triple but i couldnt. i only did it once after that.:( and we did fouettes, chanes and posse turns. sigh. im going to die now, but i had a blast yesterday. and the freee exercise was so much fun! so i suffer now.. its okay:)

theres zhou yi tomoro. cant wait cuz like she finished choreo-ing the dance so its kinda nice now. i like the ending pose! hhahha we look like a lotus flower. was that the intention? i think the story behind it is quite cool. like its about the life of a dancer but it alludes to life in general like how we cant always be the best and there surely comes a time when we have to step down and like she also talks baout how we have to always pick ourselves up from the obstacles that make us fall down. okay i know its a bit cheesy but if you think bout it, the story s quite cool. and i think its quite a challenge to like let show the audience the story through dance:)

2009-11-26T21:25:00.000-08:00

happy holidays!! sigh i was supposed to go watch 2012 today:) but was too lazy:Dhahahha theres no ballet for me tonight! im kinda sad because i really love ballet and all, but happy cuz at least my blisters from walking in those terrible cotton on slippers can heal for tomoro's pointe class:)

omg i rented my bloody valentine yesterday for fun. and O.M.G IT WAS D.A.M.N SCARY!!!! like there was a lot of blood and killing and VIOLENCE! like the killer actually cut out the heart of his victims and sent it to the sherrifs office! and i was so saddened. the killer was actually JENSEN ACKLES! the extremely awesome actor from supernatural!AKA DEAN WINCHESTER!@#$% i was soooooo shocked:( hes so not killer material!

sigh doing homework now. i have to finishe= my bio sec 1 notes plus a chinese paper. then i shall go down to the gym with mom later:) going to run 5km! BE FIT!!!!!!

hahha cant wait for sec 4 farewell:) its on 2nd dec and we havent booked a venue yet:) hahah but its okay:D

baby one more timeee

2009-11-25T07:20:00.000-08:00

lol i'm addicted to a new batch of kpop songs. heres what i downloaded:
1. T-ara and SUpernova- TTL listen 2
2. jewellery- one more time
3. se7en- oh no
4. MBLAQ's cover of Rain;s bad guy:)

hahahhaha i know some of them are unknowns but i love theirnsongs!. i must have been a korean in my past life. MAYBE I WAS A KPOP SINGER IN MY PAST LIFE! HAHAHHAHAHAHHA thats nice:)i wish then i could meet and hang with the kpop singers! lol:) let me list me fav singers:D

snsd
suju
ss501
shinee
t-ara
supernova
b2st
mblaq
2pm
taegoon
bigbang
taeyang(bigbang)
rain(bi)
davichi
BEG
KARA
jewellery
park hyo shin
f(x)
2ne1

hahah so many right? hahah lol i must be crazy.

zhou yi finished the item today:) it was quite nice hahahha cant wait for the large scale item, the one for concert:)yay! hahah

tomoro theres HF from 12 to 1.30:) then i need to buy uniform:) at chinatown!!!!!!! hahahahahha i will def. burn lots of fat during HF, its so tiring these few days. but thats the funny thing. as tiring as HF is, i get a sense of satisfaction doinf his dance, and i dunno i just feel this desire to do the item really welll:) hhahahah and its nice!!!! i loveeeee serenade

2009-11-24T23:55:00.000-08:00

ok thats it. its confirmed. i'm going to barcelona! hahha im really happy bout this:0 like super happy!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! mrs chan told me on.. urm mon i think? and i was so happy!!!!!!!!!! hahahahahhaahha yay me:)

anyway we played captains ball with the seniors today. and like omg amelia was SO FUNNY! she kept like blocking everybody with her extreme height and me being suepr short, was her target quite a number of times. i mean shes like so tall and i am only THAT tall. i completely gave up oce she blocked me! hahahha then we did a bit o fplanning for the sec 4 farewell. its on he 2nd of dec but we havent even figured out a venue:) hahahhahahaha its okay we'll figure it out somehow. amelia suggested a budget hotel!?@#$ its so SLEAZY! i think:) maybe im wrong. actually ita nlt a bad idea! we can book the whole floor so there wont be SLEAZY stuff happening! EH THATS A GOOD IDEA!!!!!!!!

pre-birthday post:D

2009-11-20T06:54:00.000-08:00

well today was quite nicee:)

i met becky at guardian at tampines MRT; then we met hansol at the interchange:) then we took 67, but there was a stupid jam so like we were gonna be late, so we got off at sim lim square and cabbed with this nice guy who sped for us! so we werent late. we werent.

hahha went in for HF. it was quite good! like he didnt scold me but it was super tiring today! we did some pointe barre exercises, then we did violin, which i think we are doing for YOG at sports school!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!he changed some steps and gave amelia and jen(dunno how to speel, sorry!) solos which was super nice and cool and impressive. hahah like at the beginning part, amelia does this really complicated looking series of steps, and like cuz shes super tall so she looks... well... intimidating! hahaha no offense, then hf was like "now u know how hard doing a solo is." seeing amelia sweat like that, yeah sure, imagine what sarah kang has to go through.:) hahha then after we were done and 3/4 dead, he was like "okay, lets so serenade!" then we were all like "OMG" hhhahahahha then me, renee and becky called the serenade people not in violin to go in and they all changed out alrdy and everyone was like OMGOMOGMOMOGMGOMGO. HAHAHAHAHAH serenade was cool. i like serenade, even though it ike very fast ,i still wanna try to perfect it cuz i think it'll look super nice once we do! hahahah then it was all over. i felt really good cuz i perspired A LOT.

then we went to cine to "celebrate". ate @ some korean BBQ chicken place at the basement. it was nice! they had korean tv! and they were showing dream concert! the one where kim heechul hosted it and there was snsd, jewellery, super junior and shinee!!!!!!! hahahaahha me and gale were glued to the tv:) then we watched gee on my ipod with the romanizations and we were singing and dancing to it. everyone in the food place was like "urmmmmm.. okayyy" me and kar looke dfor ncie movies to watch but they didnt have so we went to take neoprints;)))

i paid for the nice $12 one cuz well it IS my birthday after all, im being nice! hahahahhaha we had loads of fun, doing ANTM, super junior impersonations, theough they didnt really look like it.went to the nice shop next door and kar and steph bought bracelets. then we went to diva and then steph got me a hot pink hairband with a ribbon at the side for my birthday! THANKS STEPH! hansol got me a cute mug and keychain with the capital D on it, foo foo got me a body shop wild cherry bath set, and both got me a multi coloured charm fruit bracelet for my birthday! THNAKS GUYS:D hahahahha

then i had to go home for dinner! becky came along.we had abalone with spinach and braised mushrooms, fish maw and sea cucumber soup and tomato prawns!!!!!!it was nice:)))))) hahahahha we watched hte HK drama too! hahaha to grow with love i think the myolie wu one:) hahah and we went onto youtube and saw embark dream team starring 2pm's junho and shinee's minho! hahha the manager was so funny!!!!!!!! me and becky laughed till we cried. then we bathed after dinner and i played tap tap, idare and sally's spa on her itouch while she played supermodel empire on mine:)

then we had ballet, it was quite okay! like we kinda played a lot. okay resolution tomoro must wor hard to burn fat and better myself!

2009-11-19T05:03:00.000-08:00

I.GOT.A.NEW.PHONE.!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!ITS AWESOME!!!!!!!!!!!AND ITS $0!!! HAHAH TIS THE SONY T707!HHHAHAHA I GOT HOT PINK! KARUNA AND CHAN WOULD APPROVE:) HAHAHAHAHAH ITS GOT A SENSOR SO I CNA MUTE INCOMING CALLS AND ITS GOT LIGHT DISPLAYS AND ALL AWESOMEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE I LOVE MY PHONE!! I WONT SPOIL IT LIKE MY LAST FEW PHONESSSS hahahha so darn happy

and tomoro will be HF! i kinda like HF now, cuz the dance os completed and i think its super nice. like i thalf looks like violin, half looks like swan:) wonder what we're gonna do it for! hahhahahaha i heard YOG is at sports schoo. wonder where we;re gonna dance. i suggsted a floating platform at their swimming pooL! hahhaha its not gonna happen tho' wishful thinking on my part.

dan git was the lasalle master class so called today but i didnt go!! :( i was supposed to go my grandads house but then my mom cancelled saying she wanted me to study at home. i did one chinese paper, finished my chem revision and did my math tuition HW. oh and my SS HW too!

omg i hope hf goes well tomoro and all goes well cuz if not its not auspiscious. yees i am very old fashioned but i stick firmly to my beliefs!

2009-11-18T01:07:00.000-08:00

today was quite a nice day.

met the other 3 dongs at the rt using our famous mrt pickup system! hansol made us all 10 mins late:) hahah:D then we mrted to bugis where we wanted to take 960. we were at the road waiting to cross outside the mrt station when we saw 960, then becky ran like god-knows-how-fast it was damn funny! like she was running like super duper fast with her crocs flip flops and her large ginormous kipling bag! nd then i was next desperately trying to catch up with her, and i think renee was behind me and hansol was last, with her hands flailing all ove rht place like some crazy woman! ahhhaha i still love you! at least it was a good workout, to warm up for class.

then it was ZHOUYIIIIIII. she did stuff today and i fell asleep:) lets just leave it there.lolthen it was HF. oh gosh where do i even begin? like he started the class by asking us to put on our pointe shoes NOW and start the item. then everyone was like "omg, what?!" hahah then he started serenade part 2, he seemed to be in a good mood:) so that was nice. i love serenade! its really nice to do, even tho its damn hard. then i think he got quite angry during the diagonal line and the circle aprt with kay ean, my sec 1 junior. it was so scary!!!!!! he was like all shouty:( then he started like being really angry and he told hansol her arms were wrong. i thought it was fine, but i dunno. anyway hansol BEHAPPYILOVEYOUTTMANDSODOTHEREST! hahahha and like he did the fast parts so many times i was gonna fall down! hahahahahhahahah like i was red and tomato-ish and like i had a heat aura!!!!!!!!!!! hahah

then i had to meet mommy in school to go get my uniforms:) it was really empty. then sat in the canteen to eat SUBWAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY hahhahaha but im still very hungry. didnt eat much. MY STOMACH GOT SOUND!!!!!!!!lol

then i went home with mom took 66 then 23. bought the newest issue of 8 days with RAIN on the cover! hahah it was like a kpop/korean thing:) hurriedly bought the last one! hhahah read it in the bus, till i got a headache:)

did a chinese test paper and a math eoy paper and my section c of the SS 2010 HW. so productive! :) hahahaha

1/2 hour to dinner, cant wait~!

its a sad sad sad day

2009-11-15T17:45:00.000-08:00

by right i should be happy, that im finally getting to dance again after 1 week? i am i really am. just that like i feel i've suddenly become so serious. maybe its the desensitization from my close friends and all after 1 week. and like maybe its the total determination to do really well, not just to burn fat but to also like better myself in any way.:) sigh or maybe its just PMS i cant tell.

i bought all my 2010 school books already!!!!!hhhhaa so happy. and on wed, im going with mom to go buy uniform. this week is so packed! mon: dance till 7 plus lunch with hansol. tues: facial at TM jeanyip plus library plus shopping? wed: dance till 1.30 then go buy unifrom. thurs: going to grandads house to pig out:) fri: dance till 1.30, then going out with the dancers to celebrate my b'day on sat!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! hahhaha and SAT?MY BIRTHDAYYYYY. so excited!!!!!!! i've already told my parents not to get me anythng cuz i spent so much in HK i feel so bad, sp yeah. anyway i originally wanted a book voucher of $100 like every year but mom says my bookshelf is gonna collapse from the over load weight of books.srsly.notjoking!!!!!!!! hhahahha which reminds me i need to break in my other new pair of pointe shoes, must sew ribbon too! and crochet.

damn it i still feel so down like im so unproductive. shit.

hong kong

2009-11-14T23:54:00.000-08:00

hey guys! i am BACK!!!!! and OMG i loved the trip!

hahah it was awesome. i did loads of shopping. ITHINK THEY SHOULD HAVE H AND M IN S'PORE.the stuff there are so cuteeee! lets make a summary first.

list of stuff i bought

1. H and M bag
2. esprit sweater
3. H and M winter jacket
4. moccasins
5.perfume for friends
6. gloss for foo foo
7.magazines
8.hair ties from H and M
9.panda hairband from ocean park.

i really like the perfume!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! hahahah i got l'eau par kenzo fo myself, burberry for becky, D and G for clarberr, moschino for hansol and polo club for sonia and chelsea. i got foo foo H and M lip gloss!!!!!!! hahah

i think the trip ws really great although the air there was terrible but like it was cool. i walked a lot! like 5km everyday! YAYAYAYAYYAYAYAYAAYAYYAY

the day before everything comes together

2009-11-07T02:56:00.000-08:00

THISISIT! great i sound like im advertising for MJs new movie. thats nice:)

well its sat and this means IAMLEAVINGTOMOROFORHK!!!!!!!!!. hahahahha its so exciting i just hope that like in the course of 1 week, when i'm not in singapore, which translats to me not going for dance, HF doesnt kick me out of the item.:( boo me. cuz like on monday theres ZHOUYI, which is quite fun. like nowadays, all the dance classes are all really important. like last time, im not dissing XJ, but like last year, when like a went overseas, i would just be like"lao shi, xia ge xing qi wo bu eng lai ying wei wo yao chu guo lu xing." then he would just grumble a bit and be okay. and i could be quite sure my spot in the item wouldnt be in danger of getting taken away.but now its like my spot in any item, is dangling precousciously on the LINE! i think mainly, this year has been quite a bad year for me. like i dunno, i just feel that like this year, i'm not as ficused on dancing as i was last year. like i wasnt as enthu. and its not like i dont wanna be enthu, its just that i dotn feel it. and i need to feel it to BE it.dang. maybe its because this year is streaming year, so like i've kinda neglected my dance. and focused more on my studies. never mind, i shall regain my position next year! i've never exactly been the best at juggling two or more very impt. things. so yeah, this is kinda hard for me. cuz last year, like dance was more impt. cuz well, studies werent that tough. but this year, its the other way round. sp yeah, i next year i have no idea, but whatever.

anywa, im soexcited!!!!!!!!!!! must sleep early tonight:D cuz i need to wake up at 5 tomoro so i can be at the airport early! i love the airport!! LOVELOVELOVELOVELOVELOVE IT:* hhahahahaha

okay once i come back from HK , i will be refreshed! this means that since like theres no or hardly any studying to be done, i can focus 200% on dance.

but i cant really get HF's serenade part 2. like the last part. damn it, i coudltn concentrate that day cuz i had tummy ache!:( boooooooooo okay i reeally want it. mrs chan's always talking bout how we must want it to be in the item right? WELL I WANT IT NOW. im not dissing her, i think like shes right. one needs to be pushed to the limit. OKIWANTWANTWANTWANTWANTIT SO DAMN BADLY IF I WANTED IT ANY MORE I WOULD EXPLODE. okay i feel so psyched now:) thats nice

oooh i worked really hard a tballet class this week! and i ran 4km yesterday!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! haha becky youre my best workout partner. maybe its the pressure cuz shes so fit and all and im made of fat like everywhere, so yeah:) THANKSBECKYILY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! haha isweated during fri. class and i almost never sweat onf ridays!!!! hahahhahahahahaha okay for the sake of burning fat, i will work damn like 400% hard every dance lesson, i wont foll around so much. GOTTOGROWUP. okay okay okay i feel so psychedddddd

dang i really feel like dancing en pointe now!

i hate this part

2009-11-05T04:13:00.000-08:00

oh gosh my feet hurt quite bad:(

today was niceee:) hahaha woke up at 9 plus, then i did my math tuition homework for 1 hour, then me and mom took the 11.30 518 bus to far east. i intro-ed mom to eat mogu mogu kitchen! hahahah then we went to this fashion where mom bought a nice shawl. i mean i hate to say this, but if you look hard enough at the right time, you can actually find some cute clothes at this fashion! hahahahahahahahahaha oh gosh i cant believe im saying this!

then we walked to ion for a while; went to the new shop RUBI, where they had cute pouchs/sling bags that were ony $10!!!! hahah but mom was like "go buy it in HK!!" so OKAYYYYY.then we went to TAKA!!!!! i saw loads of korean food!hahah mom wasa looking everywhere for YAMIYOGHURT!

then we walked to john little, where i saw this really cute pair of boots, like low ankle boots! hahah it was $33 but it was so nice! i also saw this pair of like strappy sandals they had it in black and red! both types of shoes were stilettos, that were like 4 inches:) and it was so nice!!!

then we walked to OG, where i saw this pair of moccasins for like $19.90:) hahah it was brown and really cute!!!!!!! dang but i wanna go HK and see. must save money so i can go HK and buy more stuff!!!!! lol hahaha

LIST OF STUFF TO BUY WHEN I GO HK
1. hoodie
2.moccasins
3.cute stationery
4. hair stuff??

hahaha then we spent the rest of the time at plaza singapura. i followed mom around spotlight:) saw this really cute cup cake tea towel! hahah then we went to daiso, where i bought the cute socks again, another cute pouch and beads for me to DIY my own bracelet:) yay me!!1 then we went past the music shop sembawang, there was like a music sale. so since its like universally well known that sembawang is the place for k-pop, j-pop and chinese pop, so i went to look for my k-pop CDs:) sadly i only found a lot of j-pop CDs:) hahahahha like ayumi hamasaki. so yeah. but i bought the whole swan lake soundtrack for only $2.50. and like mom bought VCDs for 72 cents! WTH RIGHT?!@$%^&*.

then we went to secret recipe to eat. i ate meatball spaghetti and mom ate chicken kebabs:D hahahha then we went home. left plaza sing just in time to see 518b pulling into the bus stop:) haha so we ran like damn fast!!!!! fell asleep in the bus:) reached home adn am watching the 72 cent vcd now:) its dman funny

2009-11-04T04:14:00.000-08:00

sigh today was an achey-day:)

woke up at 7.30! a great acheivement of the day! i've never woken up so early before. at least not on a holiday day.:D hahah then i surfed the net for a bit. then at 11 i went to change to get ready to GO OUT with my mom. hha it was smth i made a promise with my mom months ago, which was why i couldnt go out with clg.AND also partly cuz i am BROKE.trying very hard to save $$$:)

took 518 to novena with my mom, ate novena fish head beehoon and pokka fuji apple sparkling juice:Dthen when it was like 1(?), i went for my first tuition class at novena. the teacher was nice! yeah and we did graphs which lo and behold! is my worst topic hahaha so like yeah. and it was really nice! i really like my first tuition class!!!!!!!hahahhaha

then after that mo and i mrted to st.andrews cathdreal there to cut hair:) uncle william was like our butler, waiting for us at the escalator:D hahahahah i fell asleep while mom cut her hair:) hahahaha

then we went to raffles city to eat dinner. we ate hokkaido ramen!! t was so nice. i ate vege shin ramen and mom ate vege miso ramen:) haha then i had bubble tea, and we went to buy plasters and look around for yami yoghurt since mom had the urge to eat it:Dlol hahah tehn we went homeee! fell asleep in the bus on the way home. mom says i almost fell off the seat:) lol guess i was tired. utilised loadsa brain cells today and burned leg fat cells:D

hahaha watching full house now. rain looks like junho when he :)s:D hahahahhahah and like song hye gyo is super pretty@!$%@#&*

hahah

2009-11-02T05:08:00.000-08:00

today was ,well, average. quite normal-ish?

i woke up at 9 to 10-ish???? hahah the start of the day was bad.. i was supposed to go to the gym but woke up too late and felt to lazy. okay tomoro MUSTGO! MUSTGOEVERYDAY.:) hahahahahha then met hansol at TM, where i was 7 minutes late.SORRYHANSOL!!!!!!!!!! then we ate at yoshi!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i ate beef with veg and she ate terriyaki chcken:) hahahha so yummy then we dawdled around, she bought HOT! mag, and i bought my beloved e-pop;which had lots of kpop gossip!!!! loved it:) suju was on the cover!

then we met becks at simei mrt and from there we went to school. where we were supah early!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! then like dance started and HF was okay, except he was in a kind a bad mood and cuz like the steps were super fast. or amybe i just wasnt paying close enough attention.:( okay will try harder tomoro. PROMISE! so i got 1/2 scolded? sigh my sec 2 life is such a tradegy. wtv

then it was zhou yi. which passed by super fast. and it was fun! hahahahhaha

tomoro i am gonna go bowling with the dancers at RTC. i shall not bowl cuz :1.i am broke. 2: dont feel like it? its okay shall sit there and pig out! lol

watching korean drama:)

where the movie never ends

2009-10-31T18:40:00.000-07:00

friday was officially the last day of my sec 2 life. and it was really sad for me, even though i didnt cry. people who know me know that i dont cry easily.

we started the morning with a class party. but it soon kinda morphed into a level party, so like 2se was THE PLACE to be that morning. yeah we invited GR, PE, PR, kinda every class except CO, cuz we felt they were quite mean to us. but then we figured WTH, its the last day of school lah, no grudges, so we invited them along too! there was noodles by joyce and nicole, drinks by who knows who, and lots of snacks! hahah it was loads of fun! we had the final 2se winning performance on youtube and it was put on replay for god knows how many times. until like some toot like me went to go change it to korean mvs so we were dancing to gee, sorry sorry and genie! lol:) hahahahahahhahahha then it was recess, bjut i completely lost track of time!!!!!

after recess, we had to watch some science movie about cloning which was actually quite interesting, just that i was too sleepy so i kept dosing off:D hahah mst not do that next year, its CRUCIAL YEARRR.hahah then it was back to class, where the party kinda mellowed to just ppl lazing around lol:)

then we had a 1SE reunion, where we foind out ms sharon was migrating to australia. then like we went back to 1se and sat at our 1se places and took pictures! gosh so sad lah. then mrs bowness and ms sharon came down and we had a class reunion:) hahah 1se truly is the best class there ever was.

class musical

2009-10-29T06:58:00.000-07:00

today was a nice day!

we went to the dance studio in the morning, then found out ms serena wasnt in school yet, so no studio. then we found out PE got the cleaning auntie to open it for them. so i was a little bit pissed but i got over it and everything was okay, cuz PE took the small one and GY and SE shared the big one like we always do:) it was so fun. GY ppl danced for SE and SE danced with GY for their item too! it was awesomee like the energy level was beyond 100! i loved that if only we could combine class items:D that would be cool. then we realised, a little too late, that our energy was kinda gone. so we decided to rest and then take a nap:) then we had chem lesson. the whole 2se was kinda falling asleep. hahahha didnt absorb! then we had macs for lunch where some dishonest ppl took what they didnt order or even if they didnt order they took anyway, then some ppl had no food. meanies:( then the msuical was gonna start!!!! and like hahahahha when it started i was so high!!!! i was cheering like mad, so my voice was all hannah montana-ish! when GY went on omg 2se erupted in cheers!!!!! hahahah and we sang for them. then when it was our turn, we totally had it going on!the whole audi was cherring like amd cuz we were really enthu! i was smilling for all it was worth:) hahah and guess what? WE WON!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! HAHAHA IWAS LIKE GOING CRAZY . I CANT EXPRESS MY HAPPINESS ON PAPER!!!!! OR BLOGGING FOR THAT MATTER OMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOGMOGMOGMOGMOGMOGMOGMOGM hahahhaha

we're gonna have class party tomoro! excuse me while i go write letters

i can see your halo

2009-10-26T23:24:00.000-07:00

damn this is my second attempt at typing a post.:)

today was super tiring but fun! 2SE was in the khoo audi. and like i danced so much my barefooted foot's skin split:D but it was cool. then like SOME people didnt do it properly but whatever. and then like during break, dear sweet nicole ng:) bought the whole class cadbury's freddy chocolates! so nice of her:D THANKS NICOLE! then we went in to practice. gale saw our costumes, so to speak:) im wearing hansols yellow shirt and vongs yellow shorts:) lol i look like an egg. but whatefver.... tehn recess came,w e were still practicing!:) then after recess, all the sec 1s and sec 2s had to be in the audi for a rehearsal. like it was a psneak peek for us,. many dances were very rough round the edges great potential tho. just like us, not great but got potential. 1pR and good, 2CO, and 2GR was good too. i LOVED 2GRs dance! it was so cool! hahahhah like the solos were great! especially the girl whos ang the chorus, her voice was damn strong!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!lol. and like mel 's rapping was damn cool!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i didnt know she rapped!

hahahhahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahah then like we went to the dance studio to laze around and practice one more time. i was like high by then, so i wore my halo hairband and i used 2 halos to make geek specs. and i tucked my skirt in SUPERRRRRRRR HIGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

hahah now im watching wild bunny, dirrty, and prix de alusanne all simultaneously:)

ita a sad sad day

2009-10-25T23:24:00.000-07:00

well, today was a depressing day:(

we started off by practicing the musical songs. and it was like productive in the sense that gale,izzah,alex and karuna managed to choereo quite a lot of steps:) so that was cool. but like jeanette and maria really spoiled everything for 2SE. they were completely unenthusiatic about the dance which the choreo people took so long to think off. really pissive. and like when we gave them a talk about how they need to be more enthu or they will screw up the whole classes morale, cuz the class will have the attitude that "if they dont need to do, why must i?" then gale was like " do you know the steps? if u dont we can teach you." then jeanette ws like "we know how to do!!!!!!!!!!!" and she gave the cute, sweet faceshe THINKS shes protraying but all she looks like is ACT-CUTE. and maria? she gave the DO-I-LOOK-LIKE-I-GIVE-A-DAMN look. which of course, pissed me off to no end. i really did wanna go up to her, and rip off all her "cute" bouncy hair, and destroy that micro-mini school skirt of hers. but of course, doing that would waste my energy. shes SO not worth it. puh-leaze, i got more class than her TTM. so of course, i just gave my murderous glare which she, being utterly blind, did not see. so whatever.

then after recess was chinese. so like we agreed to ask our teachers to let us use the period to practice. so lao shi said yes. then we went. just for your info, jeanette and maria are in our class. so when alo shi said yes, we rushed outta class, to practice. when we reached guess what? SURPRISE SURPRISE. J and M didnt "tag" along. so practice went by so much smoother without them srsly. i'd much rather they didnt participate in the class thing, but if i did that then we wouldnt be a class anymore. so i just kept quiet. but i had a slight fever, so i sat down.

after we were released, we went back to class and saw J and M. i wont type out their names cuz it just wastes my energy, typing out their full names. then they were like 'oh we thought you were in the bus bay!"" we couldnt find you!" yeah right, dont give me that kinda crap. i mean you guys obviously didnt try hard enough. i know both of you guys suck at physical education and have absolutely hopeless fitness levels, but trying wouldnt kill you right? or maybe it wuld. in that case. i hope you try. i mean i was lost but i ACTUALLY TRIED. and uess what? I SUCCEEDED. I FOUND THEM. SO WHY DONT YOU TRY? LEGS NO STRENGTH? GUESSED AS MUCH. CANT BLAME YOU IN THAT CASE. sorry. oh wait, i didnt mean that. oops.

i really have this urge to just tell them to like back themselves out of the dance. im kinda hoping that on that day, they wont show. but there and again,i dont need to hope. they will:) these are the type of people that like just spoil the world. if they could just vanish off the face of this earth, i would be ELATED. i mean , im not saying anything, but what if u die tomoro? then you would have lived today with total regret! whats teh harm in being enthu? scared of being embarrassed? SO WHAT IF YOURE EMBARRASSED. embarrasement makes life that much cooler. sigh, i guess i cant blame you if you have NO TEAMWORK. and are absolutely TERRIBLE.

and i heard that maria wasnt exactly the most co-operative person in the newspaper project. kong told me. lol figures. if shes got this type of attitude towards this kinda fun thing, then i cant expect her to put in effort for more serious, academic matters. some people are such wet blankets.

forget it, im wasting my energy typing bout them

2009-10-24T17:16:00.000-07:00

omg im so achey todayyy!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

yesterday was CRAZAYYYYYYYYYYYY. went for brunch in the morning, ate bak ku teh.i think thats how u spell it:D it was super nice! then went for sc dance, did hf from 10 to 12. omg he added some more steps and they were super fast! like way beyond my pointe work level. and he made us do these releves en pointe which made my arch, my calves and thighs hurt like crazy. like HOT. hahaha but the dancce was really niceeeee i cant wait to actually do it! so that was nice. but we danced in the small dance studio, which means the air conditioning was wonky. not good .

then my daddy drove me and becky to SSCC, and they were awesome to buy us bubble tea from each-a-cup! then we had our regular dance class. where i didnt really sweat a lot. after that class, i went with becky to the petrol station for lunch, where i bought a turkey sandwich, fuji apple sprakling juice and pokky! and tong garden party snack:) it was yummy!!!!!!!!!!

then becky helped the baby classes while i lazed around, napped a lil' bit:) cuz my toe was really hurting from hf.then it was A1 class at 5.30. omg that was fun but tiring. the grand allegro was so fun! and like we only did doubles and triples. NO SINGLES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2009-10-20T05:19:00.000-07:00

all my results came back today. i dont know what to say. im happy for some, unhappy for some of course. well lemme just tell u this: I LOVE MERCHANT OF VENICE!!!!!!!!!!! for like that section i got 24.5 outta 25! I WAS ELATED!!!!!!!!!!!! ahahaahah but like the other subjects i dun wanna say in case y'know some DANCER starts to COMPARE her results wiht OTHERS form SMARTER CLASSES. hahahahahahahahahahha im such a freak.

oh im watching full house now. OMG HER FRIENDS ARE SUCH FREAKS AND RAIN IS SO MEAN.hes like so arrogant and thinks hes so hawt when actually hes NOT.like all the korean girls fall head-over-hells for him but HELLO OTHER THAN A BUFF BOD HE HAS NTHN ELSE!!!!!! hahaha jonghyun is yoounger,hotter and has a super nice voice.hahahhahhaahhhhhhhhh

just a random thought: JESSICA MICHABATA IS DAMN COOL AND DAMN PRETTY.

2009-10-19T04:31:00.000-07:00

today was quite fun!!!!!

the alarm clock rang at 6.5o plus? then i fell asleep. when i woke up again, it was like 8.15. and i was supposed to leave the house @ 8.30 to meet hansol! so i put on my spanking new hot pink adidas exercise top, black with hot pink stripes fbts and my fave pair of adidas sports shoes and rushed outta the house!! missed the first 15 cuz it was TOO DARN CROWDED. got on the 2nd one, was subjected to stares at my wierd outfit for going out.met hansol at SUPERDOG @white sands. ate a ham and cheese multigrain sandwich set with mango tea!!!!!!!!it was nicee. then we went to ntuc or sorts to go buy 2 pkts of mamee, one chipster and one lays BBQ flavour. then we went to hansols house and went to the gym!!!!! hahahah i did cycling, burned 70 plus calories, then jogged on the treadmill for like 25/28 mins;) so proud of myself.burnt bout 300 calories there??? then bussed to vongs house and like pigged out:)

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2009-10-18T04:37:00.000-07:00

THIS WEEKEND WAS DAMN AWESOME. lets do it step by step

SATURDAY

was supposed to meet at 3, but lunch with grandma ended early, so i reached hnsl's house at like 1.45? hahahah then we were on FB, looking at her church friends profiles:) then renee called, and we went out to meet her. then it was freaking hot, so we rushed back to her house, grabbed our outing stuff and went to meet becky at simei mrt. then we only took 1/2 hour to get to harbourfront mrt! we went to go get tickets. we originally wanted to watch 500 days of summer and sneaks of my sisters keeper. but sisters keeper started at 4, and we couldnt get tickets in time.

so we just bought tickets for 500 days of summer. then we went to walk around and like have a slow dinner. we went to DAISO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! we each boought a pair of cute socks that i am wearing now:) its yellow, with green polka dots and a frog at the toe area:D/. and then we each got a plain ouch, then we bought iron ons to deco it:)

we ate at CHICKEN RICE SHOP. the food was great! hahah then we went to candy empire, where hansol was doing some crazy lasso/cowgirl dance:0 lol then we watched the movie. before going in, we bought this special popcorn set, where it ws like ahlloween themed. then actually for the drink theres a separate hole for the straw , but theres a bobbly hat on top. then hansol thought that was the straw and she was like OMGOMGOMG THIS IS A STRAWWWWWWWWWWWWW. then she tried drinking from it and it couldnt work. and this was right in front of the cinema guy!

ookay, the show was relatively plotless, but i heart the soundtrack!and joesph gordan-levitt is damn cuteeeeeeeeee. and zooey looks like katy perry! i didnt like her in the show cuz she was so mean! hansol cried btw:D

then after we ended it was like 9 plus, then we cabbed to hansols house. and like once we reached her house, we bathed, played monopoly(we didnt even get past the first round), and watched drake ans josh. OMGOMGOMG JOSH IS DAMNNN FUNNY. then it was like 1 plus, so we went to sleep. then in the middle of the night, RENEE STOLE MY BLANKET cuz we had to share. so i was freezing my ass of. then i woke her up to ask her to gimme some blanket, and she was like WHAT?!@#$%&* so loud! i thought the rest were gonna wake up:)

SUNDAY

we all woke up at like 7 plus? then washed up and everythin and got ready to leave. had cheese balls and sausages for brekkie and koko crunch! then we cabbed to max pavilion adn chopped seats for church. then we met hansols friends.

i guess the most friendly were jerald and geraldine and jianxin i think? hahah the rest were really nice too, but my first impressions were really impt and these 3 happened to stick the most so yeah:) hahahhahahahahahahha the service was fun! then hnsl had her cell grp thingie, so the res tof us, just walked around and ate junk food for lunch!!!!!!! then we bussed and mrt-ed to far east and bought heels! mine are black and strappy and its as high as my 2nd finger!!!!!!!!!!!!! it was really fun. then my parents came to picck me up and we went to compass point for dinner at THESOUPRRESTAURANT. ahah then here i am!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i cant wait for tomoro

2009-10-15T04:18:00.000-07:00

today is a good day cuz' well, theres no studying and i went to the library to go borrow some books and all in all had a really relaxed day:D it just reminds me that i have like one more week of break before y'know i start work again.BUT DONT MISUNDERSTAND. im just gonna do a lil' bit of math and chinese LIAN XI. hahahaha cuz if not i will be really bored.

but theres bad news , as always. we are getting back our results tomoro not all of course, like math ,geog and maybe smth else. i dunno i have a feeling i did SUPER SUPER SUPER badly. and my intuitions are usually right. lets just hope im wrong this time round. i mean like sec 2 streaming preetty much determines my life. i mean whether i do well or not determines my job spectrum for the rest of my life!!!!1 its just so important i just cant take it lightly; i mean i always knew it was super important but like i only get scared now. good news right? i know.

thinking back on like this year, i regret not realising it sooner. i mean like maybe if i realised the seriousness of this matter, i would have started studying earlier in the year. then maybe i could get better grades than whatver im getting tomoro. i mean why do other people get so serious about schoolwork so easily, but I ALWAYSHAVETOINSISTONPLAYINGANDSLACKINGUNTILTHELASTMINUTE. Oh my goodness i regret it so much. and like i want to know my marks, but yet i dont want to know.call me fickle minded :)

maybe its no use freaking over it now. better to talk about the happy stuff! lets start with the sat/sun thing!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! sosad we cant stay over a tbeckys house anymore, we're going to hansols house instead! hahahahahaha we goonna go e!hub to go watch a movieee then go to her house and have a sleepover! then on sunday, we go to her church to meet her friends! hahah then we go to far east for heels shopping! hahahahah so exciting

then on monday, is jamie and nanny's farewell party! theyre going to NJC on IP programme next year, smart asses.im gonna miss them, especially nanny. cuz like i think she was like my 2nd new friend at sc! my first being the AWESOMELYAWESOME JAYNELAM!!!!!!!!!!!!!! hhahaahhah i know we had so much fun together! NANNYIMGONNAMISSYOUUUU. damn it. and jamie was like super crazyyy. oh and then before that, we're gonna go workout at hansols house!

2009-10-14T06:11:00.000-07:00

i think its highly impossible for me to love my life anymore. okay maybe can. just one teeny weeny thing will make it all perfect and you know what it is.damn it

omg today was actually not that bad. we spent the whole day in the LT. 1st was SS lecture. then we had HW which was to read the papers.sigh. the only part i read is life!then aftetr that we had a break.then it was chem lecture, where mr lau gave a ;ecture on atomic structure:D hahah it was quite fun. then we had recess for 1/2 hour, then math lecture. oh there was business @ school before that , like the talk, i promptly fell asleep. its a wonder nobody woke me up and scolded meee. then cuz becky had the young docents thing, so like she didnt come home with us. my throat was hurting the whole time. boo. so i was at home watching goong. its quite boring but maye cuz i haven watched till the middle part yet.

then i went to the doctor to get medicine for my throat.:)

2009-10-13T06:06:00.000-07:00

oh gosh if i go on the computer every night like this, gimme two months and I WILL GO 100% BLIND.

so exciting! i'm going to foo foos house tomoro to play with her cute lil doggie!

omg today was DA BOMBlike literally and in a fun way:D

ok first, we met using the msrt pickup system.the we dropped off at bedok mrt and took a cab to JU SHIN JUNG. then we ogled(ok not we, but ME) at 2pms photo at the entrance. then we ordered the $29+++ luch thing, where there was a free flow of chicken and pork. then we ordered a side order of beef. and then cuz there was a free side dish that came with it too and unlimited side dishes. then there was the supah yummy oil with salt which me and hansol ate so much i think we had an overtake of salt.:( then i definitely think we overate. cuz at the edn we were like OMGOMGOMGOMGWEAREGONNADIEOFLIKEOVEREATING. hansol had atomach ache and i think maybe heartburn??? hahahhahahahahhahahahahha and guess how much the bill was? $147.50 WTH AMONG THREE PPPL LEH THATS LIKE $50 PER PERSON. we were so damn shocked! hahahahhahahahhahahahahahha

then we cabbed to bugis, collected my leotard and bought my CHINAAAAAAAAAAAA MAGAZINE WITH KOREAN, TAIWAN AND SOME JAP GOSSIP:) its all in chinese, but it improves my chinese! hahahahahha yeah right i know right. call me china but whatever I LIKE IT LIKE THAT! lol hansol!the we bussed to school and was super early. camwhored quite a bit with hansols SPANKING NEW BLACKBERRY STORM! THE CAMERA IS DAMN CLEAR! then dance started. i didnt get scolded during HF today! YAY! and like i really like the dance now. yayayayayayay like my toes didnt die!

2009-10-12T05:57:00.000-07:00

its overrrr!!!!! hahahaaa after so super duper long my exams are finally over! i have such good planning skills when it comes to outings dunno why like it doesnt apply to my studies. sigh , i am a terrible student, oughta be shot!

hers are the plans for the first week;)

tuesday- go for korean BBQ at ju shin jung, then go for ballet

saturday- meet at 3pm at simei(beckyshouse) , then go rent DVDS and buy the food for our sleepoverrrrrrrr!!!!! then on sunday, go to hansols church and socialise then go heels shopping at far east for heels!! i want pretty black ones, like wedges:) BECKY MUST BUY ONE TOO!

hahah im like multi tasking now. watching HK drama, blogging, downloading my ipod music:) ALL @ THE SAME TIME. hahahaha must make the most use of my time gosh i think i'm getting cross eyed.gosh CANNOTSTOPCANNOTSTOPCANNOTSTOPMUSTKEEPGOINGMUSTKEEPGOING.

OH GOSH I THINK IM GOING CRAZY

lets make a list:)

LIST OF FAVE KOREAN PEOPLE:)

its in no order

1. yoona

2. yuri

3. seohyun

4. tiffany

5.jessica

6. jonghyun(shinee)

7.taemin(shinee)

2009-10-08T01:56:00.000-07:00

hahhaa times passing by quite fast. theres only 4 papers left! 3 if you dont count chinese listening compre:) but the 3 papers left are really scary. oh now that i think bout it 2 subjects left, cuz science got 2 papers:)))))))))). theres lit tomoro and on monday is science! after which its like SO OVER! SEC 2 LIFE IS OVER THE HIGHTLIGHT SO TO SPEAK IS OVER. hahahahahahahhahahaha but i'm gonna be really good and focus on like the other papers. from what i observed last year, my first few papers produced very good results but i know my attention span and harworking-ness if there ever is sucha word, waned during the last few papers. which would probably explain how my history results were the best last year. sigh this means history will suck his year cuz it just ended today and omg i think there wasnt enought ime. i think this year, the sec 2s , we have a lot to learn bout like speed and accuracy type ettiquette. like i think this year, a lot of people couldnt finish, history, geog and math. i finished todays history paper right on time but i'm not even sure the teachers can read my handwriting:) as usual:) and then during our break today, mr teo was walking behind us and he was like "you guys did badly for geog", so we interrogated him and he said that SEQ 1, 3, 4 was very badly done by the level. but i dunno if he was joking cuz y'know hes kinda jokey. but i hope its not... cuz the humans subjects are my only hope for pulling me up. my math and sciences are terrible, my chinese is bleh and lang arts? IDONTEVENWANNAGOTHERE. sigh this year is streaming but i'm acting like i'm on holiday. fine i'll go study later. not that i'm not now. I AM DOING LANG ARTS:D

lets do a little bit of revision here:D

POWER QUOTES
1." no more sunday morning m,eetsings", instead AF would be governed by "a committee of pigs"
2.the dogs "growled so threateningly that they accepted his explanation without further question." shows that he used fear to control the animals.
3. " the air was heavy with the smell of blood" this shows that Napoleon was a dictator, killing the animals who did not support him. this shows that he had a very tight reign on the animals and did not allow them to have freedom of speech.

MANIPULATION QUOTES
1." if you have your lower animals to deal with... we have our lower classes!" this shows the ugly equation between labourers and animal and it directly emphasises AF as a social commentary, and this quote cements the conceptual link betweendowntrodden animals and the working class.
2." animals looked froom pig to man, man to pig and pig to man again, but already it was impossible to tell which was which." implication that there has been a final change to animalism; a total change from communism to autocracy or having dictatorship.
3.changed the 7 commandments to one single one "all animals are equal but some are more equal than others." this shows that once N came to power, he broke his "promises".

yeah i have a lot more but i think i gtg for dinnah!

after exam day 1

2009-10-05T00:24:00.000-07:00

if i had to descirbe to day in one word it would be this:OKAY. like i dont wanna jinx it and be like "OHEMMGEE IT WAS SO AWESOME SO SIMPLE!" cuz it wasnt but i cant say it diff. cuz it was only a lil' bit.

hahahahah i was quite excited for geog, cuz i was very eager to throw out all the geog info i had retained this past year. my handwritiing was crap cuz my palms were sweaty, and my hand was shaking and i had a blister on my finger cuz of all the writing.and mr lau was my exam teacher for geog... and he was doing the loud-voice-and-act-angry look, so we were all like MR LAU WHATEVAAAAA. but seriously, i was really glad when the paper ended. i cant bear to throw away my geog TB tho' its got too much sentimental value cuz like next year i may not take geog, i may take history. :( aiyah wtv lah, i'm just gonna buy the geog TB next year for fun.

tonights my grandma's birthday dinner. it supposed to start at 7.30, but knowing my extremely tardy family members, dinners gonna start at 8 plus, then we eat till 9 plus, leave the place at 10. then i'm gonna reach home by 11 and fail tomoros paper cuz i'm so sleepy. sound good? my family should really stop being so tardy, i mean so what if youo had a nap? or so what if your preious son in england/london called and you just HAD to talk to him? i mean, HANDPHONE???? gosh , but whatevs they only reason i can stand THEM is cuz of my super lovely cute awesome grandma:) if , not believe me, i would have argued with the, and like show total disrespect to them.

which leads me to think: is it always right to show respect to your elders, even though youre right? i mean havent you ever been through a time when like that elder was being downright asshol-ey and you wanted to just answer back or be rude but couldnt? i hate that feeling; of not being able to like stand up:( boo.

hahaha me, foo foo and hansol were alrdy making post-exam plans. heres a list:)

things we need to do:
1. go hansols church
2. paloma herrara
3. heels shopping
4. SHOPPINGGGG

2009-10-03T23:32:00.000-07:00

something is definitely wrong with me. EOYS officially start tomoro but somehow i dont feel worried yet. as i've told so many people, i can choose to take this both ways. way #1. i am sUper well prepared so i dont worry. way #2. i am just too much of a slacker or i just dont care.so far i can only find 2 ways to look at it. but i definitely dont think its numbah 1 but its not that i dont care i dont know why i DONT FEEL IT WTH.oh gosh this is supposed one for the two most stressful years of my sec. school career!shit it. i'm gonna do damn badly this term

hahaha gales not scared either. nvm lah shes damn smart confirm do damn well

2009-09-29T02:26:00.000-07:00

hahahahah i got a preety new blog skin! its so balloon-ey.hahah today was SOOOOO productive. so i've decided to reward myself by going online! hahha since hansol the kick-ass smartie pants can watch BOF and study, i should cut myself a leetle bit of slack too.

hahahhaa YAY i'm watching fann and chris's concert tonight at 8pm! to be honest, i think for a wedding, its over-rated what with all the commercials and publicity. i mean for singapores golden couple, theyre like shooting every minute of their wedding! hahah but nosy-parkers like me dont really mind cuz hey i get to watch their wedding LIVE AT SHANGRI-LA just like i would for a concert!her $300,000 gown was stunning but it made her look flat:) lol shes damn pretty anyways except at some angles. i used to think she was super ugly, but i read 8 days today and her photoshott is like OHEMMMMGEEEEE.

oh gosh, i dont really like her. i see it. for some wierd reason she always stands in front of me in class, then during pirouettes, whatever way i end, she will do the same. like if i end with my head more proud-looking than the others she will automatically do the same.i've done it before as experiment and ITS SO TRUEEE. hahaha i dont like her but i dont wanna offend her cuz well i feel bad. i know what its like to be new cuz i've been new at SSCC before. the girls there will judge you like nobody's business. but youve got to come across as friendly and crazy to fit in. prim and proper isnt gonna cut it. maybe cuz of the age difference. poorthing. but i really dont like her.

oh gosh its like what 5 days to EOYS. feeling the pressure but gosh am i gonna be so glad when its all over.

mom wants to send me for math tuition next year. its somethingie at goldhill plaza. she wants me to go next year on sindays but i want it on weekdays.:( and I WANT HANSOL TO GO WITH ME

2009-09-28T02:42:00.001-07:00

life is crap.srsly. i dunno whats wrong with me today. like just now in the bus on the way home with mom i was very chripy and happy. then once we came home and i started doing my lian xi, i got a bit flustered cuz it was quite hot and i was sticky and the pen didnt help me write nicely. and the worst part was that i had a very nice productive timetable started out for me. i planned to do ...
1. lian xi(1 hr)
2. physics(1.5hrs)
3. geog (1hr)
4. hist(1 hr)
5.chem(1 hr)

it was quite productive. but after doing the lian xi or rather halfway, i fell asleep cuz i was really damn tired.so when i woke up, i started on physics. but i just didnt know what to do to revise for physics cuz i did the WS's mrs yeo gave us god knows how many times alrdy. but at the same time, i felt super helpless cuz i know my physics is really bad.then i decided to go bathe. and now i'm out and attempting to do history. but like i said, i've done it SOMMANY TIMES i dont wanna do it again but i know i have to to retain the info. gosh,. i shall make tomoro super productive. heres what i'm doing tomoro:

29 SEPT 2009
1. math(2hr)
2. physics(1.5 hr)( that was the orginal, looks like i have to do 2 hours)
2. chem(1hr)
4.(geog(1hr)
5.hist(1hr)
6. bio(1hr)

that equals to about 8 hours plus of study, which is not that great considering the potential a day slash 24 hours has. but i wake up at 8 by 10 i need to leave the hoouse to go TM for my facial. havent gone for such a long time my blackheads are like OMG . then come home at 3 plus, study till like 6, have dinner then study from 7-10. and then on wednesday and thursday i have to study more to make up for sunday and either friday or thursday, cuz sunday is xiao yi's STEAMBOAT AT HER HOUSEEEEEEE and i have to go early to make the appetiser. then either on friday or thursday i have to go for my grandmas birthday dinner at great world city chinese restaurant.its quite stupid cuz the foods not very nice, but my auntie wants to go there just cuz she knows the people there and that they always says shes damn pretty and she looks so young but actually all they want her to do is order more food. so shes kinda like a cash cow for them.lol

oh gosh this PMS-y feeling is lie a stone at the bottom of my heart. have you ever felt when you really want to study and do well, but your mind and body just wont do it? like i really wanna study hist, chem and physics today but everytime i sit down to do it, i just cant concentrate and i think theres no point doing it if you cant concentrate, so i'm gonna try again after dinner. i have 3 hours from 7-10 to study so that makes out to about 1 hours per subject. i think i should have the mood.

i really cant wait for exams to be over. but the funnny thing is,ms choo hasnt returned me the victim and villian essay and its like 2 mths overdue. i guess shes got the sec 4s to worry about.

okay from tomoro onwards i am gonna go to the library to study. its really good for studying.i really absorbed my geog stuff today. so i'm very pleased with myself.

sigh i really wanna slap myslef for not being able to concentrate this afternoon. nvm , i'll just take this as a hiatus before i study really focusedly tonight.

ok i'll do just that.

and for ms annomynous in my ballet class , if you happen to read this lemme tell you smth: STOP ACTING LIKE SUCH A TEACHERS PET CUZ I THINK YOURE A LEETLE TOO OLD AND "MATURED" TO BE ONE. i get that youre trying to learn but hey RELAX AND CHILLAX and stop curtseying everywhere you go in front of ms ho. thats SO uncool

2009-09-24T00:58:00.000-07:00

i feel terrible, blogging like a few days before exam:( but i need to get my emotions out and anyway, i CAN FOCUS!srsly, i've been in a studyn' mood recently. like i'm REALLY INTO IT. i think. tho' i always see people more hardworking than me, i get so freaked out.

sigh, otday was emo dayyy in skool. i was stoning halfways, but thanks to becky, i go thru it. THANK BUCKY!!!!!!!!!!!

2009-09-23T01:25:00.000-07:00

srsly, theyre my friends but how i can have such a love-hate relationship with them is beyond me. i mean sometimes they can be real nice and really fun but SOMETIMES they like keep so quiet, talk AROUND ME, and say stuff lah. especially _______. i mean shes so close to me and she can be a really awesome friend when i need help but sometimes shes just too insensitive. i think b____'s still the best. i'm not pointing out anybody, cuz i dont wanna spoil our relationship. sorry guys, lets just say you guys are DAMN CLOSE TO ME. go figure outwhat youve done.

anyways its 11 days to EOYS and boy am i scared.i feel so like slack-ish, like i havetn been studying enough. shit it. i am so freaking scared. oh my GODDDDDDDDDDD.

2009-09-22T20:46:00.000-07:00

oh god, its 11 days to EOYS and i think i could just about die now,anyway no one will miss me so wth. i cant even type properly now. i feel like y drive is faltering, so badly that i might as well just go into the exam room and sleep. i havent been studying enough. like i think i'm slacking DAMN A LOT.gosh i feel like a few subjects are SO OUTTA MY RANGE. like math( the polygons, mensuration.) urm, lang arts, i feel like my AF is so rustyyyyy. yeah AND GEOG. i prepared a few weeks ago, but i ran thru, trying to revise today and i couldnt think of the answersss. maybe i'm not concentrating but whatevs

I AM SUCH A BAD SCREWED STUDENT

2009-09-20T22:42:00.000-07:00

hahhahaha the HAWT topic on fb is beckays AWESOME GENEE DRESSSSSSSSSSSSSS.

OH GOD there must be smth wrong with me:) i am in a sstudying mood. now there, NO ONE has ever caught me in a studying mood before. for goodness sake, i am so slack i houldnt even be in sc! i'm like doinf AF notes and i have to brush up on my comprehension skills. i only realised how terrible i was at compre last week when ms choo gave us a practice passage and me and hansol were like?????hahahhaha we spent like 3/4 of the time annotating.

i must must must get a new leotard. right now, i have 4 black, 1 red unitard and 1 denim-ish blue. I WANT ANOTHER ONE. i was thinking dark green or another black. both must be simple, low back with the ribbon thingie in front. cuz if the back design too complicated THEN ITS TOO HAWTTTTTTTTTT

sigh,i think the pre-EOYS waiting feeling is terrible. its like waiting for a sailing regatta to start, or waiting to go onstage before pre-genee. gosh, just get it over and done with. last minute studying is SO IN

2009-09-18T01:46:00.000-07:00

OH GOD I DO NOT WANNA TALK ABOUT STUPID HOME OC. it made my appetite for the whole day go like.bleh. the fruit salad and french toast was delish but the eg custard. oh god it was so terrible. IT WAS LIKE EATING RAW EGGS WITH GULA MELAKA. gosh. urghhhh

BECKY PONNED SCHOOL TODAY,. OMG and now shes made me her messenger/book carrier. thanks a lot becky really:)

i cant believe it. this week has been so productive its unbelievable. like i finished geog revision, did history today, and i did MOV too!:) hahahaha. i'm finally getting into the serious mode. i dont know why every year i have to wait for exams to be so near before getting into this mode. cant i get it like 3 months before EOYS?

gosh i dont get it. everybodys stalking the new teacher from USA that came to our school. qn 1. why would ANYONE in their right mind come to singapore from US? and secondly, mr ang is getting very JEALOUS!!! HES BEING OSTRICISED!!!!!!!!!!!!!LOLOL. ______ was stalking him yesterday! YOU SO WEIRD!!!!!!!! hahahahah and yes okay, hes handsome but def. not hot! i mean no offense , i respect teachers and all that they do but A TACHER IS SUCH A GAY JOB. LIKE BEING A NUSE. imagine marrying a ets say NURSE, then at some family dinner, someone asks"oh whats your husband working as?" u say"NURSE". can u imagine their faces???? dang anywaysssssssssss.....

I HAVE BALLET TONIGHT!!!!!!!!!!! i really wanna burn my FAT. no wait, blubber should be more precise. dang it. oh well. i was just thinking , genee;s PAUL RUSSELL was hotly good, so why is patrick like....urm..... not as good? sigh, i think the girls are better than him; me and becky jump higher than him, beckys legs extensions are higher, i spin more than him, my 4 spins to his 1 isnt boy potential!sigh, nvm GO PATRICK! CHERMAINE JIE JIE WILL BE CHEERING YOU ON!!!!!!!!!!! HAHAHAHAHbut on a positive note, patrick foo is damn FLEXXXXXXX WHAT IS HIS PROBLEM!!!!!!!!!!!

I HAVE A DREAM(sound familiar?), I WANNA LOSE WEIGHT BEFORE THE HONG KONG TRIP! SO I CAN BUY TONS AND TONS OF MIGHT-BE-RUBBISH-BUT-DAMN-CUTE CLOTHES! and eat a lot!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2009-09-16T17:18:00.000-07:00

sigh, todays such a cold, relatively boring and slack day. :( boo. theres geog later and i sincerely hope that JOHN TEO MARKED MY LAND RECLAMATION ESSAY!> hahahhaha

ahhhhh this CS comp is SCREWED/ gosh. like the videos load super fast BUT GOT NO SOUND AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.hahahah i was watching super gilr by super junior-M. the china super junior.lol. the one where SNSD's jessica is in it. HAHAH shuper girl, shuper man.

HELLO DEE. I THIS IS RAE. HOW COME I NEVER KNEW YOU HAD A BLOG? AND HOW COME I DONT HAVE YOUR LINK. AND HOW COME YOU NEVER TAG MY BLOG? HOW COME? YOU SUCK DEE. YOU SUCK. YOU SHHHUCK.
HELLO I THINK RAE ROCKS. SHE'S SO COOOOL. COOLER THAN ME. I LOVE HER.

HAHAH i had NO IDEA will pan AKA pan shuai filmed an advert with HYORI LEE! THEY LOOK SO CUTE TOGETHER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! hahahahhaha SHES SO PREETTTYYYYYYY/ and i dont mean to sound pervertic but her body is damn hot:)

oh, next week during common recess, theres this grp of scools coming to like have a "fair" for us to join them hopefull. theres NAFA, hwa chong, SOME AUSSIE AND US school, and lots of othere! i wanna see NFA, hwa chong and temasek poly just for fun! hahhahahah

omg overyls like studying now i cant study in front of a computer. YES HELLO PPL WHY R U READING??!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!hahahhahha lol

I AM SO BORED, HUNGRY AND HIGHH, i sound like so obred underpriveledged kid.

ORAL IS OH-VAH!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2009-09-16T00:17:00.000-07:00

OHMYGOD IS ALL I CAN SAY RIGHT NOW. i 'm currently till in shock after the EOY orals.hahah the chinese was relatively easy cuz i mean DUH its chinese, the topic will obviously be easier! but ENGLISH. oh damn maybe my expectations of myself are too high but i think i did quite badly. the pre-oral feelings were really bad too! hahaha like during the math presentation, my tummy suddenly went all funny and crazy and i was like 'OMG STOMACH, STOP IT!" hahaha . originally, me and joyce wanted to like go grab a bit or smth, but chickened out at the last minute cuz like OMG WE WERE SO FRIKKIN NERVOUS HOW TO EAT!?*&^%$#@. hahah so we went to the hall early, and waited, and aerin lim was completely making me feel like OMG OMGOMG! hahaha then it started. adn the chinese oral! the teacher was... i dunno her name but shes damn short and damn cute and i like her a lot i hope she teaches me HMT next year.:D

anyway, the passage was about some guy whose mother always asked him to bring the fruits back for his family, then his wife and kids said they sucked and then he reprimanded them and it ended with some moral thingie. and hahahaha i had so much time to read and re-read the passage!!!!!! hahah then the teacher signlaed me to start and OK I WENT.

after i read, she was like" TANG NING , FANG QING SONG, NI ZUO DE HEN HAO:)" hahah then it was CONVERSATION! the first question was about like a lot of students now study at like fast food places and all what did i think about it. i said quite a lot and i think it went quite well except i forgot how to say groupwork in chinese:( hahahha

then it came to english.OHMYGOD my whole world just spiralled down after that0 lol. 1st question? describe a time when you had to prepare for a trip overseas alone. i was like OMGOMGOMG AHHHHHH
i was quite stuck:( boo

then the second question was: a lot of singaporeans complain about not having enough places to visit. what do you think about it?

i said that NO. because there were places like the zoo and the night safari and sentosa. and there was the IR and casino being built so it was okay. then i didnt know how to elaborate my mouth was like some big fat gaping hole damnit.

okay i shall go home, eat an oatmeal raisin cookie and a cup of bubble tea

2009-09-13T23:34:00.000-07:00

hahahah ITS MONDAY AGAIN! and although i made a (kinda) resolution to not go on the comp until after EOYS, but, its not on the home comp so it doesnt count right? HAHAHA. everyones so obsessed with watching 90210, so i decided i'd try watching it too !

oh goodness, actually during the holidays i felt so productive that i did all my revision for like EVERY SUBJECT. and now, the teachers are SO freaking me out with all the "ITS HAPPENING IN 20 DAYS!" thing. really, thanks a lot mr LAU! hahah theres dance later and on tuesday then after that, NO MORE DANCE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i'm happy cuz like i have more time to like concentrate on my studies, but sad cuz i CANT LOSE WEIGHT. yes hi lisa tan, i kow youre reading this:) or were, so to speak.

anyway, on saturday WAS GENEE COMP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!. had dance as usual, my toes almost died, then went home to go bathe. then renee came over to my house to dress up and stuff, then my parents dropped us off at raffles city. since the others werent there yet, we went to party city to shop for cute stuff. foo foo bought a twizzler lip gloss and twizzler sweets, i bought some gumball like thingie. IT WAS SO FUN! then we wanted to go to roxy, but saw some cute shop along the way, its oike MORE THAN WORDS, but cuter. like the stationary there were so super duper cute , so we went there, renee bought some cute colour pencil; then we met becky and megan AND BECKY WORE A DRESS AND HEELS and we went to billabong to go get a present for her church friend.she bought some green wallet. then we went to go get some dinner at THAI EXPRESS! THE STUFF THERE ARE DAMN YUMMY! hahah i ate beef noodle and some orange-pineapple milkshake thing! so niceeeeee. then we had to rush to UCC for the comp!YES HELLO LISA TAN.LOL the merchandise wasnt very nice. like the bag and shirt wasnt very nice, but i bought the greeting cards. 8 for $15 hahahhahaha.

then the show started and OHMYGODTHEYWERESODAMNBLOODYGOOD. claudia dean, amelia baxter and Paul Russell WERE SO DAMN GOOD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! hahahah claudia dean won! and paul russell won for the guys! hahah his last item WAS SO HOT! like he had this cute-ish tie like thing as part of his costume. HES ONLY 18 AND HE WON!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2009-09-09T04:25:00.000-07:00

hahahahha the comp just shut down on me so i'm rewriting my post:Doh gosh oh gosh i swear its this stinking weather thats making me so pms-y. gosh i couldnt do math until the afternoon dunno . but today was quite productive too! i finished test paper 7 of my math assesment, did my histpry revision, and urm watched KOREAN TV!!!!! hahahhahahhah .tomoro is language day! jiang lao shi says i have to do the chinese mock paper like sit there for 2 hours straight! then after that i have to revise MOV:) so its quite a slack day but i really have to pull up my socks.

oh my godddd 2 more days to genee I REALLY HOPE MIN YI GETS IN. lol i think the internet is so dead. i mean theres nothing to do on facebook! i expect once school reopens and especially after genee, we'll see loads of pics surface online:)

hahha must go watch king kong now:) lol

2009-09-08T17:44:00.000-07:00

oh osh this piece of news is really saddening! jaebeom left for US on sept 8 and by the reports on allkpop, it seems hes really permanantly leaving 2pm? WTHWTHWTHWTH!!!!!!! no this so cannot happen!i mean its so unfair for the general anti-fans of jaebeom to just like ruin his awesome career just like that!stupid anti-fans i mean wth, jaebeom is an exceptional singer and dancer i mean hes just like a talent! wth hahah and i just read that the netizen responsible for jaebeom leaving 2pm apparently DIDNT POST THE FULL TEXT THAT COWARD JUST PICK AND CHOSE WHAT TO PUT IN TO SABO JAE!!!!!!!!! wth, so why cant jaebeom come back now???

anyways, i'm halfway through my holidays! it been fairly productive so far, so o officially finished revising geog and chem and i finished both mock papers:) damn it. i just realised i forgot to bring home my compre to do.... boo. damn it . so i have like today and tomoro to actually actually study cuz on friday i have dance with the rest, then after dance i'm going to beckys house to go study before going for ballet again! AND ON SATURDAY IS GENEEEEEEE YAYAYAYYAYAYAYA. hahaha yay! all the dancers are gonna be wearing dresses!!!!!!!!!!!!! hahahahhaha i am like so praying for min yi, as in kwok min yi, to get into finals so that i can watch her since i'm not going to semifinals!

2009-09-07T06:13:00.000-07:00

oh my goodness i was just reading allkpop and i read that 2pm is suffering bad press cuz of jabeom's "mistake". and i am getting freaking pissed. just cuz like he made one immature comment 4 years ago, when he was like 18, now the korean journalists have to go dig it up? i mean wth is all i can say WTH.

ok so he said smth about hating korea, but you gotta understand it from his point of view. i mean hes a korean, who grew up in US,Seattle. so now he comes to korea, is not used to the food and culture and language and all and besides isnt an 18 year old gonna feel scared and lonely when hes alone WITHOUT HIS PARENTS? and besides, his mother didnt really want him to be a b-boy, so for him to have the independance to even go to korea alone to chase his drream is a really big feat already! and the lnaguage he uses is like so typical 18 year old american kid. mean its teenage angst, can u blame him. and it was 4 YEARS AGO. hes matured a lot since then and has grown to be like an awesome singer, and dancer with a smokin hot bod! hahah/ and srsly what nosy parker business is it of those terrible paparazzi? i mean its his PRIVATE LIFE and i know that youre trying to make a living too but you gotta draw the line between doing your job and being trashy and low! what the hell lah i love 2pm and now cuz of this thing, 2pm activities liek concerts and fan meetings are CANCELLED? i mean just cuz of what a few people thing they have to cancel it? i mean no offense but i love 2pm WAY MORE THAN I LOVE THE WONDERGIRLS.hahahahahhahahha i mean it sno fair that JYP brought the wondergirls to USA ealier then he did for 2pm. i really hope that 2pm doesnt go to US. hansol said that wondergirls arent doing very well over there , so 2pm wont really be well received.

speaking of trashy i wathced the youtube video of like ms singapore world 2009 ris low. SHES DAMN FUNNY. like "leopard preeeent and zebraaaa preeeent with khaki green and neutral colours... is allright!":) hahahahahahahha but i feel so bad shes being like publicily dissed on youtube. maybe its either her teeth or she has a short tongue. dont be so mean to her lah

2009-09-02T04:40:00.000-07:00

well evidently words cant descirbe how freaking pissed i am right now. i mean like who hacked into my account???? like what is wrong with those people. is it really so fun to go hack into peoples account? i bet its like an sc girl. no prizes for guessing who. YOU STUPID ASSHOLE WHY NOT YOU JUST DO THE WHOLE WORLD A FAVOUR AND GO KILL YOURSELF OR SMTH. BELIEVE ME I WILL BE THE FIRST TO REJOICE. so please, end this world of misery and just go shoot yourself or smth. so take that and stop like being such a bitch bout it. freak.

ANYWAYS, i was so PMS-y today. i felt like a complete asshole to all my friends. SORRY GUYS I REALLY DO LOVE YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! hahahai cant wait for honours day tomoro!!!!!!!!!!!!!! where like it starts at 3.3 so, CLG's going to go eat @ our fave place MOGU MOGU KITCHEN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!hahaha and guys i need to go diva either tomoro or next sat before genee comp, to go buy the cute elastic bangles in neon colours from diva, renee. gale and i are sharing. anymore ppl want it?:) we can buy a fewsets and split!hahah getting so excited over such a trivial matter:)

and oh god, i do sincerely believe i am half screwed for EOYS. i feel inadequately prepared for it. like what if i cant finish revision in time for eoys. then its just as good as not finishing the paper isnt it? oh wth, sec 2 is so scarily stressful/

2009-08-31T17:43:00.000-07:00

i feel that my life is dangling on some sort of balance beam. i could walk all the way to the end but also fall off any min. now. my life is kinda screwed.

like i feel i cant balance school work, dance and like friends. like if my school work is okay, i just have to screw it up in HF. and my friends, well maybe i'm being oversensitive but... wtv. and theres this one friend. R________.i love her i really do (AS A FRIEND). but like i dunno, she seems to have it all.studies, dance. gosh hahah I HATE HERlol

anyways, there was ACES day yesterday. and it was screwed up funny. hahahah gale did wrong then everyone copied her! lol nvm gale, I STILL LOVE YA! then after school, we had HF. he changed serenade AGAIN. hahahha and i think i must not have been concentrating yesterday cuz he kinda scolded me. then thing is, i'm still not quite sure what i did wrong. damn it, my life actually revolves around dance? i had NO IDEA.

gosh theres so much stuff i wanna say but i cant cuz this IS ablog

2009-08-26T17:14:00.000-07:00

ah! mrs chan is hospitalised! sue me for being info retarded cuz i didnt know till yesterday, but now that i do, i feel loser-ish:( like when shes around, i keep saying how like she does a leetle too much for us, but now, i totally appreciate all that she's done for us! i mean, dance is awesome thanks to her ok! hhahahahah h damn

anyways, holidays are next week! i'm really happy cuz at least i have more time to study what i want, like i dont have to follow a timetable:) i wish the singaproe education system could be like totto-chan the book! where like at the beginning of the day, the teacher writes down all the subjects you have to do , then you can choose what you wanna do first, then if u have any questions, u can go up and ask the teacher, and their classroom is a train carriage! like the long-distance train kind:) damn i love japan:D then during the school holidays, i can spend all my time studying, and like not have to account for travelling home from school time, and i cand ecide when i wanna eat my "recess". AND I'M GOING TO THE LIBRARY!!!!!!!!!!!! where i can borrow tons and tons of col books and drink bubble tea! too bad i cant go for the ___________. hahahah SORRY KAI LIN!

OK, HERES MY SCHEDULE

sept hols
day 1- revision for physics
day2-bio
day3-chem
day4-history
day5-geography
day6-math
day7(sunday)-anything i'm not strong in , plus break!!!!!!!!!! cuz its sunday:D

with EOYS os near, ir eally need to study. WHAT IF I GET RETAINED?!@$#%&* i dont wanna! and i really need to study hard and follow my daddy:"WRK HARD, PLAY HARD". damn. i hate the first part, i juat wanna play, but i know i cant:( boo me

damn i dont wanna go multimedia studio! I DONT WANNA BE A SINGER OR AN ACTOR! even tho'i desperately waned to be when i was younger

2009-08-16T00:48:00.000-07:00

hahahaha my dashboard functions are screwed right now. i realised i passed my 200th post like 20 posts ago, so yeah its a very belated celebration:)

anyways, this weekend has been super productive, with me finishing my vio AND chem notes, buying presents for friends, and buying a sec 2 science assessment book to do!hahahaha i suddenly feel so studious. the fear of failing sec 2 and getting retained is like a recurring dream every night!!!!!!!!!!!! hahaha yeah.

went to china town today:0 it was super. it was only today that i realised that y'know, china town is such a touristy place:)like it kinda reminded me of like korea, japan(not so much) and taiwan, where like the hottest tourist attractions were at like where the quaint lil' shophouses were. so yeah. its unbelievable for me to say this but i think like Singapore is like quite cool. maybe its cuz i'm like a national/local, so i dont appreciate it. but if u think bout it, singapore is like clean(or it used to be), safe and awesomely fun! we just dont have cute shops like h and m. or ballet shops like chacott. but hey thats what the internet's for right? ok i shld stop. i'm sounding like some s'pore ambassador. WELCOME TO SINGAPORE!lol:D

anways, went to eat @ some dim sum place with damn cute fishes.and then there was this cute angmoh girl , who had the most gorgeous blue eyes! CHELSEA, HER EYES COULD RIVAL ZAC'S OKAY. and she was JUST SO CUTEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE. ahaha words so canNOT describe it.

then we went to some cute place for snow ice, the one that i originally ate in taiwan:) it was damn nice bt i couldnt finish it. :0 so mom, dad and grandam helped me finish it lol.

i really dont wanna do HF tomoro! AND ZHOU YI IS GONNA MAKE ME DIE OF SLEEPINESS AND HuNGER. my toes just arent ready for hf yet. i dunno how like all those prima ballerinas and principal dancers manage to last a whole ballet en pointe! especially those technically demanding ones. DO THEY EVEN HAVE TOES TO FEEL PAIN?lol wtv.

mrs chan wants us to do violin for some CSTD like competition. okay, but violin is smth i havent quite nailed yet. so boo. nvm i shall try damn hard to b1.burn fat.2.improve my ballet and pointe work!

yaya going for mount faber(if thats how u spell it) japanese steambaot.buffet thing! they sell damn good beef there!:)

ok i need to go watch KOREAN TV!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2009-08-12T17:27:00.000-07:00

lol i feel damn smart. the CS teacher keeps locking the computer , then me and kong keep restarting the computer to "outsmart" the teacher. :) i feel smart:0

today's such a slack day, i feel like i wanna go home and study. i cant believe i'm saying this but yeah:D hahaha i'm gonna be a good girl, and go home and study: 1. math 2. lang arts HW:)

must go chewy junior @ bugis l8er to go buy cream puffs!i tell you bugis has so much nice food, i can eat breakfast, lunch and dinner all there. the basement alone is like WOW. theres like 2 korean street food stalls, bubble tea, tori-Q, taiwanese food, pasta mania and an awesome MAGAZINE STAND/SHOP!. hahah eh sc dancers, next year lets go there if its possible:) glutton tong:)

its freaking cold and i forgot my jacket! i can see all my veins popping out. so bored/sleep

I HAVE A DREAM.(sound familiar?lol) I HAVE A DREAM TO STUDY HARD TODAY AND I WILL KEEP TO IT.FULLSTOP.NO XCEPTIONS.:) i feel GOOD NOWWWWW

hahah super junior full house is damn funny!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=78aI5Mwj8QU&NR=1

go watch:)

We Still Got a Long way to go

2009-08-12T05:12:00.000-07:00

sigh, nows the time when EOYS seem so close yet so far, its freaky how it seemed like 2 months ago when sec 2 just started. and STREAMING IS SO NEAR!!!!!!!!! hahah i'm freaking out.

this feeling i'm getting is weird. its the post-pre-genee feeling and the pre-genee feeling.normally i am super scared before a performance, but that ngiht , the competition ngiht, i didnt feel fear or nervousness.it just felt normal. this ould only mena 2 things: 1. i wasnt serious enough. 2. I AM MATURED!!!!!!!!!!! my mind tells me I AM MATURED, but that would be deceiving. damn it. i dont know what i felt that night, and even if somehow i could descirbe it, i'm pretty sure i dont wanna tell anyone:) i cant wait for the actual comp., where the sc dancers are gonna watch the finals! i;m reall exctied bout seeing the world's best grouping together:)so exciting!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

oh there was a fir drill in school today.stupid really. once the first fire bell went off, we still had to stay in class so the ppl couold find out where the fire was, and then the teachers insisted that we use that particular staircase, and apparently, every other teacher insisted on the same thing; so there was HIGH RESISTANCE:)LOL then we took like 15 min to get to the track, then we were playing and talking. and to make it easier to recognise us, HTEY MADE US WEAR CLASS TEE. THE VERY HOT, HEAT-TRAPPING ONE.lol

i'm so happy:) i'm gonna buy chewy junior again tomoro@ bugis cuz my parents wanted to eat so yeah:) then mommys gonna help me buy bubble tea from the tampines library uncle whose pearls, are super chewy and sweet:) hahaha lol and i wanna borrow the book EMPIRE OF THE SUN. ms or rather MADAM kavita showed us the movie a while ago. and its really impactful and it rally shows like the desperate measures ppl take furing war. which reminds me, i also need to watch CINDERELLA MAN,the one with russell crowe.it completely summarises the situations during the great depression.

hahaha okay its like 9
30 i need to go sleep, super tired and i havent quite slept off the xhaustion fomr the comp.:)

Pre-Genee And Im Going Mad

2009-08-09T18:16:00.000-07:00

its quite official. my fate is 100% sealed in. i have pre genee todayyy! hahaha i'm not that scared for the group items cuz well. ITS A GROUP ITEM DUH. but for my last item for the night, its my solo competition! and you know since i'm the only one on stage, theres no one else to distract the people!!!!! but the funny thing is , i thought when ppl are nervous, they normally cant sleep the night before. but i slept so well! so there must be smth wrong with me! hahahah must be the piggy factor of my character. anyways, i think blogging really helps me to like externalise the fear and the scariness of it all! i heard theres a competitor in my age group whos a guy and apparently hes damn good acording to abi. or was it someone else? i think its abi anyways. WTH?! IS IT EVEN POSSIBLE FOR A GUY TO COMPETE WITH GIRLS! I MEAN EHS OBVIOUSLY GONNA WIN CUZ LIKE HES SMTH FRESH THAT THE JUDGES HAVENT SEEN YET! hahahahaha the fears not externalising yet ... must write somemore

and like i'm competing with sarah as in sarah kang and EVERYONE knows shes DAMN DAMN DAMN GOOD. so yeah and i hate the fact that mrs chan is gonna be there. its just ups the pressureeeeee! and the sc and sscc seniors will be there too! and that like pressure too!! and what if i cant nail my spins??????

the storms over

2009-08-02T00:49:00.000-07:00

shit. i feel like some newscaster, bringing a hot-off-the-press, juicy news gossip. well, i talked to my dad just now, and hes doesnt seem so angry anymore. so thats a relief. which got me thinking. like how many times in life did we miss out on smth or not do smth, or were hesitant to try that something, but eventually tried it out and realsied that it rocked or helped u in some way? and then when u look back and reflect, you realised what an integral part that event played in your life and how much you would have missed if you JUST DIDNT TRY. so i've made a new years resolution, even tho the year is ending in like dunno 4mths? I AM GONNA TRY EVERYTHING. because as morbid as it may sound, i dont know when i'm gonna die. eg. lets say i didnt try the new flavour of bubble tea @ each-a-cup today.(yeah i know its a rlly minor event, but its the only thing i can think of now since the weathr is so hot!). then lets say tomoro, i get in a car accident. as i lie , bloody n dying in the middle of the road, iw ill regret i never got to try that flavour of bubble tea in this lifetime. get the drift? maybe not, cuz its not drastic enough but IMAGINATION.

hahahahahaha , ome i just realsied that tomro is APEC dinner. OMG our fan dance is even near perfect and lee hsien loong is gonna be there>!!!!! THIS DANCE IS SCREWED. its like 6 fat peaches in fat costumes dancing with a watermelon fan. goodness. sighhhhh

and the pre genee thing is like next mon(not counting tomoro). shit lah. i feel so inferior.

evidently not

2009-08-01T21:07:00.000-07:00

its still not working. sorry becky, but i just didnt have the guts to go up and talk to him and "talk it out". i was just too scared. of what, i have absolutely NO IDEA. but i guess its the rebuttal that i'm scared of. and i have too many WHAT IFS? on my mind. like what if he ignores me? yeah, at the end of the day, its called pride. i have issues with swallowing my pride. so it can only mean two things: 1. i can expect my phone to be gone from me for another few days.2.it means that this household is expected to be silent for a few more days, or at least for today. sigh, its not like i wanted it to happen, theres been so many of this this year, altho' none have been as bad as this time. i'm really in a dilemma now. like i dont know what to do.

some ppl, pls help me and tagon my cbox

they just dont get it

2009-08-01T01:47:00.000-07:00

okay so just for the record, my spirits are really down now. i dont wanna embarass that person(if thats even possible), but i got into a really nasty quarrel yesterday night before ballet. and yes, i know that its my weakness; that i dont like to admit i'm wrong and i definitely dont like to hear anything other than good stuf about me. but i will admit i'm wrong like after the fight/quarrel/dispute. but about yesterdays issue, i still dont see where/what i did wrong. ok so mom said it was my body language, but hey its not my fault you misinterpreted. and yes, i was trying very hard to control my anger.and you know, i really did try to heed my mom's advice and "talk it out". but when i came home, he was sleeping and once he woke up, he changed and left the hous. you know, we havent had such a big fight since, i said the F word in p6?! so yeah, i've been told by many to "swallow my pride", but lets put it this way, its easier said than done. and i value my pride and its embarrassing and difficult to just swallow it, especially when i feel i didnt do anything wrong. and he doesnt listen, or even TRY to listen to my justifications. I AM 14. i'm not a kid anymore and this type of treatment is just.... i dunno inappropriate. and i mean , like i said I AM 14. scolding me and expecting me to just listen there,meekly is pretty much impossible. i mean i have my own views and stuff so like UNDERSTAND. and i mean this generation is VERY different from the one you were in, where respect was like GOD.AUTHORITY.and in this day and age, with human rights and freedom of speech and whatnot, TIMES HAVE CHANGED DRASTICALLY.i mean i will still respect you, but youve got to grasp the evident concept that i wont respect you and treat you like god. i'll give you the due respect you need. which brings me to my next point. you dont understand mutual respect either. maybe its the generation gap , but hey if other ppl can do it, why not u? its very simple really: you respect me, i respect you. its very simple. but right now, youre not really respecting me. like treating me like i'm a kid. and dont tell me"YOU'LL ALWAYS BE A KID TO ME." because as much as you hate it, I AM NOT A CHILD.

sigh, okay i think ive vented out my anger/remorse/objections. i really want to go say sorry, but i JUST CANT SWALLOW MY PRIDE.

Mnet scandal is so twisted

2009-07-29T01:41:00.000-07:00

omg i just watched mnet scandal;the khunnie one and i think i've changed my opinion of minsun.shes so sweet during their last date and i guess her friends havent made it easier or her and khunnie to be together by mentioning that she used to date kimbum.sigh

anyway , a CERTAIN SOMEONE has been making quite a lotta ppl in 2SE angry these few days with her overbearingness and her critical attitude towards everything. like i mean gale did such a great job with the posters did you really have to go put her down and the res tof the EXCO team and say it sucked(in a subtle way)? i mean lets see YOU try to top that and be better. know what I think? IMPOSSIBLE.so yeah, please try to change or like srsly this whole project will go down under your so called leadership. i dont know ehich "faculty" you are in, buit from what i see, youre trying to stick your hand in everywhere and try to be like the leader in every faculty. i mean i know youre smart in that ense, but nobodys that good to lead everyone. i had the impression you were in the EXCO team, but i thought leaders were supposed to encourage , not force everybody to believe their ideas. i think i've wasted enough blog space about you, but yeah pls try to change.

SIGH JAEBEOM IS SO CUTE AND FUNNY IN THE ITS TIME INTERVIEW. great cuz of him, now ic ant decide whether i like taec,chansung or jae! WTH WORLD. PLS GIMME ADVICE/

What Do YOu See?

2009-07-28T05:28:00.000-07:00

thats the title of 2009's NDP song, by electrico. i cant say it sucks because its so much like coldplay and simple plan and i love these two bands.but its got no word"SINGAPORE" in its lyrics and the music video is so ..... black. like its not cheerful. and the tune is quite irregular and thus quite hard to nail. mrs. goh had to sing it with us like 4 times before we got it nailed down. nevertheless, its quite rockish and quite cool. and altho i am SUPER unpatriotic(like i dont say the pledge and antional anthem), i love getting together with the ccrazy ppl and sing the national day songs LOUD LIKE MADDDDDDD. i just dont like the fact that WE HAVE TO WEAR RED.

hahah i'm doing or rather redoing all the physics WS now. i realised that physics is really bad for me. like my brain just turns off.haha okay, i shall try to concentrate from now on and really listen so as to get really good results to get into a good class.

oh you know, i've been reading quite a bit of books which all kinda have the same concept of young people, who live ordinary lives, suddenly make a wishlist ; like THE THINGS I WANNA DO BEFORE I DIE list. and that kinda got me thinking: what if i like (touchwood) die like super suddenly? then my whole life would have been boring. so heres my list:

DEE'S LIST OF THINGS TO DO B4 SHE DIES
1. go skydiving
2.finish pre-genee
3.tour europe and states and visit korea and japan and taiwan 1 more time
4.go to ALASKA.
5.tell everyone i love them super a lot:)

hahah its not much but its meaningful.sigh

2009-07-27T00:24:00.000-07:00

oh god, pre-genee comp is in like two weeks. "dynamic"? ABI? hahah it would be dynamic if i actually managed to nail the steps.:) hahaha i'm like f5reaking outtttttt.

hansols a 2pm stalker:)

i keep telling myself that i'm in this comp for the experience , but the truth is I CANT !hahah cuz i am SORE LOSER, AND I KNOW IT. i only join competitions if i stand a good chance of winning. I AM NOT GONNA WIN.FULLSTOP. either way, i;m either competing with natalie lam or sarah kang. THEY R GONNA WIN ME. I AM SO SCREWED. HAHAHAHHAHAAA

Racial Harmony; Where less than 10% of the schools population enjoyed it

2009-07-22T04:43:00.002-07:00

this blogger thing is screwed up. i'm like currently typing on some weird page cz the format went bonkers. stupid blogger. i wont say stupid computer cuz i love my comp.

racial harmony day wasnt very racially right. i heard a certain someone being really mean to another someone of a different race. i mean, PUT YOUR DIFFERENCES ASIDE FOR JUST ONE DAY CAN?! and anyways, i'm not trying to sound cliched or anything but we really do need to realise and understand the importance of like having friends with ppl of diff. races. ok sure, i admit, i'm racist too! i mean who isnt? like TRUTHFULLY. but i mean when it comes down to it, i love my friends from diff. races! like stupid izzah,i always bully her but i superrrrr love her. and APARNA JAGGI. who makes the most spasticated comments i've ever heard. shes SO MEAN but anyhow i'm still living in "harmony" with her right? xcept when she bullies me. so to that "special" someone out there, i mean i'm not being precahy but pls try not to be so sarcastic. there will be a ime when we need our friends help. and its always good to have more friends.

went home with becky and renee. from newton 7-11 onwards, we were both trying to make all our sentences rhyme. then becky didnt do her tuition homework so she did it on the train while me and renee amused ourselves by rhyming everything. like "BECKYYYY YOUR HAIR, ITS WAY TOO FAIR.: and "BECKY DONT GO (to abu dhabi) , WE'LL MISS YOU SO!" hilarious really:) renee's really good at it!!!!!!!! hahaa

mom and dad are gonna bring me to eat korean BBQ tomoro at east coast:) YAY. THE YUMMY BEF AND PORK BELLY AND THE AWESOME SIDE DISHES AND THE NICE DESSERT AND THE NICE DRINKS:) hahahaha tomoro is GROW FAT DAY.

2009-07-22T04:43:00.001-07:00

dcvsfds

oh god

2009-07-20T06:25:00.000-07:00

The Colours Of The Rainbow, So Pretty IN The Sky

2009-07-14T03:33:00.000-07:00

today was the lang arts test and it was kinda hard in terms of the fact that we didnt rlly have enuf time to finish. adn then the teacher sais" 10 MINUTES LEFT!!!" then there was the sudden rustling of paper and then i was writing the last point so fast i was having hand spasms , so my handwriting was like BLEH...hahahaha so i offically pulled both my arm muscles , one from writing too fast and one from gripping the paper too hard. lol:D

hahahahhahahahahha omgomgomg then during recess,we went to the studio to practice the fand ance, then mrs chan was so wary of us cuz 2se got quarantined a few days ago. me and gale were quite offended.

DEE LOVES HJ, TAEC,CHAN,JAE,2PM,SS501

Its's all about connections in this world.

2009-07-11T00:55:00.000-07:00

oh my goodnessaaaaaaa, IDOL SHOW is too funny for words. i'm like watching episode 11 where those college girls who were rude to 2pm in ep 3 came back , bringing friends along for an official 2PM TOUR. oh my goodnes, this one girl just went crazy when wooyoung started dancing. and he danced for like 2 min and she was screaming the whooe time.oh my god and theres this ACT CUTE GIRL(remind you of somebody?) with minnie mouse hariband and she wanted NICHKHUN to do the SEXY look. he looked so super embarassed
oh my god and theres this girl who SO does not look young and has weird hair and she was like" OH MY GOD " and she kept stomping her feet when nichkhun gave the look. freak. and this other girls talent WAS HER TOES. chansung;s expression was super duper funny!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!her talent is GROSS.

OH MY GOD THEY SAID UGLY GIRL LOOKS LIKE A HUSKY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!lOLOL

picture paints a MILLION words

2009-07-09T01:26:00.000-07:00

I'LL LET THE PIC DO THE TALKING
THE TOP LEFT ONE IS NICHKHUN, THE ONE HANSOL LOVES TO DEATH

CHANSUNG IS THE LEFT ONE IN THE 2ND ROW OF PICS, TAECYEON IS BESIDE CHANSUNG AND JAEBEOM IS THE BOTTOM RIGHT

The Korea Influence

2009-07-07T05:42:00.000-07:00

its really all thanks to hansol, the korean who cant speak korean but has decided to be very hardworking and learn korean girl:) she influenced me. first it was BOF, then i liked HJ, she liked KB, then after that i liked SS501, she liked kimbums singine. then since yesterday, she liked 2PM, this guy called nichkhun(WHO IS SUPER AH-DORABLEEEEE), and then i took a listen and was like OMG THEIR MUSIC ROCKS! then i listened to U-KISS , cuz hyung jun's younger bro, ki bum is in the band. SIGH ITS THE KOREAN WAVE KILLING ME.

our dear hansol spent the whole of lang arts class gushing about NICHKHUN. but listening to her was WAYYYYYYY better than listening to ms choo. BUT WE COULD ACTUALLY TALK BOUT KOREAN STARS AND LISTEN CUZ I KNOW A ACTUALLY ABSORBED INFO. hahah talking about korean movie stars increases my attentiveness. nowadays, i am so tuned to korea and the korean stars. whenever i hear some words, KEYWORDS, like "korea","ss501','hot", i turn around and be like "WHAT? WHO? WHERE? WHEN?" lol i'm currently "fine-tuning" this "skill".

THANK YOU KIM HANSOL FOR GIVING ME SUCH GOOD EXPOSURE.

with so many projects to do and so much homework to hand up at diff. times of the week, i do feel overwhelmed. sigh i guess thats life yeah?

dance-a-holic loves you, U-KISS,2PM, HYUN JOONG,SS501

Mixed Feelings ... Oh WTH.

2009-07-03T08:15:00.000-07:00

hahah i am in NO MOOD to sleep now. i bet u at 3/4 am, i'll still be bouncing off the walls with hyperactive energy.

today was DAMN eventful. lololol. okay school was okay. we made rock buns! okay, so mine and tRIA'S looked damn a lot like rock cookies, but oh WTH. IT TASTED FRGGIN GOOOOODD. but it looked like _____ . fill in the blank with your own choice. my personal fav is the S word. lol

ok so hansol told me to search this Korean Actor who aaparently looks like hyung jun, who is damn funny btw, but is so much cuter. ok, so maybe i'll think the same way , but i STAY FAITHFUL DEAR. LOL HAHAHA hansol stays all lovey to "Bummie" tho'. :)

i absolutely heart thanks for waking me up.hyun joong takes so long to wake up:) love love love that.its part of a cool phenomenon caled AFFINITY. believe it? i really hope So-Eun and Kim Bum are dating. even hansol agreed that she would only accept kim bum together with So-Eun, if not herself. :) KEEP TRYING HANSOL, YOU'LL GET THERE. someday. a very very long day away. haha.

oh, romantic sky is good too. nly ep 1 part 1 is good. other than that? not so much. haha it gets a bit boring. but the firsst ep. IS DAMN FUNNY...

oh goodness hansol, hes rlly cute!!!!!!!!!! BUT I STILL HEART HYUN JOONG MORE. hahah his expression is supah funny.:) hahahah i think its the smile or somethn lse. lol

oh god, i'm watching for what seems like the millionth time ROMANTIC SKIES EP 1 PART 1. where kyujong drops the cups on hyung jun. his expression IS PRICELESSSS. lololol

oh goodness. ppl dont try smsing me. my parents think i sms too much, so they are taking it fm me. dont scold me if i dont reply. :) wait. i'll get it back on tuesday

which reminds me, vong's house PW thing was dman funny. her dogs are damn cute. and gale was being vulgar as suaual

ok i need to sleep:)
dance-a-holic loves you ,ss501, hyun joong and hansol

I'm Pretty Sad June Hols Are Over.

2009-06-28T02:01:00.000-07:00

its sunday, 5.05 pm, and every minute seems to draw closer to that one dreaded word:SCHOOL.

now, i, for one, shouldnt be the one with going-to-school issues. i mean, i'm a self-confessed nerd in the sense that i love every aspect of school, even though i complain about it a lot. the friends, the feeling of smartness when i get something , be it a concept or a problem, right, recess. i mean, i love every subject, even math! and i guess schools just a really fun place to be, cuz like it or not, its where you spend 16 years of your life. its where bonds are made, sometimes broken, and friendships are forged. except maybe pri. school, where your life was full of" I DONT FRIEND YOU ANYMORE". but, secondary school, its where you really start to find your true friends , girlfriends that have the potential to last you your whole life. like CLG. i really hope we'll be the type of friends that go everywhere and meet up for lunch, even when we grow up, graduate, get jobs and have kids and a life most probably spent sitting behind a desk. so yeah, school's cool in that sense.

but this year, i guess its cuz dance has been like really exhausting. i've been dancing every mon, wed, fri and sat for ALL FOUR WEEKS, practicing for events that never seem to come. i havent really had time to rest. i think the govt. shouldnt call it holidays if schools still schedule CCA. if they really want us to rest, it should be like a law that no schools , be it independant or govt., should have CCA. but it certainly has made my techinique stronger. and i really had fun with the sc dancers, be it with renee, becky n hansol on those crazy MRT rides, or hearing stephs mad laughter everyday(almost). AND LUNCH! that was good.realgood

but i guess its because i cant remember how i felt when the dec/nov hols ended last year. maybe i felt a deep sense of regret, like how i want to accomplish more. i get the feeling fo urgency, that i wanna cram alot of stuff today b4 my school holidays are over. like the rush. its the same feeling i get before i go onstage for a performance.

pre-genee training is good. i mean, its been 2 lessons and i'm FINALLY nailing some of the steps. like the single, single , double and end in a lunge thing. MY DOUBLES ON POINTE ARE FINALLY CLEAN!:) but i'm really nervous. and i hate to say it, but i dont want to do mannequin. BECKY TAKE OVER MEEE.

omg, i went to T1 a long time ago, and it was great the fruit tarts were....... hahaha

the before pic of our $7.80 pear tart

the AFTER PICTURE

HAHA ITS A BIG CHANGE, BUT I H8 WHIPPEDCREAM, SO I DIDNT EAT IT. IT WAS NICE THO, I TASTED A BIT. IT WAS FRUIT FLAVOURED WHIPPED CREAM.

i'm currently dreading to hear the sound of the alarm clock tomoro morning. at least i can sleep in the bus and listen to the BOF sooundtrack. i've listened to it so many times, i've stopped counting my PLAYLIST COUNT.I GIVE UP. it must be like the 40th time i've heard the whole soundtrack. YES U HEARD IT RIGHT. THE WHOLE SOUNDTRACK IN CLUDING THE INSTRUMENTALS.

i hope theres no PE tomoro, i would hate getting all sweaty before the AYG performance, expecially in that gross costume and TIGHTS. GOSH. and i'm really scared for hist and geog test on tuesday. it shld be cancelled since so many people will be quarantined. and they should not have a test so fast! I OBJECT

i bet BOF has the ultimate potential to be the goeest, if not one fo the niggest obsessions of my life. i mean, BOF and SS501. they could be bigger than my gaspard ulliel phase. and my taiwanese drama stars phase. and my chinese songs phase.

okie APPARENTLY i need to sleep now, nights:)

dance-a-holic loves you, BOF, hyun joong and ss501

2009-06-27T01:49:00.000-07:00

DEE TONG ABSOLUTELY LOVES LOVES LOVES SARAH KANG WEI LIN, FOR

BEING THE ONLY SINGAPOREAN TO ENTER FOR THE WORLD BALLET

COMPETITION 2009. WE LOVE YOU NO MATTER WHAT:)

2009-06-22T03:39:00.000-07:00

oh gosh today;s dance was fun but tiring!!!!!! haha went for lunch with the girls at MOGU MOGU KITCHEN, we've been there tens of thousands of times adn the guy there alsways says the same thing. heres how a typical convo would go:

GUY WALKS NEAR US : "eh you girls from SCGS ah? OH SCGS DANCE AH! oh you know my wife was taught literature by mrs jean chan. you know her? and my daughter was delivered by dr. chan! shes about 19 now, just graduated!"

GUY SAYS:" aiyah, you see how far back your school goes? sigh..."

hahah that damn funny lah. iwas so full today. i drank like 2 cups of miso soup. the miso soup there rocks ttm:) lol hahah then we dropped by chameleon to buy bun stuff, bobby pins and clips. then steph saw the most AH-DORABLE elastics that are really small and cute. and she had this fab idea of wearing them as rings. so we all decided to buy it and share lah. it was quite cheap. 1 bumdle, 10 elastics, 5 colours, for $0.50. we bot 2, one metallic and one solid rainbow.steph took the solid hot pink and metallic glittery gold. becky took solid blue and shiny silver. renee took solid yellow and shiny blue. i took shiny pink and solid green. gui took solid purple and glittery purple.lol hahah then we realised we spent so much tinme picking out those cute elastics we were late for dance. so me, renee and becky cabbed and then steph , gui and kar took bus:) we did XJ's grass today, then he taught us some new fan dance with these cute, fluffy hot pink fans with sequins on it. love the dance! then it was zhou yi. my knees are 100% bruised. its jeans and more jeans for me these few weeks.

dance-a-holic loves you, BOF, hyun joong and HANSOL

2009-06-21T00:49:00.000-07:00

omg, i just realised why kim ki bum looks so much like like kim hyung jun. THEY'RE BROTHERS. OMG HANSOL, YOU WERE RIGHT. NO WONDER THEY LOOK SO ALIKE.

oh wth, my mom keeps telling me to get off the comp. i mean wthwthwth and she wants to take away my freaking ipod after school hols. damn u lah____. last word i wont say, but figure it out yourself since you're so "smart". and i mean, i think i did pretty well during the school hols. i didnt rlly go out with my friends i studied and stuff and i didnt listen to it while studying. i think i bloody deserve to get it back as long as i dont use it during studying. i mean USE WHATEVER'S LEFT OF YOUR BRAIN TO THINK. I DIDNT DO ANYTHING WRONG. I DID GOOD DURING THIS HOLIDAY.i think i deserve the ipod unless i prove otherwise. wth is all i can say. if not i would risk contaminating mt blog. STOP BEING SO OVERPROTECTIVE AND PISS OFF. I CAN CONTROL MYSELF OKAY NOW THANK YOU VERY MUCH. I JUST WANNA SLAP YOU NOW BUT I CANT OUTTA WHATEVER RESPECT I HAVE LEFT FOR YOU.get the point? if you didnt, youre really damn stupid.

haaaaaaaaaaa school hols is ending so fasttttt.......... damn it. i've got so much frustration in me right now, i just wanna let it out. i was pissed with ms. ho on sat, pissed with that PERSON in my house right now and pissed with the whole world. oh wth, ss501, and BOF always cheers me up. :) smileyzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz

ok i have to go for dinner alrdy. btw, TAMPINES 1 IS FAB.
dance-a-holic loves you, bof, ss501, hansol
hates that freak/ person in my house, that over controlling

2009-06-19T17:21:00.000-07:00

oh sigh, i cant vbelieve i am waking up at 8.22 am on a SAT to do the proposal. HANSOL AND SONIA, YOU BETTER MAKE A PRETTY STORYBOARD:)lol jkjk lah.

sorry, ic ant help but rant on about what an ass jun pyo was being in macau. HE BROKE JANDI'S HEART. omg and ji hoo was so sweet thru it all! i cried during the part where monkey and jun pyo were on the singapore flyer like thing and then she was marvelling at the sights but all HE could see was the "jandi and jun pyo- first night together" marker note thing he made. I CRIED EVEN THO' HE DIDNT! and that part when pun pyo and monkey walked into the same restaurant as jandi and jihoo. ji hoo's face was like... POOF! angry like... POOF! lol

haha and the way yi jung faced up to his dad was so cool! and btw, THE SOUNDTRACK ROCKSSSS.hahaha thanks to sonia i have (almost) every song and EVERY nice song. lololol

dance-a-holic loves you, hyun joong, hansol(my BOF mate), and korea

2009-06-17T06:44:00.000-07:00

well, to sum it all up, lets say life's been pretty tough on me. or rather, i've not been managing it very well. BUT I'M TRYING!

well, yesterday, we(me and hansol) went to sonia's house. we reached at like 10.30 but SHE WASS TILL SLEEPING! hahahah then we emailed ms. choo asking about some of the stuff for the docu and guess what? she said our was too one sided and that she would mark us down. i was quite pissed. however, my mom forced me to delete the previous post about this issue cuz i might get "disciplinary" action. lol

but on a brighter side, BOF is really nice! hansol decided to get all obsessed with kim bum and she forced her bro. to go to comic connection to buy the $4.80 set of poker cards. she then very generously gave me the ones with hyun joong on it:)i know i;m really slow! i'm only at ep 13 cuz i keep rewatching nice episodes like ep 4 part 3/4(HINT HINT HANSOL!) I think jandi's really lucky to have met f4. power and fame, they've got it all!!!!! hahaha like kim bum and kim joon, they are supposed to be very attractive in BOF(kim bum? yes kim joon? errr... no comment there.lol), they help jandi sell porridge to earn $$$ to go visit jun pyo! thats damn sweet, if nothing else. and ga-eul is so pretty! and hansol says shes 100% natural! that damn pretty perfect! hahaha h8 her lol.

hansol's decided(FINALLY!)to learn korean, something she should have done like eons ago. oh well, its NEVER too late to start! KIM HANSOL, WILL YOU PLS PLS PLSPLS TEACH MEEEE

dance-a-holic loves you, hyun joong, hansol(for being my BOF companion) and BOF

2009-06-15T00:29:00.000-07:00

oh god. if there was any way to describe how much dance is killing me, it would be... oki dont know, impossible?! hahahaha

violin looked super easy when i saw the seniors and sarah and joy do it; it looked so.... effortless. and they looked like they were enjoying themselves dancing. now that i'm (finally) in the item(cuz' i've loved the item for so long), ITS SO SUPER DUPER HARD I COULD KILL MYSELF. and it doesnt help that the mirror is giving me a negative body image. the different mirrors in thes tudio make u look diff. some make u look, skinny, some make u look FAT, some well-proportioned and others... well, lets not go there, shall we? hahahah, and my pointe shoe makes my toes look compressed.lol

sigh, my past few posts have always mentioned the same thing, and this is no exception: BOF! hahah love love love love hyun joong! hahahah ESPECIALLY THAT PART WHEN HE WAS HORSEBACK RIDING! when the sis made them compete. the sis is damn friggin pretty!hahahaah and he was so poorthing when he had that dream of his parents dead in the car, and the bloodied kid was sitting down, crying for his mom. SO SADDDDDD. hansol , if you;re reading this do NOT say a thing:) that applies for renee too!

haha gonna study with hansol tomro. we gonna TRY to study hist. and geog. highly doubt we can really SRSLY study tho'. hahahah its rlly hard to study with such a crazy person around. nvrtheless, KIM HANSOL I LOVE YOU! along with other kims int... ASIA. ahem ahem.

sigh, just received a pc of sad and aboslutely terrifying news. sigh, so what i've heard is true... friends must par at one time or another. except this one really is too early, too early to say goodbye. i know we all have to face this part of life sooner or later, but i'd rather later. this is saddening. i bet class would feel so empty without you, my dear. i'll never forget those times we went made doing stuff in class and laughing and making the teacher go crazy and mad just talking to us, cuz i would always talk back to her and make some spastic comment, and then she would compare u to me, and ask why i wasnt more like u, our little angel:) and then u were always so good with those exercises and then the teacher would always ask u to demo and then once u finished demo-ing, the whole class would be like and thinking"WTH, is that even possible?!" hahahahah then teach. would say she only accepts u as her student, then we would get so damn pissed with her :) ahhahaha well , to maintain privacy and respect the wishes of my dear friend, i cant say anything.

damn it, life sucks
or actually it rocks;)
dance-a-holic loves you

1st week of hols is OVER:(

2009-06-05T00:19:00.000-07:00

oh goodness, i cant believe today is friday. it means that 1 week of my june hols is almost over!:( and that means i got ballet tonight . sigh, my legs really cant take me to spin anymore. too tired.

today was MRS CHAN'S CLASS. she made us do turns AND turns AND turns. i got so dizzy i crashed into hansol a leetle TOO MANY TIMES. hahaha SORRY. then mrs chan JUST had to do grass. omg, we were sweating like A LOT alrdy. then since we are dancing @ the foyer, we have no wings so we cant rest. we have to pose like well, what else, grass! and its rlly tiring! i canNOT imagine fouetting at the foyer! with 3 pppl posing on either side of me! hahah i'm gonna kick gale or fall or smth, knowing me. hahaha....

and then on the way home, we stopped by 7-11 to get a nice cold drink. then renee bought a cheese sausage. and she was eating it just outside 7-11, cuz u cant bring food into the mrt station at newton. then she took her first bite, and some cheese squirted out. then we all wondered where it went. and while all of us were looking on the floor, i looked up and i saw the cheese ON BECKYS EYEBROW. LOLOLOLOL. me, renee and shobha and hansol laughed like shit lah wth. sigh, good times last FOREVER IN YOUR MIND.

hahahaha so excited about tomoro.... CATHAY! or is it cine? aiyah , all i know is i am gonna watch the HANNAH MONTANA MOVIEEEEEEEE:) yayayayaya hahahahah i wanna watch dance!Subaru too , but i've decided to watch that with my mom:) then she can buyme buckets and buckets of popcorn. and becky , ir you're reading this , DONT GIMME THAT OH-MY-GOD-DEE-YOU-WOULDNT-DAREEEE FACE. slap u ah!

i really love boys over flowers. ahahahha i've decided to piss estelle off . I LIKE KIM BUM! HAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHHAHAHA TAKE THAT ESTELLE. lol no lah i like hyun joong ,:0 more emo. but i think the girl is actually quite irritating. i means shes soooooooo shouty! like shes always so angry with Jun Pyo. i mean , cant u sense that hes making a genuine effort to be nice to you? i mean r u like stupid or what? CANT U SEE THAT HE LIKES U? and come AWN , hes not THAT hateful. i just dont like his curly hair. lol i think he looks like Dao Ming Si from the taiwanese version. hahah dunno why blondie likes her. damn! hahahha

oh god, theres SSCC dance l8er. i dont really feel like going i like the inter class but i dont wanna leave my grade 7 classmates. they r soo much fun! but i'm gonna miss grade 7 tomoro. cuz of the outing but i'll go for inter. and i promise to go for class religiously from now on! but somehow, i dont feel like doing the pre-genee comp. thing . i mean i dont want my june hols to clutter up with dance . that would suck. and i just dont think i wanna do it anymore. the only reason why i;m left doing it, i think, is for the good look it would give my college resume. any other reasons for me? like love for dance? and all that crap? srsly? NO. NONONO. i mean i love dance. but like i said, i dont want dacne to be my career. i mean just cuz' i havr the passion and i love ballet class doesnt mean that i want it to be my major. I AM A NERD. I ACTUALLY LIKE SCHOOL. I LIKE STUDYING. i just reat dance as a competitive arena for me to just let loose have fun and get some friendly competition from my VERY VERY GOOD CLASSMATES. damn just get the point, TEACHER. I DONT WANT DANCE TO DOMINATE MY LIFE. GEDDIT?

SIGH , i think that was just mindless complaining. i'm sorry. i just feel really tired when i dance cuz i havent recovered all my energy from my 5 day fever spree. i mean i ATE PORRIDGE FOR 5 DAYS. PLAIN! U THINK I GOT ENERGY? i'm just trying to find any small thing that upsets me and blow it up to vent my anger on. sorry:9 boo.

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